DeclanPain. That is the first thing I feel. Not fear. Not confusion. Not relief. Pain. Every part of my body feels like it has been dragged across concrete, set on fire, and then put back together by someone who hated me personally.My ribs burn when I breathe. My throat feels raw. My head pounds so hard I can hear my own heartbeat inside my skull. For a few seconds, I don't know where I am. Everything is dark behind my closed eyes. Too bright when I try to open them. Too loud when I try to listen. Machines beep somewhere close. Voices move around me. Sharp. Urgent. Hospital. The realization comes slowly, all at once. Hospital. I force my eyes open. White ceiling. Harsh lights. The smell of disinfectant. A tube in my arm. Bandages. My left side feels like hell. My right arm feels heavy. My mouth tastes like smoke and blood. Lovely. Good night, then.I try to move. Bad idea. A rough sound leaves my throat b
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