All Chapters of REJECTED BY THE ALPHA, CHOSEN BY THE MOON: Chapter 41 - Chapter 50

ELARA'S POVI was still reeling from the embarrassment of almost kissing Beros and him walking away."Gosh, I can never look at him again", I said to myself, as I hurried back up to my room, desperate to get to the safety of my walls, once there, I could forget this ever happened.Just a few more steps and I would be out of here, I encouraged myself as I held my gown up, so I would be able to walk faster. I couldn't risk running into Beros again, it would be too embarrassing."Damn it" I said out loud, what was wrong with me? I was this close to kissing him."What's wrong Elara?" A voice startled me out of my embarrassed musing, looking up, I saw it was Damian walking close to me, he must have probably heard me talking to myself.I couldn't tell him about Beros and the almost - kiss, I had to say something, anything, but I was so anxious, my palms were still sweaty."Uhhh, nothing" I blurted out, failing to come up with a good enough explanation as to why I had been talking to myself

ELARA'S POVI had barely let the story of Aethon sink in before turning to the next page, this was about Lioren, the mother of light and the queen of the fae.It said so at the top of the page in bold lettering. Could it mean she was somehow related to Solas, the water fae I had met a few days ago?My mind went back to the rock he gave me as a gift. I had stuffed it in one of the drawers on my night stand, not wanting to risk losing it. I stood up from my position on the bed and walked towards the night stand.I slid open the drawer there it was, glowing peacefully in the drawer, it sort of illuminated the dark drawer.I picked it up, feeling its smooth round body, a calm settled upon me.the rock had a way of doing that. I wondered if it was magical.I walked towards the balcony and held the rock up to the sunlight streaming in, watching it in the sun. Various colours shone from the rock, the sun illuminating it brightly.The stone truly was beautiful, though I didn't know what it was

ELARA'S POVAfter the brief stare down between Beros and I, I couldn't hold it anymore and ran into the room.When I peered back down a few minutes later, I couldn't find Beros, he must have gone to his room.Later on, Vivian called me down for dinner. I hesitated, not knowing how I would face Beros, but I went anyway, and to my disappointment, he wasn't at dinner. Was he avoiding me now? I had no idea.Back in my room, I snuggled into my bed and a clean night robe after having just taken my bath.I stared at the book on the night stand, the candles illuminating it. Should I read more tonight or get some rest?I was curious, I needed to know more and it seemed like the book had a lot more to tell me. This was becoming a hard decision for me.Suddenly, my mouth opened wide and an involuntary yawn came out. I guess that was my answer. I would go to bed and continue reading first thing in the morning.I snuggled into bed, thinking about the days events and my eyes drifted close, as I was

ELARA'S POVAfter what had seemed like a pretty hectic day though I was asleep for the most part, I was finally left alone in my room with Vivian coming to check on me at intervals.I guessed that they feared me falling unconscious again. Beros said it's because I was awakening but he made no move to explain further. It annoyed me. What was it with everyone and keeping secrets and giving me half truths? I would need answers sooner or later, I couldn't keep up with these half truths anymore. It made everything more confusing.Beros had seemed hesitant to leave me alone but the minute we were alone in the room, he fled before even giving me a chance to talk to him. I didn't know why, maybe he was still uncomfortable with what happened between us, or rather, almost happened.I had rarely thought about the almost -kiss all day, as I stood out on my balcony staring up at the moon, half covered by the clouds, shining brightly illuminating the whole castle compound, my mind drifted to the dr

ELARA'S POVFrustrated with all the questions and confusion, I turned back to my book to find some sort of solace, if any. It was better than thinking, all I had to do was focus on reading and take my mind off these questions.My eyes scanned the page and landed on where I stopped. My heard made a thump sound, staring back at me in bold lettering was the name of the very person whose visions I kept having."Elariana, the goddess of the moon and the night creatures"Hmm, such a strange title for a deity, till now, I was able to identify the other deities by their titles but this was different. It was hard for me to understand what kind of deity she was. The goddess of the moon? Was she the literal goddess?Uhhh, I found my thoughts drifting again. I quickly snapped back to reality, I had been thinking too much these days."Elara was the deity in control of the night creatures and she was imbued with more power from the moon than the other deities thus making her stronger than the rest"