She was quiet for a moment."The anonymity," she said, which was not the answer she had expected to give but which was, she realized as she said it, the true one."Anonymity?" he said. "You were famous.""On the track I was a driver," she said. "That was the whole of it. Whatever else I was, whatever else was happening, inside the car I was just someone trying to go fast. The helmet helped — nobody sees your face, nobody sees what you're feeling, it's just you and the machine and the data." She paused. "When I stopped I became — a person again. With a face and a role and a context. I found that harder than I expected.""Being seen," he said."Being seen as a specific thing," she said. "Wife. The wife of. It's a particular kind of visibility that makes you less rather than more.""Did he know that?" Enzo said carefully. "What it cost you?"She looked at him steadily."No," she said. "I'm not sure I knew it clearly enough to tell him.""And now?""Now I'm back in the car," she said. "Me
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