I spent three months overseas receiving treatment.My wrist healed more slowly than the doctors had expected, but the psychological damage was even harder to recover from.At first, I couldn't stay in a room with the door closed. If a nurse pushed the door open a little too loudly, I would jolt awake. Whenever an unfamiliar man came too close, my palms would start sweating before I could stop them.Once, while a doctor was changing my dressing, his hand brushed my wrist.I immediately recoiled into the corner of the bed on instinct.Mom stood beside me without saying a word.That night, as she reached over to turn off the light, I suddenly asked, "Mom, am I really that stupid?"Her hand stopped.I stared at the ceiling."They messed with me for three years, and I never really saw it for what it was."Every time Cole said a few nice things and coaxed me out of being upset, I believed him again."By the time I finished, I was laughing at myself.The tears, though, kept sliding down the s
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