The waiting had a particular texture.I had waited before — for board votes, for legal outcomes, for forty-eight-hour windows to close on things that mattered professionally. I knew how to wait. I had a system: work through everything that could be worked through, file the unresolved item in a specific part of my mind labelled pending, and continue functioning. It was effective. It had worked for six years.This waiting was different.Not because the stakes were higher — I had waited on higher stakes before. Different because, for the first time, I was not the only one waiting. Sebastian was also waiting. On the other side of a city, in his own office, going through his own ordinary professional week, holding the same unresolved forty-eight hours I was holding.That should not have changed anything.It changed everything.Wednesday was integration meetings. Thursday was a press briefing about the merger timeline. Friday was a full legal review with Marcus that covered everything excep
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