The night air outside hit him like something he had been needing without knowing it. He stood on the pavement outside the venue and breathed. Just breathed. In and out, the cold of it, the realness of it. The sounds of the city going on around him completely indifferent to what had just happened inside that building — traffic, a siren somewhere distant, a group of people laughing outside a restaurant down the block. The world had not stopped. It felt like it should have. He heard the door behind him. Serena. She came out and stopped a few feet away and looked at him with an expression that had moved past stunned and was now somewhere quieter and more careful. She had seen the whole thing — the crossing of the floor, the collar, the punch, his mother's face, all of it. He did not know how to begin explaining any of it and he did not have the capacity to try. She did not ask him to. She just stood there in the green dress in the cold night air and looked at him and waited. He tu
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