CRUEL DESIRES: MY BULLY TURNED STEP BROTHER のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 31 - チャプター 40

Gabriel's POV I felt like a starving man and Derek was the only thing on the menu. He was all over me, his mouth hot against my neck, my collarbone, everywhere. It wasn't gentle. It was like a hungry lion tearing into its kill. I could hear my own breathing, fast and shallow, echoing in the quiet of his massive room.He yanked my shirt off, the buttons straining against the fabric until they gave way. I felt the cold air hit my chest for a split second before his skin was back against mine, burning hot. My head was spinning. Everything was a blurry mess."Please wait..." I gasped, my hands fumbling against his shoulders.Derek stopped, but he didn't pull away. He stayed right there, his chest heaving against mine."I can't see you properly.... it's all blurry.. I need my glasses," I whispered. It was driving me crazy. I wanted to see him, to know exactly what was happening, but he was just a tan, muscular shadow."No...." Derek’s voice was like gravel. He gripped my waist, his finger

Gabriel's POV The car ride was a nightmare. Derek drove with one hand on the wheel and the other shoved right between my thighs, his palm heavy and hot against my lap. I tried to shift, to press my knees together and scoot toward the door, but he didn’t even flinch. He just kept his hand there, marking me like I was some piece of property he didn’t want sliding off the seat. I stared out the window, watching the campus buildings blur past, feeling sick.When we got out, I tried to bolt. I just wanted to get to class, to disappear into a crowd of people who didn’t know anything about me. But I didn't even get five steps."Don't run away from your brother, Gabe," Derek called out.It wasn't a request. It was a warning. I stopped, my shoulders hunching as he caught up and draped a heavy arm across my neck. I looked around maybe, waiting for someone anyone to see how weird this was. But the hallway was like a ghost town where the ghosts were all terrified. People saw us coming and lite

Gabriel's POV The car was too quiet. It was the kind of quiet that makes your skin crawl because you know there’s a storm coming. I sat in the passenger seat, my body was stiff trying not to breathe too loud. I kept glancing at Derek’s hands on the wheel. His knuckles were split open, the skin raw and smeared with Jude’s blood. He hadn't even wiped it off. It was just sitting there, drying on his skin, a trophy of how he had just dismantled a guy’s jaw.I felt sick. But it was a messy kind of sick. I hated the violence, I really did but there was this twisted, dark knot in my chest that felt… protected. And I hated myself for it. I wanted to reach out and touch those broken knuckles, to feel the heat of the damage he had done for me. It felt hot in a way though. It was giving... I don't know possessive Boss.My eyes started to burn. It wasn't the crying about my life kind of burn, though that was there too. It was the lenses. Those stupid pieces of plastic were scratching my eyeball

Gabriel's POV "Can you let me go!" I gasped, the words catching in my throat as Derek’s grip tightened. He didn't move. He didn't even flinch. He just leaned in closer, his breath hot and damp against my ear, sending a shudder straight down my spine that I couldn't stop. "I love your waist," he whispered, his voice low and vibrating through my whole body. "I want you to ride me right now, you know...keep that waist moving." "Stop this," I choked out, trying to shove his chest away. "We aren't doing this again." Derek just smiled. It wasn't a nice smile. It was the look of someone who had already won. Without even trying, he flipped me back onto the bed. I landed hard, the air leaving my lungs in a pathetic puff, feeling completely helpless as the mattress dipped under his weight. He was over me in a second, his shirt hitting the floor. I tried to look away, but I couldn't. I stared at his bare chest, the slight sheen of sweat making the skin look electric under the dim room li

Gabriel's POV Derek stormed into the cafeteria like he owned the air we were breathing. Before I could even stand up, his hand clamped onto my arm, fingers digging into my skin. He started hauling me away like I was a piece of luggage he had forgotten."What the hell?" Erica shouted, jumping to her feet so fast her chair screeched against the floor. "Why are you dragging him away like a thief?""I am just trying to protect him from the likes of you guys," Derek snapped, his voice vibrating with that cold, elite arrogance.I felt a surge of pure, hot adrenaline. I yanked my arm back, flinging his hand away with every bit of strength I had. "Let go of me!"Derek stopped dead. He looked at his empty hand, then at me, his eyes wide with a shock that quickly curdled into something darker. "Don’t embarrass me in public," he hissed, leaning in close.I could feel the entire cafeteria shifting. The clattering of trays stopped. The low hum of gossip started rising like a swarm of bees. Ever