After being reborn, whenever I felt myself getting irritated, my first instinct was to solve things with violence.Back when I was still trapped in that house, I'd fight fire with fire, using aggression to counter Lucy's extreme sensitivity and endless crying. It worked surprisingly well. But after I escaped and moved into my college dorm, I realized something was wrong. The dorm was peaceful. No one cried nonstop and pushed me to the edge. Yet, I still had bad days, like when I couldn't solve a homework problem. The moment my mood soured, I'd want to hit something to let it all out.Obviously, I couldn't take it out on my classmates. So, I bottled it up. Back then, I suffered insomnia, misery, anxiety, and despair.In fact, the reason I kept insisting Lucy needed a therapist was because therapy had genuinely helped me. I'd been working through my own tendency to deal with problems through violence.Unfortunately, after holding it in for so long, I finally snapped."If you've
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