Nine years after I left New York and everything that had broken me, I lived alone and in perfect peace. The chaos of the mafia world, the endless compromises, the quiet agony of waiting to be chosen, all of it felt like a distant dream, something that had happened to a stranger. I woke up every morning to the sound of birds outside my institute dorm window, made myself a cup of strong black coffee, and walked to the lab before the sun was fully up. No one demanded anything from me. No one expected me to be strong for anyone but myself.My project, which had consumed every waking moment of these nine years, finally reached its final phase. I stood in the empty lab one evening, watching the soft glow of the monitors as the first successful test run completed, and a slow, genuine smile spread across my face. This was not something I’d built for a man, or for a family, or for anyone’s approval. It was mine. Every late night, every failed experiment, every moment of doubt and frustrati
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