Whispers of Pain:A Journey from Pain to Freedom
Mabby
He has never eaten my food even for one day but I wouldn't stop he does, I have always loved Adrien very deeply and I would do anything to prove it to him, I only wanted him to feel the same way about me but I won't give up, even though his coldness over the years was starting to wear me down, I can’t back down, Not yet.
The first time I saw him back in college still replays in my mind every day like it was yesterday, my friends had ditched me to hang out with their boyfriends saying I should learn to socialize which almost got me raped. Thankfully, Adrien was close enough to save me and he had been the one ever since, the man that grabbed my attention right away. We became friends pretty quick but he had a girlfriend and they were so in love it hurt. Against my better judgment and that of my friends, I decided to ignore that fact and inform him about how I felt about him, but once I shared with him my emotions, he turned me away. After graduation, I concentrated on my life and let my feelings for him fade—or at least I tried. Then five years ago, I still felt that pull towards him and surprisingly after
saving his grandfather, he proposed to me to honor his grandfather’s wish. He had another fiancée then, his girlfriend from college was still in the picture yet he gave me hope, it stung when he informed me he didn't want to wed me, but he had to do it because his grandfather had decided to hold on to his inheritance until we were married but I didn't want to force him into a marriage with me just because I loved him so I let him go because I loved him enough to want him to be happy.
He returned a month later begging that I was the only one woman for him and I grabbed at the possibility that he actually wanted to marry me. I overlooked it, I reasoned that the marriage would cause him to develop feelings for me. Two months after our marriage, though, I discovered the truth.