Luna Hearts
Blaireron
I was dreaming about having sex with Mikkeli for a long time, but I kept pushing these thoughts away from me, especially since everybody seemed to be against that idea.
But I know I can't take it anymore. I refuse to accept his suffering; I refuse to watch him suffer. I would prefer our relationship to progress slowly, but I no longer have the comfort of deciding about it, and neither does Theon.
"Mates are created in the heavens; isn't that what you all believe? I am his mate, I was created especially for him, and he was created especially for me so he will not hurt me. I just have to be sure he won't mark me because I don't want to tie him to me for eternity if he still has any doubts about it. In the state he is in right now, it will be more me forcing him than the opposite. It's me who's going to disrespect his choice or, more likely, take his choice away from him, but he endangers his life, and that's why it's my choice to be made, not his. Talk with Gideon and make sure that Hayden doesn't intervene; I ask you for this because you are Theon’s friend.
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