I almost didn't go back.I had walked away from the hall, the sound of my own pulse thundering in my ears, and retreated to the safety of the training stairwell. I sat on the top step in the suffocating dark for twenty minutes, wrapping my arms around my knees and trying to convince myself I was finished.Finished with the conversation, finished with Mira, and finished with the specific, grief of being hollowed out by people who didn't even have the decency to be malicious, only selfish. It's a special kind of hurt, realizing you were sacrificed not because you were hated, but because you were simply convenient.Then came the soft, rhythmic thud of a knuckle against the heavy door. Pip."She's still in the hall," he whispered through the wood. "She hasn't moved a muscle, Sera. She's... I think she's actually crying.""I couldn't care less," I snapped into the darkness. "Let her."There was a pregnant pause. I could almost hear him shifting his weight, debating how much to push."She a
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