ログインAfter the tragic death of her four-year-old son, Amelia Carter’s perfect life begins to unravel. Once adored by her husband, Amelia became the target of his quiet disgust after childbirth changed her body in ways she could not control. The man who once called her beautiful now barely looks at her without judgment. Every cruel comment, every cold stare, every reminder of the weight she failed to lose slowly destroys her confidence piece by piece. Then grief shatters what remains of their marriage. Humiliated, body-shamed, and blamed for a tragedy she can no longer separate from her own guilt, Amelia is left with nothing. Until Nathaniel Vaughn enters her life. Powerful. Dangerous. Infuriatingly unreadable. A man with his own reasons for hating her husband. But unlike everyone else, Nathaniel does not look at Amelia with pity or disgust. And when he offers her a deal that could destroy the man who ruined her life, Amelia is pulled into a world of revenge, scandal, ruthless power plays… and a dangerously unexpected attraction. Because the more Amelia begins reclaiming herself, the more her ex-husband realizes the woman he discarded was never weak at all. And by the time he understands that, it may already be too late.
もっと見るAmelia.
The house still smelled like Noah.
I noticed it the moment I stepped out of my bedroom. The scent wrapped around me like a gentle hand I wasn’t ready for—strawberry shampoo, chocolate cereal, and the sweet powdery baby soap he still loved even though he was four and liked to tell me baths were only for babies.
My fingers pressed against the wall as my legs suddenly felt too weak to hold me.
Three days.
Only three days since we lowered him into the ground.
Yet the penthouse refused to let him go. His tiny sneakers still waited near the stairs where he had kicked them off.
Crayons lay scattered across the coffee table beside his half-finished coloring book. His dinosaur cup sat in the sink, the faint prints of his fingers still visible on the plastic. I couldn’t wash it. Not yet. Maybe not ever.
I stood there in the silence, chest aching with every breath.
My eyes moved slowly across the living room until they found his red hoodie. It was tossed over the back of the couch, the one with little rockets running down the sleeves. His favorite. The one he wore almost every day.
I stared at it for a long moment, my throat growing tight.
A broken sound escaped my throat. It was not quite a sob anymore. Grief had worn those raw already. Now the pain felt quieter and deeper, like something slowly rotting inside my chest.
With trembling hands I picked up the hoodie and pressed it to my face.
It still carried his scent.
My little boy.
A sob tore through me as I sank to the floor, clutching the fabric against my chest while my whole body shook.
"Mama! Faster!"
The memory came without warning. Noah racing through the park with his little arms stretched wide, curls bouncing as he laughed. The gap in his tiny smile. The way he called strawberries "strawbebbies."
I covered my mouth as another sound broke free.
The apartment answered with silence. No cartoons playing too loudly. No tiny footsteps in the hallway. No Noah.
Just emptiness so loud it hurt to breathe.
My phone vibrated beside me, and I looked down to see Daniel's name.
My husband.
For one pathetic second, relief flooded me. Maybe he was finally coming home. Maybe the distance these past few days was just grief swallowing us both.
My fingers shook as I answered.
"Daniel?"
"I'm still at the office." his voice came, cold and distance. The tiny spark of hope inside me vanished.
"I won't be home tonight." he added before I could say anything.
I closed my eyes.
Again.
Ever since Noah died, Daniel barely came home. When he did, he slept facing away from me. He left before sunrise and avoided every conversation about our son.
At first I told myself people grieved differently.
Now I was not so sure.
"Have you eaten?" I asked softly.
He didn't reply immediately and when he did his voice was laced with impatience.
"I'm busy, Amelia."
The words stung more than they should have.
Daniel had not always been like this.
Before I gave birth to Noah, he used to call me in the middle of meetings just to ask if I missed him.
Now, even hearing my voice seemed like an inconvenience.
"I just..." My throat tightened. "I miss you."
Silence stretched between us.
Then he said flatly, "I have meetings."
At nine o'clock at night.
Rain lashed against the windows while I stared out at the dark city skyline.
"I could bring you dinner," I offered quietly. "You barely touched anything after the funeral."
"I said I'm busy."
Then I heard it. A woman laughing. Low and soft.
I went completely still.
"Who's there?"
I was answered with silence.
Then Daniel exhaled sharply, like I was exhausting him.
"For God's sake."
My grip tightened on the phone.
"What does that mean?"
"It means stop interrogating me."
"I wasn't interrogating—"
"You're emotional right now."
The sentence cut straight through me. Like grief had made me irrational. Like losing our son had turned me into someone difficult to tolerate.
The woman laughed again, closer this time.
A cold feeling settled in my chest.
"Daniel," I whispered. "Who's with you?"
"I have work to do."
The line went dead.
I stared at the screen for several long seconds.
Something inside me twisted. Not jealousy. Dread.
My eyes drifted to the framed family photo beside the television. Daniel holding Noah on his shoulders. Me smiling beside them. Happy.
The kind of family people envied.
My chest hurt so badly I could barely breathe.
Ten minutes later I was driving through the rain toward Carter Enterprises, still in my house slippers, clutching Noah's hoodie in one hand.
The city lights blurred through the windshield. My wedding ring felt heavy on my finger.
Maybe I was overthinking. Maybe there really was a meeting. Maybe grief was making me paranoid.
God, I wanted that to be true.
By the time I entered the building lobby, my hands shook so badly I nearly dropped my purse.
The receptionist looked startled on seeing me.
"Mrs. Carter..."
I forced a weak smile. "Daniel forgot some files at home and asked me to bring them."
The lie sounded thin even to me.
She hesitated before nodding. "Mr. Carter is upstairs."
Something in her expression made my stomach sink.
The executive floor was almost dark when the elevator doors opened. Only one office had lights on. Daniel's.
My pulse hammered as I walked toward it.
Then I heard it. A woman's breathy laugh followed by Daniel's low voice.
I stopped outside the doors.
No. Please no.
My hand trembled as I shoved the door open. The scene inside shattered everything.
Sophia, Madison, one of Daniel investors daughter sat on Daniel's desk in a tight black dress pushed up her thighs. Daniel stood between her legs with one hand under her skirt and the other tangled in her hair, his mouth on her throat.
Nobody moved for a second.
Then Daniel looked up. Instead of guilt, annoyance crossed his face. Like I had interrupted an important meeting.
Sophia jerked back. "Oh my God—" as she quickly made to leave.
Daniel's hand tightened on her thigh. "Stay.
I stared at him in disbelief while Sophia shifted uncomfortably.
"Daniel—" she whispered, clearly uncomfortable with my presence.
"I said stay." he said to her before his eyes returned to me, calm and cold.
"You shouldn't sneak up on people."
The words hit harder than the affair itself.
"You're cheating on me," I whispered, as tears rolled down my eyes.
Daniel looked more irritated than ashamed.
"You picked a dramatic way to find out."
I stared at him, my mind struggling to process what I was seeing.
Three days ago we buried our son. Three days ago I kissed Noah's cold forehead for the last time. Three days ago Daniel held me while I collapsed against the coffin, screaming that I wanted my baby back.
And now he was touching another woman like none of it had mattered.
Sophia slid off the desk. "Maybe I should give you both some priva—"
"No," Daniel said sharply. "Stay."
I flinched.
Daniel loosened his tie slowly and looked at me with open exhaustion.
"You know what? Maybe this is better."
My lips trembled. "Better?"
"At least now you can stop acting confused about why I no longer come home."
The words slammed into me.
"Our son just—"
"Don't." His expression hardened. "Don't use Noah to manipulate me."
I recoiled at his words.
"I'm manipulating you?"
"You've been emotionally suffocating me for years."
Tears blurred my vision.
Daniel laughed without humor and dragged his eyes over my body.
"Jesus Christ, Amelia. Look at yourself."
My breathing stopped.
He looked at me with deliberate cruelty, and suddenly I felt painfully aware of every inch of myself.
"As if losing Noah wasn't already hard enough," he said bitterly. "Every time I came home I had to look at... this."
Sophia chuckled beside the desk, as humiliation crawled under my skin.
"I only became this after I gave birth to our son," I whispered shakily. "I have tried to lose the weight."
Daniel scoffed.
"You always say that."
"I did. The doctors said my hormones—"
"Oh please. There's always an excuse. You are not the only woman who has given birth to a child. so save your excuses."
My stomach twisted.
I thought back on all I had done the last couple of years to loose the weight, the diets, the gym memberships
The nights I cried in the bathroom mirror after weighing myself. None of it had mattered.
"You stopped being my wife after Noah was born," he continued coldly. "You became lazy. Fat. Ugly."
I stared at him in horror.
"And honestly?" His voice lowered. "Sometimes I look at you and understand exactly why this happened."
My heartbeat stuttered.
"What?"
Daniel held my gaze without any softness.
"That night, you were asleep upstairs while our son walked out of the house and got killed by a car."
I went pale.
"No..."
"You slept through everything like some stupid fat log of wood."
Tears spilled down my face.
"Daniel, please—"
"If you weren't so overweight, if you actually paid attention to your body instead of sleeping all the time, maybe Noah would still be alive."
The room tilted.
"No," I whispered. "No, I locked the door..."
Daniel's jaw tightened.
"Did you?"
I froze. Suddenly I was not sure anymore. Grief had destroyed my memory of that night. I remembered putting Noah to bed. I remembered exhaustion swallowing me. I remembered waking to screams outside.
But the lock...
Oh God. What if I forgot?
"I can never forgive you for that night," Daniel said coldly. "So yes. I cheated."
A broken sound left my throat as I covered my mouth with trembling hands.
Daniel watched me without mercy.
"You want to know the truth? Every time I touched another woman, it felt easier than coming home to the person responsible for my son's death."
Sophia looked disturbed. "Daniel..."
But I barely heard her. The guilt was already crawling back into my chest like poison. The same guilt that had been suffocating me for three days.
"I didn't mean to," I whispered brokenly.
Daniel's expression never changed.
"That doesn't change what happened. Now get out!"
"Daniel... I'm sorry..." I sobbed.
But he had already turned back to his mistress. He pulled her closer and kissed her passionately, not minding how it broke me.
Nathaniel By the time we arrived back at the hotel, Amelia had fallen quiet. She was not unhappy. If anything, she looked happier than I had seen her in a long time. She sat beside me with the ultrasound pictures resting carefully in her lap, occasionally glancing down at them with a smile that made something warm settle in my chest. I found myself doing the same. Every few seconds, my eyes drifted from the road to her. She noticed the third time."You are doing it again," she said.I looked at her. "Doing what?""Looking at me.""I am driving.""You can drive and look at me.""I am not looking at you."She raised an eyebrow. "Right."I smiled and returned my attention to the road. She shook her head, but the smile remained on her face.When we reached the hotel, I got out and walked around to open her door before she could reach for the handle. She stared at me. "Nathaniel.""What?""I am beginning to think you actually believe I am incapable of doing anything for myself.""I know
NathanielBy the time we left the examination room, I was convinced I had forgotten how to walk properly.Every few steps, I found myself looking at Amelia.Then at the ultrasound pictures she was holding so carefully in her hands. Then back at her again. She caught me staring for what had to be the tenth time and laughed."What?"I shook my head."I still can't believe it."She looked down at the pictures and smiled."Neither can I."The doctor walked beside us until we reached the nurses' station."I'll have one of the nurses schedule your next appointment," he said. "Because you're carrying twins, we'll want to monitor the pregnancy a little more closely than usual."I nodded, paying close attention to every word."Is there anything we should be worried about?""The pregnancy is still very early," the doctor replied. "Everything looks good so far, but twin pregnancies naturally require a little more attention. Mrs. Vaughn will need plenty of rest, good nutrition, and as little stre
Amelia.Nathaniel never let go of my hand.Even after the nurse finished drawing my blood and left the room, his fingers remained wrapped around mine as though he was afraid I might disappear if he loosened his grip."I told you it was probably something I ate," I said, trying to lighten the mood.He looked at me."And if it isn't?""I'll let you say, 'I told you so.'"A small smile tugged at the corner of his mouth."I don't want to be right.""What do you want?""I want you to be okay."My heart softened."You always know the right thing to say.""I don't.""You do."Before he could answer, there was a knock on the door. The doctor walked in carrying a file.He greeted us with a warm smile before taking a seat across from us."I've received the first set of your test results."Nathaniel straightened immediately."So what is it?"The doctor looked at us both."The good news is that it isn't food poisoning."I let out a long breath I hadn't realized I was holding.Nathaniel did the s
NathanielThe drive to the hospital felt longer than it actually was.Amelia sat quietly in the passenger seat, leaning her head against the window. Now and then she closed her eyes as though she were trying to keep herself from getting sick again.I kept glancing at her between watching the road."Were you still feeling nauseous after dinner?" I asked."A little.""You should have told me sooner."She gave me a tired smile."I honestly thought it would pass."I reached across the center console and took her hand."You don't have to be brave all the time."She squeezed my fingers."I know."Twenty minutes later, I pulled into the emergency entrance of the hospital.Before I could walk around the car, Amelia was already opening her door.I frowned."Slow down.""I can still walk.""I know you can."I slipped an arm around her waist anyway."And I'm still helping you."She smiled without arguing.Inside, the emergency department was quieter than I expected. A nurse at the reception desk
Rain continued pouring from the sky while Amelia sat collapsed on the pavement outside the house she used to call home.Her hair clung to her face.Her clothes were soaked through completely.But she barely felt the cold anymore.The older woman standing beneath the umbrella looked deeply uncomfort
Amelia stared at the divorce papers like they were written in another language.The words blurred through her tears until she could barely make them out anymore.DIVORCE AGREEMENT.Her hands started shaking instantly.“No…”Daniel leaned back in his chair with terrifying calm.“It’s over, Amelia.”
By the time Amelia stumbled out of Carter Enterprises, she could barely see through her tears.Rain poured heavily from the sky, cold droplets soaking through her clothes within seconds, but she barely noticed. Her entire body felt numb, hollowed out from the inside.Daniel’s words kept echoing in
The house still smelled like Noah.Amelia noticed it the moment she stepped out of her bedroom, and the realization hit her so hard she had to steady herself against the wall.Strawberry shampoo.Chocolate cereal.The sweet powdery scent of the baby soap Noah still insisted on using even though he






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