Once I started painting again, I found out what that year had done to me.I could take apart engine parts, hold a cup, and dash off a quick sketch.But if I held a brush for too long, my knuckles locked up and my lines went crooked.I scraped my first new painting clean three times.When Livia came in, I was using my left hand to wipe the paint off my right.She didn't touch my painting. She just said there was an adjustable desk at her studio and asked if I wanted to try it."No, thanks.""Okay."And she really didn't bring it up again.Two days later, I heard her downstairs on the phone, talking about an open studio day that weekend.I assumed she wanted me to show my work.At dinner, I spoke first. "I'm not doing it. And I'm not going to hang old paintings and pretend this past year never happened."Livia put down her fork."I haven't invited you yet. If you don't want to come, then don't."Even after she'd said it, I was still waiting for the "but."Instead, she asked Salvatore if
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