She had been awake at two in the morning for eleven consecutive days, which she no longer experienced as disruption but as a different relationship with nighttime: awake, quiet, in the dark with one or both of her children, while the palace slept around her.The Moonborn accounts she had read described the between-space in three separate ways depending on which generation of scholar had been doing the describing.The oldest accounts called it the dream that is not sleep. The middle accounts, more clinical, called it visionary access — a capacity specific to Moonborn carriers in the late stages of pregnancy or the early months after birth, when the bloodline was most active.The most recent account, the one written closest to the purge, called it simply: the seeing.She had read all three descriptions. She had understood them academically. She had not known what it felt like from the inside until tonight.It felt like being pulled by something
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