I found a very clean, professional-sounding version on LibriVox. It's a volunteer project, so the quality varies, but for this book, a slightly less polished, almost earnest reading kind of worked for me. It felt raw. Just search the title on their site. It's free, which feels appropriate for the material, honestly.
Man, that's a tough one to listen to. I got my copy from Audible a few years back. The performance is... harrowing. The narrator does this thing where his voice just empties out during the more horrific realizations, and it sticks with you. I tried listening on a long drive and had to turn it off; it's not background noise, it demands your full attention in a way that's almost physically oppressive.
Check the usual suspects: Audible, Google Play, Libro.fm. It's not always in stock everywhere because it's older, but it's definitely out there. Sometimes smaller audiobook retailers have it when the big platforms don't.
Actually, my library's digital service was the easiest for me. I'd been wanting to read 'Johnny Got His Gun' for a while, but the subject is so heavy that I thought the audio format might help me process it. Hoopla had it available right away without any holds, which was a relief. The narrator's flat, almost detached delivery really amplifies the horror of the story, in my opinion. It becomes this relentless internal monologue that you can't escape, which is exactly the point.
I sometimes see it pop up on Audible, but it's one of those classics that seems to cycle in and out of the Plus Catalog. If you're not in a rush, it might be worth waiting to see if it becomes a free selection for members again. Otherwise, checking your local library's online resources is definitely the first step; I think a lot of people forget that's even an option these days.
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Savage Sons Mc books 1-5 is a collection of MC romance stories which revolve around five key characters and the women they fall for.
Havoc -
A sweet like honey accent and a pair of hips I couldn’t keep my eyes off.That’s how it started.Darcie Summers was playing the part of my old lady to keep herself safe but we both know it’s more than that.There’s something real between us.Something passionate and primal.Something my half brother’s stupidity will rip apart unless I can get to her in time.
Cyber - Everyone has that ONE person that got away, right?
The one who you wished you had treated differently.
For me, that girl has always been Iris.So when she turns up on Savage Sons territory needing help, I am the man for the job.
Every time I look at her I see the beautiful girl I left behind but Iris is no longer that girl.
What I put into motion years ago has shattered her into a million hard little pieces.
And if I’m not careful they will cut my heart out.
Fang-The first time I saw her, she was sat on the side of the road drinking whiskey straight from the bottle.
The second time was when I hit her dog.
I had promised myself never to get involved with another woman after the death of my wife.
But Gypsy was different.
Sweeter, kinder and with a mouth that could make a sailor blush.
She was also too good for me.
I am Fang, President of the Savage Sons. I am not a good man, I’ve taken more lives than I care to admit even to myself.
But I’m going to keep her anyway.
I gave Julian Marchetti thirty years of my life after the war ended.
I built his empire, raised his children, and held the family together behind the scenes.
But when he died, his will didn’t even mention my name.
Half his fortune went to our children. The other half went to Lydia Carter, the daughter of the man who’d saved his life in Normandy.
The same Lydia who’d stolen my identity.The same Lydia who’d built her entire life on the ruins of mine.
All he left me was a single note, scrawled in his familiar handwriting.
I loved you. We had thirty good years. But I owe Lydia. This is the least I can do.
I dropped dead of a heart attack right there in his study, clutching that pathetic piece of paper.
When I opened my eyes again, I was reborn in 1945, when the war had just ended
This time I will not swallow my anger and suffer in silence; I will fight back. And I will take back every single thing that is rightfully mine.
Blanche Lucille Emerson, a relentless and calculating Captain haunted by the loss of her wife, Venus, in a mysterious accident. Now driven by a thirst for vengeance, Blanche navigates a world of secrets, betrayal, and political machinations as she digs into the layers of deceit that surround her family's powerful pharmaceutical empire.
Alongside her, Yama Laine, a trusted ally, and Cessair, her estranged sister, reveal their own hidden agendas. Blanche uncovers a vast conspiracy linked to General Grey and an underground organization known as the Black Spectre, which her father, Silas Grey, once controlled. The deeper she digs, the more she realizes that not only her wife’s death but also her parents' and countless others' were orchestrated to protect a dark secret connected to her family.
As Blanche takes calculated risks and enlists Yama’s help, her plan teeters between survival and self-destruction. Along the way, her encounters with spies like Aracelli and the revelation of her sister Cessair’s resentment deepen the conflict. Old alliances crumble, as personal motivations clash, and long-buried truths about her family and its ties to the Black Market come to light.
All the while, Blanche's mind is torn between her mission and her lingering love for Venus. With a final showdown on the horizon, the question remains: Can Blanche take down the enemy and clear her family’s name, or will the weight of the past bury her alive?
Catch-22: To Die is To Live Hard is a story of revenge, loyalty, and the heavy price of uncovering the truth.
“ I would do it again… to climb out of Hell, if it would again lead me to you” 🔥🔥
“I’m yours forever. And if you burn, I want to wither and writhe with you. To scorch and burn with you inside of me. I’m not looking for tenderness. I need the beast that fights for me… that would die for me. And I will go on dying for you.” 🔥🔥
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Having escaped her sadistic mate, Fiona flees pack life, in turn falling into the arms of a human. But little does she know her mate will not allow her to fall for another.
Hunter & the Silent Wolf
What was supposed to be a punishment for captain Ysabelle Gum soon turns into a romantic getaway when she catches the attention of a celeb musician on her team. Ysabelle has no interest in men, especially celebrities, she just wants to shoot and kill to her heart’s content. However, she is forced to reconsider when she is tasked with being his bodyguard. Ysabelle wants no part of it, not when the singer is hell-bent on making her love him.
Actor and singer Jordan Bell was used to being fawned over, by fans and family. But he realizes he needs something else, something deeper. When he is cast in a military drama, Jordan and his team go to shooting stations, where he meets Ysabelle, who against all odds saved his life during a shooting mistake. Jordan is sure she is the one for him, and he vows to make her his bodyguard. But the thing is, Ysabelle has no interest in him, and no amount of broken bones will keep him away.
Matthew O'Donnell is a respected soldier that loves his family as well as his work. The things of his past haunt him down that made him dig himself in work. But an accident that happened will force him to go back home.Will it force him to face the haunted past?Will Matthew give in and listen to his mother’s wishes and live on a safe and happy life?Find out as the story progresses