Beautiful Pain "Karena aku tahu, kau mencintainya, bukan diriku."
Sejak dulu yang Audrey cintai hanyalah Xander—pria yang berhasil memorak-porandakan hatinya. Meski Audrey tahu Xander selalu bersikap dingin dan tak memedulikannya tetap saja Audrey tidak pernah berhenti mencintai Xander. Berkali-kali diabaikan dan ditolak, tetap tidak akan membuat Audrey menyerah memperjuangkan cintanya untuk Xander.
Hingga suatu ketika, Audrey mendapati kenyataan di mana Xander hanya mencintai satu wanita dan itu bukanlah dirinya. Hancur. Pedih. Terluka. Tiga kata yang Audrey rasakan kala itu. Cintanya yang dalam telah terselimuti kekecewaan dan luka yang dalam.
Lantas bagaimana dengan cinta Audrey? Mampukah Audrey bertahan?
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Love and PainReya Andales
Falling into a forbidden love is a lot painful. Especially when you made a person your eternity while you're just a passing moment.
There is only one person Beatrize hates the most. Simoun Alexander Hord, the man who ruined her life. Falling in love with him was her most terrible mistake. But what if Simoun begs for a second chance? This time, he’s ready to lose everything just to get Beatrize’s forgiveness. After all her pain, will she be able to forgive him?
Beautiful PainSatu-satunya yang Ilyin Summer sesali dalam hidupnya adalah bertemu dan menjalin hubungan dengan Kallion Heinrich, pria yang menjadi penyebab segala kehilangan yang terjadi dalam hidupnya.
Setelah berjuang melewati badai yang perlahan-lahan membunuh jiwanya, Ilyin kembali dihadapkan dengan Kallion. Luka lama Ilyin yang belum sembuh kini terbuka kembali.
Ilyin mencoba untuk menghindari Kallion, tapi Kallion yang memiliki dendam terhadap Ilyin yang telah meninggalkannya tanpa kata tidak bisa membiarkan Ilyin begitu saja.
“Sampai kapan kau akan menyiksaku, Kallion?" Ilyin menatap Kallion dingin.
"Sampai aku benar-benar puas." Kallion menjawab tanpa perasaan.
UNSPOKEN PAIN21++ (MENGANDUNG KONTEN DEWASA, TRIK LICIK BERBAHAYA, JANGAN COBA UNTUK MASUK KE DALAMNYA!)
Ilana mengira, hubungannya bersama Harry
berjalan mulus, semulus pantat bayi. Tapi Harry lebih memilih peduli dan sangat protektif pada adiknya—Adora, yang Ilana sebut—si Boots.
Harry sangat protektif pada Adora, hingga membuat gadis itu risih, dan membuat siapa saja yang melihatnya mengira mereka mempunyai hubungan khusus, padahal mereka hanya kakak adik. Adora tak boleh keluar, Adora tak boleh punya pacar.
Harry menyimpan rahasia mengapa ia sangat peduli pada Adora dan mengabaikan Ilana, sedangkan Adora diam-diam punya kekasih—Syden sahabat Harry.
Bagaimana kelanjutan dari hubungan mereka yang rumit?
Rahasia apa yang sebenarnya Harry pegang?
Real Deal Real Deal
Ares Collin
He's an architect who live his life the fullest. Money, fame, women.. everything he wants he always gets it. You can consider him as a lucky guy who always have everything in life but not true love. He tries to find true love but he gave that up since he's tired of finding the one.
Roseanne West
Romance novelist but never have any relationship and zero beliefs in love. She always shut herself from men and she always believe that she will die as a virgin. She even published all her novels not under her name because she never want people to recognize her.
The Real CEOSpin off Bukan Istri Sah
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Dalam satu kerjapan mata, kehidupan Elok Mahardika mendadak berubah 180 derajat. Selain mendapati sang suami telah berselingkuh, jabatan Elok sebagai seorang CEO pun kini berada di ujung tanduk.
Lantas, bisakah Elok mempertahankan keutuhan rumah tangganya, sekaligus mempertahankan jabatannya di dalam perusahaan?
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Twisted PainAmina
This is the second book in the Twisted series.
Nathan Hall felt an instant attraction towards Lyra McCoy, the youngest of McCoy siblings, who also happened to be Hall's worst nemesis. But that didn’t hold Nathan from totally being absorbed by the red-haired beauty.
Waiting for her outside her workplace, stalking her movement, watching over her from the shadow, taking care of her when she was vulnerable.
After a fortuitous circumstance to save Lyra from the judgmental society's eyes, Nathan proudly announced their engagement.
Lyra was skeptical of Nathan’s motive from the beginning, knowing the sour war between him and her older brother Brian, but she was fine with the announcement until she found out something unacceptable took place that would shatter everything if the news traveled out. Both McCoy and Hall would have deal with shame, so she sealed her mouth and played along with the game that Nathan started.
However, the worst was yet to occur, and when it appeared, would this fake engagement that twisted into something call love would be adequate to sustain the thunderstorm?
Only time would reveal, although there wasn't enough left.
Real Identities "No, that's where I want to go" she yelled.
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Camila, a shy and gentle young adult is excited to join a prestigious institution owned by the renown Governor. She crosses path with Chloe, the Governor's niece who's hell bent on making schooling horrible for her. And, she meets the school darling, the Governor's son, Henry, who only attends school for fun. Her relationship with him deepened and through him, her identity starts surfacing.
Will she be able to accept her real Identity? What happens when her identity clashes with that of Henry? Will the love between them blossom after their identities are surfaced? How will Chloe take the news?
An Alpha’s Loss, Another’s GainMelissa Rockwell, an omega in the Packhouse was fated mate with the Alpha’s son, Alfredo. They’ve professed their undying love to each other countless times, and their relationship would be made public once Alfredo becomes the next Alpha of Silverrose Pack. But things took a drastic turn when Melissa got rejected by Alfredo and to crown it all she was also accused of theft and was sentenced to death. A night before she was to be executed Melissa was given a second chance at life when the person she least expect came to her rescue and set her free from the dungeon she was locked in. How will an omega, who is also an orphan survive as a rogue in the wild with nowhere or no one to turn to?
My Pain Killer"Apa salahku, Tuhan? Kenapa setiap kali aku mendapatkan kebahagiaan, selalu saja direnggut paksa dariku?"
Nalia tidak pernah mampu merasakan kebahagiaan utuh. Orangtua yang menuntutnya untuk mengikuti jejak mereka menjadi seorang dokter, lelaki yang ia sukai menolaknya , dan calon suami yang hanya tinggal hitungan hari menjelang pernikahan, tewas akibat kecelakaan.
Cobaan bertubi-tubi membuat Lia selalu menolak untuk merasakan bahagia. Hingg ahirnya Ares-lelaki yang pernah menolaknya, kembali meminta Lia untuk bersama. Akankah Lia mampu mengobati ketakutannya?
REAL FANTASYHoski
"911 what's your emergency?"
"... They killed my friends."
It was one of her many dreams where she couldn't differentiate what was real from what was not. A one second thought grew into a thousand imagination and into a world of fantasy. It felt so real and she wanted it so. It was happening again those tough hands crawled its way up her thighs, pleasure like electricity flowed through her veins her body was succumbing to her desires and it finally surrendered to him.
Summer camp was a time to create memories but no one knew the last was going to bring scars that would hunt them forever.
Emily Baldwin had lived her years as an ordinary girl oblivious to her that she was deeply connected with some mysterious beings she never knew existed, one of which she encountered at summer camp, which was the end of her normal existence and the begining of her complicated one. She went to summer camp in pieces and left dangerously whole with the mark of the creature carved in her skin.
Years after she still seeks the mysterious man in her dream and the beast that imprisoned her with his cursed mark.
REAL OR DREAM ( INDONESIA )Warning 18+, bacaan khusus dewasa!!
Tiba-tiba dicium pria asing lalu diklaim sebagai calon istrinya di depan semua orang, dilamar diacara pertunangan sahabatnya, dan masih banyak hal-hal mengejutkan lainnya yang dilakukan Augfar pada Clarista.
Pria tampan, dan memiliki segalanya memilih untuk menjaga dirinya agar tidak terkena skandal "Mantan" selama duduk di bangku SMA sampai pada akhirnya ia bertemu kembali sosok cinta pertamanya, Clarista. Cerita cinta yang manis dan penuh kejutan menghiasi perjalanan kisah Augfar dan Clarista.
Temukan jawabannya hanya di Real or Dream.
Real WifeMary Joy Pinaroc Dalangpan
Matagal na pangarap ni Althea Dizon ang makatapos ng pag aaral kaya gagawin nya ang lahat para magawa ito.
Si Michael De Agustin isang anak multibillionier na nangako sa ama na mag aasawa na sa edad na 30 kapalit ang lahat ng ari-arian ng magulang.
Sa pag pagkikita nilang dalawa n parehong my pangangailangan ano kaya ang mangyayari kung nagkasundo silang mag pakasal.?
Kapalit ang kanilang mga hangarin sa buhay?
Hanggang kailan nila kayang magpanggap?
Hanggang kailan tatagal ang pagiging Mr.And Mrs. De Agustin?
Burning PainBook one Painful Love Series
Cheron, a reclusive billionaire without family or friends is in a wreck and develops temporary amnesia from the injuries. Without any identification, he falls in love with Tasha, the nurse who nurses him back to health. As his memory slowly returns, he realizes that friendship and love have been missing from his life and he has found both in her.
But what will happen when he regains his memory and things takes another routes? Will he be able to protect her?
Torn apart between three guys that love her deeply, will Tasha stick with Cheron that staying near him always cause her pain and continues to embark on a rough journey? Or she will go with one of the guys that protects her.
If she wants to chose between the guy, will she chose the devil she have known for a long time or the angel she just know?
Book 1: Burning Pain
Book 2: Broken Lies
Book 3: Silent Pain
I am the Real LunaRaven is the Unwanted Luna of the Moonvalley Pack. Not only was she an unwanted luna, but she is also Alpha Lorcan’s unwanted mate too.Lorcan only has one person in his heart and her name is Celia, the perfect Luna by standard. Not only is she kind and beautiful, but she also comes from a powerful bloodline too. What’s more interesting was Celia is Raven’s childhood best friend even though Raven is the complete opposite of Celia. Raven is nothing special. She did not come from a powerful bloodline. She is an introvert who had no friends aside from Celia, and an easy target for bullies.There was no doubt that Celia, Lorcan’s girlfriend whom he had been dating since high school would be his mate and the pack’s future Luna. However, fate plays a cruel joke when Raven finds out that her best friend’s boyfriend is actually her mate.Now, the whole pack hates her and her mate shuns her. Lorcan wants Celia to be his mate and the pack wants Celia as their Luna.The Moonvalley Pack seems to forget that there is only one real Luna.What will happen if Raven is pushed to her limits and decides to grant their wishes? Will Lorcan realize that Raven is the one for him all along or will Raven still remain as the Unwanted Luna of the pack?
Fake Or Real?In the bustling tapestry of life, Maurvi shines as a beacon of beauty, intelligence, and boundless innocence. Her magnetic charm and warm heart make her the epitome of the ideal friend. Yet, her desire to protect her dear friend from a toxic relationship is misconstrued as jealousy, leaving Maurvi in a quandary. Enter Gautam, a dashing doctor with a quick wit and a heart of gold. Facing his own dilemma, he proposes a solution that could unravel their lives in unexpected ways. A fake relationship seems like the perfect ruse, but as they navigate this charade, lines blur, and hearts entwine. Join Maurvi and Gautam on a journey where friendship blossoms into something deeper, defying expectations and igniting a love that was always meant to be.
The Real Successor Andrew Xavi Damir Dewandaru, sering juga dipanggil Andy, tak menyangka terjebak dalam sekenario yang di buat untuk kembali menghancurkannya. Pertama pertemuannya dengan Afrina, membawanya masuk kedalam cinta yang menyakitkan. Walau pada mulanya bagi Afrina, Andrew adalah sosok penolong kapanpun ia mendapat masalah. Bagi Andrew, Afrina adalah sosok lembut yang harus ia lindungi.
Tapi wanita yang membuatnya menyerahkan hati dan impiannya, itu teryata mantan kekasih adik tirinya, dan hubungan yang ia impikan tidak berjalan dengan lancar.
Kedua ia harus kembali mendekam di penjara atas jebakan yang diberikan padanya itu. Hingga ia semakin terpuruk dan hancur lebih dalam. Dari situlah ia berniat membalas dendam terhadap apa yang sudah dialaminya.
Setelah mengalami berbagai kehancuran dalam hidupnya, Andy, memulai bisnis gelapnya dengan berkedok model agensi di mana ia menjalankan bisnisnya dengan menyalurkan bakat gadis-gadis muda dan cantik untuk dijadikan sebagai model dan dengan iming-iming mendapatkan peran di berbagai film. Namun ia juga hendak mengeruk keuntungan ganda di dalamnya. Kesenangannya pun dimulai.
Hingga Andrew dipertemukan dengan gadis belia bernama Rycca Magani Hardiyata tidak hanya berniat menghentikannya tapi ternyata memberikan pengaruh hingga mengubah hidupnya ke jalan yang benar. Andrew hanya punya dua pilihan, memperturutkan penyimpangan jalan hidupnya selama ini atau larut dalam imbas keberadaan Rycca. Dengan kenyataan ia sudah menjadi benci kepada semua wanita yang ia temui.
Di sisi lain Andrew masih belum bisa mempercayai gadis itu sepenuhnya, masih banyak keraguan yang ditimbulkan oleh Rycca. Itulah mengapa ia tak boleh kalah dari gadis itu. Rycca lah yang harus jatuh di tangannya. Baginya bukan ia yang harus dikalahkan, justru Rycca harus bertekuk lutut kepadanya, seperti itulah seharusnya semua wanita.
The Pain Of RejectionLike any other she-wolf, Carrie was excited to find her mate. Her pack life was going perfectly, and the only thing missing was her mate. That night after she graduated, she found her mate, but sadly, he was her best friend's long-time boyfriend. Carrie was rejected on the spot.
Broken-hearted and barely alive, Carrie left her pack and joined her Mother's pack. There, she met her second chance. She became the Chosen mate to the Alpha, acting as Luna to her new pack. With his help, Carrie overcame the pain and started a new life.
She fell deeply in love with her fiancé; she had nothing to complain about. Until the Alpha found his mate, everything Carrie loved and worked for quickly unraveled before her eyes. Banished from her pack and no longer believing in fate and mate, she works to build a life as a rogue among the humans until the unexpected happens. Will she find her own destined mate, or will she suffer alone?
The PainLylindaceae
Rasa sakit adalah hal yang paling dibenci oleh semua orang. Namun jika kita tidak bisa merasa sakit, apakah hidup kita akan bahagia?
Rama Narayana Mahesa mengidap suatu penyakit langka yang membuatnya tidak bisa merasa sakit. Dia harus selalu berhati-hati dalam hidupnya karena ketidaksadaran akan rasa sakit itu bisa membunuhnya kapan saja.
Lanaya Ekavira, seorang dokter yang memiliki rasa empati tinggi. Dia tidak bisa membiarkan orang terluka di depan matanya.
Ketika takdir mempertemukan mereka, Dapatkah Naya membantu Rama untuk menyembuhkan luka tanpa rasa sakit?
Ephemeral PainJaneah Stanila has been sold by her own boyfriend. He sold her to his own boss just to pay his family's debt. Being sold by someone she love made her heart felt like hell. How would her 'husband' would treat her? Will their marriage life be good or disaster?