Early the next morning, I took my bank card and went straight to the hospital.The smell of disinfectant filled the long corridors.I sat on a waiting chair opposite the cashier’s window, clutching the payment voucher tightly in my hand.Seven thousand dollars.That was the out-of-pocket cost for the genetic panel required before entering the clinical trial."Clara, spots in this program are extremely rare," the oncologist had told me yesterday. "If you miss this chance, you might not..." He paused, sighing softly. "If another suitable trial opens up later, I'll reach out right away."Six months ago, on the day I was first diagnosed, I dropped my pathology reports, hospital admission notices, and chemo schedules into the family group chat.I sent updates after every follow-up and every treatment recommendation since.Yet outside of asking me for money or running errands, not a single person in that chat had ever bothered to open my medical files.I stood up, walked to the coun
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