When I landed in Chicago, I did not turn my phone back on immediately.People streamed past me, voices overlapping, suitcases rattling behind them. At the arrivals gate, arms opened, names were called, and everyone seemed to be hurrying toward someone who was waiting.I sat alone in a corner near the window and watched the clouds outside slowly break apart.For the first time in many years, no one was waiting for me.No Clara standing at the exit with a cup of coffee, no Vincent pretending to be calm while secretly looking for me in the crowd.All I had was my suitcase, my laptop, and a city I barely knew.I thought I would cry.But I did not.Maybe I had already cried everything out on the flight from New York.Maybe the wound was too deep for tears to reach.The company had arranged a temporary apartment for me. It was small, clean, and cold, with white walls and a window facing another building. At night, I could see the office lights across the street, square after square, each one
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