Suddenly, my eyes watered, and I quickly ducked my head to take a sip of coffee. Getting teary-eyed over an ex in front of a current suitor was way too embarrassing!However, Clara reached up on her tiptoes and gently patted my head."Tyler, if it hurts, it hurts. If you want to cry, go on. What's so embarrassing about that?"Those words made my tears flow even harder. No one in my life had ever said that to me.Growing up, my mom loved to tell me, "Look at your cousin. See how well he's doing?""If you come in second place, people are going to make fun of you." "Grown men don't cry! Hold yourself together."My dad was no different. Before any family gathering, he'd always warn me, "Keep your mouth shut, and don't make a fool of yourself."Over time, I truly started to believe it. It felt like the most important thing about living was never losing, not making a fool of myself, and making sure I didn't become a subject of ridicule. So, if I fell, I couldn't cry. In exams, I h
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