Lahat ng Kabanata ng Tested Bonds: Kabanata 21 - Kabanata 30

Chapter 21Amilee’s POVWe leave the conference room and I must look strong and confident because no one looks at me with pity. I could die. Having this baby could kill me. For days I have felt flutters or waves in my belly. I thought it was strange, but my heart knows. My baby is big enough for me to feel her. Her! Michelle called my baby her. I am going to have a girl. She will be strong and smart. I need to honor her. If the last thing I can give her is a name it has to be an amazing one. “What do you think about calling our daughter Amilee?” I ask as we walk back through the building to our apartment. Jason makes a face. “How will we all call her? I mean if we say Amilee won’t both of you look at us?”I put my head down. Jason stops walking. He turns so he is in front of me and puts a finger under my chin making me look up at him.“I don’t want to hear you talk like this. You are not going to die in the delivery. I will mark you before I let you die,” Jason assur

Chapter 23Amilee’s POV“You look amazing,” Tina tells me as I spin in a wedding dress. Empire waist of course.“I actually feel amazing,” I say doing another spin. “Did you wear a dress like this to your mating thing?”Tina laughs and nods. “We even jumped the broom.”I stop and look at her with my head tilted. “You did what?”Tina waves me off. “I’m not explaining it.”I shrug and turn around to look at myself again.Crystal comes in and smiles. “Jason is asking if he can come in and see.”I smile in the mirror. He and I have been in therapy for over a month now. We have unpacked a lot of baggage and yelled at each other a lot. But last week we sat and cried together. Then for the first time we made love. Actual love. It wasn’t about cumming it was about connecting. After we laid in each other’s arms and talked about our daughter. We don’t have a name for her yet but we are narrowing the list.“I guess. This isn’t a wedding,” I turn to face her. “Okay,” She steps bac

Chapter 25Amilee’s POV“How close am I to giving birth?” I ask Dr. Lake at our appointment, making her laugh.Jason kisses my temple and smiles at me. It’s been almost 4 months. We work, we see either our therapists’ individually or together. We make dinner, we make love, its better than sex, and we sleep. We have worked through a lot of issues. I have cried more in the last four months than I have in my whole life.Jason and I fought of the nursery, but I won. Everything is ready or getting there for our Daughter. We agreed on Raija for her name. It’s Finnish and means paradise. She will be our Paradise. “I would say three or four days maximum,” Dr. Lake smiles at me. “Really?” I smile back. “She looks good.”“Head down, human sized, practice breathing well, everything looks good. I will inform Alpha you are now officially on leave. I want you close when you go into labor. There are a few things we need to prep you and I don’t need you far from us.”I nod and look to Ja

Chapter 27Jason’s POVI stand frozen waiting for Dr. Lake to open her mouth. But she stands in the doorway and looks around.“Mrs. Laine, Mrs. Joiner. I was in the OR with Amilee. When she went into the OR she was not breathing on her own. She was bleeding out. We stopped the bleeding by removing her uterus. We were able to successfully resuscitate her. She is recovering from surgery. I assume Jason will be the first one to see her when she wakes up.”I breathe again. I didn’t realize I had stopped breathing. I look at Dr. Lake to make sure she is telling the truth. “We have Raija,” Mrs. Joiner tells me and I rush to follow Dr. Lake. When I get to the recovery bay I am pointed to a bed in the back. She is breathing and her eyes are fluttering. “Hey Baby,” I say slipping my hand into hers. “She will be my only child,” Amilee starts to cry. “This is my punishment. If I ever meet my own soulmate, I’ll never be able to have a child with him.”“I’m so sorry,” I hold her h

Chapter 29Amilee’s POVI just put Raija back down when Jason comes into the nursery. I turn and he hooks his finger at me to follow him. I giggle and follow. He pulls me close when we are in the hallway. I gasp when he picks me up by my thighs and carries me to our room. “Undress,” He orders in a dark, deep voice. I know this voice it’s not him, it’s his wolf. This has happened twice before in the past two weeks. His wolf uses Jason’s human body to make love to me. I get the body I love so much but the primal desire that makes me quake is different. He is an animal, what he does to me…… This is going to be rough. I do as he orders and lay on the bed. He sniffs around me before grabbing my ankle. He starts by kissing the joint then places it over his shoulder. He does the same with my other leg. He holds both ankles in place as he kneels on the bed. I am shoved upward as his head comes to my core. He holds me in place as he nips and licks my middle.I can’t get away,