Returning to Euphoria after saying yes to Luca felt like walking into an old dream with a knife hidden under the pillow.The marquee was dark when we arrived.That should have helped.Euphoria had always been easier to love at night when the lights were blazing, when gold letters glowed against the Vegas sky, when music spilled from the lobby and women in feathers became impossible creatures under the stage lights. In daylight, with the front doors locked and security positioned along the curb, the theater looked more honest.Beautiful, yes.But tired at the edges.Scarred in places the public never noticed.I stood on the sidewalk for one breath too long.Luca noticed.Of course he noticed.“You do not have to do this,” he said.I looked at the doors.The last time I had been here, smoke had turned every hallway into a throat closing around me. I remembered the heat, the screaming alarms, the awful
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