All Chapters of My Husband Used the Wishing Willow To Make Me Stop Loving Him: Chapter 1 - Chapter 8

8 Chapters

Chapter 1

The nurse showed me a photo of me and Ethan and explained that he was my husband. She also told me I'd collapsed at the scene where he and his mistress were together.I took the photo and slid it under my pillow.The memory loss made the man in the picture a complete stranger.I didn't want to see him. I even turned down the nurse's offer to contact Ethan."I'd like to check myself out. Can I do that now?""Ma'am, you just took a bond-breaking potion. Parts of your memory are missing right now. I really think you should stay.""Your husband is upstairs. Are you sure you don't want to talk to him?"The potion has to be taken twice. The nurse had probably never seen a Luna try to walk away from her Alpha before. She instinctively wanted me to reconsider.I shook my head and started packing my clothes.The man I love is Samuel. I need to see him right now. After we received the Moon Goddess's blessing, we were supposed to get married.When she saw I wasn't changing my mind, the nurse star

Chapter 2

Ethan was chatting with Barbara, her cashmere shawl draped over his left hand."That fishtail gown looks amazing on you. Makes you look so tall and elegant."Barbara smiled and took the compliment."But it's a little breezy. Definitely needs a shawl, right?""And one more thing. A moonstone necklace. It's on Lydia's neck. Hang on."He turned around and pulled the moonstone necklace, the one that belongs only to a Luna, right out of my cotton flannel shirt pocket. Didn't even try to hide his contempt."Lydia, this is what you owe Barbara for ruining her birthday.""Pull something like this again, and I won't let it slide so easy."For years, this body had stopped wearing anything beautiful just to keep tabs on Ethan.The second he wasn't home on time, this body would jump out of bed and tear through every corner of the city looking for him.In the beginning, Ethan was touched by that kind of devotion.One year. Two years. Three. By the fifth, the pressure finally broke him.He let Barba

Chapter 3

Halfway out, Ethan sent people to drag me back."You put wolfsbane in her medication?""I have never crossed the line with Barbara. Why do you keep going after her?"Ethan grabbed a fistful of my hair and dragged me to Barbara's bedside.Ever since he'd let Barbara into our lives, that woman had set me up over and over.And somehow, Ethan, who could normally see through a woman's games from a mile away, went completely blind.Once, over a bag of expired wolfsbane, Ethan locked me in solitary for three days.Back then, this body curled up in the corner, shaking with pain, my head playing Ethan and Barbara together on a loop.Fear had its hands around this body's heart for three straight days. I nearly went into shock in that room.None of this, the man standing in front of me had any idea about.Or maybe he saw it and just didn't want to deal with it anymore.After all, he was really starting to get annoyed."This is a hospital. Who's gonna get past the nurses and the healer on rounds t

Chapter 4

First came the panic. A relentless wave of unease pouring through the body where the wolf spirit wouldn't stop thrashing."Go see her. Please. Go see her now!""She's in pain. The wolf spirit is in pain!"The wolf spirit inside him was surging, pacing, crying without sound.The mind-link that used to be warm and fierce was now frozen solid, carrying the sharp edge of something shattered.This was a sign that something had gone wrong with the Luna.Ethan's heart hammered in his chest. Something felt very wrong.He pressed down on the restless wolf spirit and, for the first time, actively used the mind-link to sense Lydia's condition."Ethan, is Lydia still upset about the birthday thing?"Barbara let a few tears fall, playing hurt."Is she faking sick again? Don't fall for it."Ethan, driven by the wolf spirit's reaction, instinctively pushed Barbara away."Something's really wrong with her. I need to get back. Now."Barbara eyed the silver glow flickering on his marking spot. Her expre

Chapter 5

I love him. I loved him with the blind devotion of a pilgrim.I even turned my back on the Moon Goddess. Turned my back on my childhood sweetheart.After seeing him with Barbara, how could I suddenly not care? How could I be around another man?Ethan felt like something didn't add up. His Lydia wouldn't act like this.And remembering the pain that had torn through the wolf spirit, he asked one more question, almost without thinking."She supposedly took the bond-breaking potion to mess with me. But I'm her mate. Why would I feel that kind of pain?"The nurse couldn't stand watching this Alpha play dumb anymore. Her frustration spilled out."She already took both doses. She was never trying to mess with anyone.""Alpha Ethan, did you not know? The first dose alone wipes out every memory of the mate."The color left Ethan's face. He stood there, frozen."I was going to try to talk her out of it. But when we stood outside Barbara's room, all we saw was you two being all cozy.""She didn't

Chapter 6

I poked my head out from Samuel's arms and looked at this exhausted, dust-covered man.This man who was supposed to be celebrating Barbara's birthday right now.He should be holding Barbara by candlelight, like the happiest couple the Moon Goddess ever blessed.What was he doing here?"I want to go check on the bonding ceremony preparations."I didn't want to waste another second thinking about this man. I took Samuel's arm and headed for the Moon Spring.Ethan's eyes burned as he stared at my hand on Samuel's arm. He couldn't take it.He could handle my emotional outbursts. But he couldn't handle seeing me this close to another man.Back at the hospital, he'd made sure no male ever got near my room.His jealousy and possessiveness were every bit as bad as mine.The difference was, he only allowed himself to control me. He put himself above me.That kind of inequality, and he still had the nerve to talk about love. To ask me to sit down and talk.Did he really think I had that little s

Chapter 7

Three days before my bonding ceremony with Samuel, Ethan finally disappeared.At the ceremony, Samuel held the Luna crown he'd had made for me years ago from hundred-year moonstone, and whispered."Lydia, you're finally my Luna."Then he pressed a gentle kiss to my forehead.The exact same spot as the day we received the Moon Goddess's blessing."Promise me. Never leave me again. Never let anyone take my happiness away. Okay?"Samuel, the man who ran pack affairs with an iron hand, in this moment, whispered something so small and desperate into my ear.That was when I realized how deep the Wishing Willow's damage went.I held him tight.I was about to say the words I'd been carrying for days when a deafening blast cut me off."Stop this, Lydia. Come home. I was wrong. I promise I'll never see Barbara again. I'll send her away right now. Okay?"Ethan had brought his men and breached the outer defense ring of the pack territory.He was holding a small explosive in his hand.Screams erupt

Chapter 8

When he saw that I was finally looking at him, Ethan scooped me up, overjoyed.He pressed his forehead into the curve of my neck, playing the loving couple. Same as always.The last thing I heard as we left was Samuel's voice. "Let them go."His tone was still steady and strong. But the slight tremble at the very end, the one only I could hear, gave him away.I forced myself to swallow the guilt of abandoning him again. Forced myself to endure the revulsion of Ethan's touch."You miss him, don't you?"I didn't want to think about this man who had once again destroyed something good in my life. I turned and faced the window."You're upset. Your hands are shaking."Ethan gently lifted the hand I'd used to push Samuel away and kissed it."Lydia, I'm not a normal person. I don't need you to understand my love right now.""But you absolutely cannot think about Samuel anymore. If you do, I swear I'll find a way, when you're not looking, to take him down with me."This lunatic.I can't love h

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