Semua Bab Kiss me 2.1: Bab 141 - Bab 144

ÉléaI no longer know where I stand, nor what I truly feel.Every night spent with Aedan is an ordeal and a deliverance, a slow burn that gnaws at my certainties.I consume myself a little more, with every glance, every touch, every silence heavy with unspoken words.Tonight, I no longer want to flee.I refuse to be this shadow that waits, that endures, that suffers in silence.I want to know. Understand. Hear the truth, even if it breaks me.I find him in his apartment, that dark cage where he reigns, where I lose myself.His face is closed, his dark eyes are an abyss in which I risk everything.I feel the tension crackling between us, heavy, electric, ready to explode.— Why do you push me away?I drop my words like a challenge, a cry.Why do you leave me alone there, on the edge of the void, when you could hold me against you?Why do you let me bear this weight all alone?He remains silent, closes his eyes for a moment, as if to gather his strength against an invisible enemy.Then,

ÉléaSilence enveloped the apartment like a fragile veil, after the storm that had shaken our lives.Everything seemed to have frozen, suspended in a breath, a held breath.The discreet ticking of the wall clock seemed almost too loud, each sound cutting the air with unusual sharpness.I still felt the adrenaline pounding in my veins, a strange mix of fatigue and exhilaration, like after a passing storm.I stood still by the window, my gaze lost in the wan light of the streetlamps dotting the street below.The city continued its course, indifferent to our silent battles, our open wounds.I wanted to believe that this night marked a new beginning, a moment when we could finally lay down our armor and rebuild a future, fragile but real.But the weight of his silences, of the unspoken, of the wounds he carried within him, weighed heavily between us, like a shadow difficult to dispel.Aedan approached slowly, his steps measured, almost hesitant, betraying the vulnerability he tried so har