"I'm taking you home, Jesse. I won't force you to learn anything ever again. Please come back…"I stood behind her and gently patted her head with my phantom-like hand. I knew I could not touch her, but I still wanted to comfort her.I wanted to tell her, "I'm not in pain anymore, Mom. Don't cry. I'm going to count ducks now… There, I can hear everything clearly. Every beautiful sound there is…"My spirit began to fade. A warm, soft light broke through the clouds and shone down on me. It was my guide. My time had come.I looked at the world one last time and thought of my parents' regretful faces."Goodbye, Mom, Dad. I no longer hate you, but I do not want to be your child anymore. I just want to be reborn as a free little duck, flying over the hills whenever I please. No one will call me stupid or kick me into the water again. All I will hear are songs and melodies of joy, forever and ever…"…Three years later, a madwoman sat in her wheelchair and stared blankly at the sea. An
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