Amelia.I waited until Nathaniel’s breathing settled into the deep, even rhythm of sleep before opening my eyes. I had been pretending for almost an hour.He lay beside me with one arm wrapped around my waist, his body warm against mine. He had not fallen asleep immediately either. I had felt him shift several times, sensed the tension still lingering in him even when neither of us spoke. But now he was asleep, and I remained awake.For a long time I stared into the darkness. Those three words kept returning to me.*I don’t know.*I don’t know if I still have feelings for her.I had told him the answer sounded honest, and it had. That was the problem. I had asked Nathaniel a question, and he had given me the truth. It was not the answer I wanted, but after everything we had been through, after all the secrets and the things we had both been forced to confront, I knew better than anyone that hiding something never made it disappear. So I had listened. I had let him tell me about Blake,
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