Beautiful Pain
"Karena aku tahu, kau mencintainya, bukan diriku."
Sejak dulu yang Audrey cintai hanyalah Xander—pria yang berhasil memorak-porandakan hatinya. Meski Audrey tahu Xander selalu bersikap dingin dan tak memedulikannya tetap saja Audrey tidak pernah berhenti mencintai Xander. Berkali-kali diabaikan dan ditolak, tetap tidak akan membuat Audrey menyerah memperjuangkan cintanya untuk Xander.
Hingga suatu ketika, Audrey mendapati kenyataan di mana Xander hanya mencintai satu wanita dan itu bukanlah dirinya. Hancur. Pedih. Terluka. Tiga kata yang Audrey rasakan kala itu. Cintanya yang dalam telah terselimuti kekecewaan dan luka yang dalam.
Lantas bagaimana dengan cinta Audrey? Mampukah Audrey bertahan?
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About Keenan
PROSES REVISI. JANGAN DIBACA DULU.
Di tengah riuhnya sorakan penonton, Keenan berdiri tegak, sorot matanya tetap fokus meski di sekelilingnya gemuruh tak henti-henti. ISF Basketball World Schools Championship, ajang ini adalah puncak dari segala kerja kerasnya. Bola di tangannya terasa begitu familiar, seolah bagian dari dirinya. Dengan lincah, ia menggiring, melewati setiap lawan yang mencoba menghalangi. Setiap langkahnya ringan, tapi penuh arti, membawa ingatan pada kerja keras yang tak terhitung.
Saat ia mendekati garis tiga angka, seluruh dunia seakan menahan napas. Keenan melompat, bola melayang sempurna di udara, dan saat bola itu menembus jaring dengan mulus, sorak-sorai membahana. Tapi, di tengah semua itu, Keenan tetap tenang. Dia tidak mencari kemenangan demi sorak penonton. Ada sesuatu yang lebih berharga dari sekadar poin.
Matanya menyapu kerumunan, mencari wajah yang selama ini selalu ada untuknya, meski tanpa suara. Dan di sana, di antara lautan orang, gadis itu. Gadis yang selalu ada, yang dengan diamnya telah menjadi kekuatan terbesar baginya.
Keenan tersenyum kecil, hanya sekejap, lalu dalam hati dia berbisik, lembut tapi penuh makna, "Thanks a lot for always having my back. You have no idea how much your support means to me. This win is ours, not just mine."
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Urutan Baca:
1. About Me: Alshameyzea
2. About Keenan
Beautiful Pain
Satu-satunya yang Ilyin Summer sesali dalam hidupnya adalah bertemu dan menjalin hubungan dengan Kallion Heinrich, pria yang menjadi penyebab segala kehilangan yang terjadi dalam hidupnya.
Setelah berjuang melewati badai yang perlahan-lahan membunuh jiwanya, Ilyin kembali dihadapkan dengan Kallion. Luka lama Ilyin yang belum sembuh kini terbuka kembali.
Ilyin mencoba untuk menghindari Kallion, tapi Kallion yang memiliki dendam terhadap Ilyin yang telah meninggalkannya tanpa kata tidak bisa membiarkan Ilyin begitu saja.
“Sampai kapan kau akan menyiksaku, Kallion?" Ilyin menatap Kallion dingin.
"Sampai aku benar-benar puas." Kallion menjawab tanpa perasaan.
UNSPOKEN PAIN
21++ (MENGANDUNG KONTEN DEWASA, TRIK LICIK BERBAHAYA, JANGAN COBA UNTUK MASUK KE DALAMNYA!)
Ilana mengira, hubungannya bersama Harry
berjalan mulus, semulus pantat bayi. Tapi Harry lebih memilih peduli dan sangat protektif pada adiknya—Adora, yang Ilana sebut—si Boots.
Harry sangat protektif pada Adora, hingga membuat gadis itu risih, dan membuat siapa saja yang melihatnya mengira mereka mempunyai hubungan khusus, padahal mereka hanya kakak adik. Adora tak boleh keluar, Adora tak boleh punya pacar.
Harry menyimpan rahasia mengapa ia sangat peduli pada Adora dan mengabaikan Ilana, sedangkan Adora diam-diam punya kekasih—Syden sahabat Harry.
Bagaimana kelanjutan dari hubungan mereka yang rumit?
Rahasia apa yang sebenarnya Harry pegang?
The Pain
Lylindaceae
Rasa sakit adalah hal yang paling dibenci oleh semua orang. Namun jika kita tidak bisa merasa sakit, apakah hidup kita akan bahagia?
Rama Narayana Mahesa mengidap suatu penyakit langka yang membuatnya tidak bisa merasa sakit. Dia harus selalu berhati-hati dalam hidupnya karena ketidaksadaran akan rasa sakit itu bisa membunuhnya kapan saja.
Lanaya Ekavira, seorang dokter yang memiliki rasa empati tinggi. Dia tidak bisa membiarkan orang terluka di depan matanya.
Ketika takdir mempertemukan mereka, Dapatkah Naya membantu Rama untuk menyembuhkan luka tanpa rasa sakit?
My Pain Killer
"Apa salahku, Tuhan? Kenapa setiap kali aku mendapatkan kebahagiaan, selalu saja direnggut paksa dariku?"
Nalia tidak pernah mampu merasakan kebahagiaan utuh. Orangtua yang menuntutnya untuk mengikuti jejak mereka menjadi seorang dokter, lelaki yang ia sukai menolaknya , dan calon suami yang hanya tinggal hitungan hari menjelang pernikahan, tewas akibat kecelakaan.
Cobaan bertubi-tubi membuat Lia selalu menolak untuk merasakan bahagia. Hingg ahirnya Ares-lelaki yang pernah menolaknya, kembali meminta Lia untuk bersama. Akankah Lia mampu mengobati ketakutannya?
All About Love
Selay Rahmi
Park Jiyeon dan Kim Jaehwan kuliah kedokteran dan telah menikah secara rahasia di Jerman. Ketika mereka kembali ke Korsel, ayah Jiyeon malah menjodohkan Jaehwan dengan Park Mina, kakaknya. Hanya untuk meluaskan bisnis mereka.
Sedangkan di sisi lain, ada Lee Namju, mantan kekasih Mina yang ingin membalas dendam pada keluarga Park karena sakit hati di masa lalu namun malah jatuh cinta pada Jiyeon.
Berbagai usaha dilakukan sepasang suami istri itu untuk membatalkan perjodohan. Namun selalu gagal. Akhirnya Jaehwan berusaha membuat Jiyeon hamil agar mereka dapat membatalkan perjodohan itu.
Pada malam pertunangan, Jaehwan menunjukkan bukti pernikahan dengan Jiyeon pada semua orang. Namun Namju menyangkal dan mengatakan itu palsu. Jiyeon yang tengah hamil diakui oleh Namju bahwa dia adalah ayah dari janinnya.
Pertunangan berlangsung. Jiyeon dinikahkan dengan Namju. Namun Namju meninggal sebelum pernikahan karena diracun. Terungkap bahwa Mina yang meracuni Namju. Akhirnya Jaehwan membatalkan pernikahannya karena Mina dipenjara. Ia juga mendatangkan pendeta yang menikahkan mereka di Jerman sebagai saksi. Ia pun berhasil dan akhirnya bersatu dengan Jiyeon.
All about Raissa
Dinsss
"Gue nyesel jatuh cinta sama lo," ucap Raissa dengan air mata yang menggenang di pelupuk matanya.
"Lo, orang yang udah ngebunuh kakak gue."
Laki laki yang berdiri tepat di hadapan Raissa terpaku, tenggorokannya tercekat, seolah ada sesuatu disana dan itu sangat menyakitkan.
"Maaf," lirihnya.
Twisted Pain
Amina
This is the second book in the Twisted series.
Nathan Hall felt an instant attraction towards Lyra McCoy, the youngest of McCoy siblings, who also happened to be Hall's worst nemesis. But that didn’t hold Nathan from totally being absorbed by the red-haired beauty.
Waiting for her outside her workplace, stalking her movement, watching over her from the shadow, taking care of her when she was vulnerable.
After a fortuitous circumstance to save Lyra from the judgmental society's eyes, Nathan proudly announced their engagement.
Lyra was skeptical of Nathan’s motive from the beginning, knowing the sour war between him and her older brother Brian, but she was fine with the announcement until she found out something unacceptable took place that would shatter everything if the news traveled out. Both McCoy and Hall would have deal with shame, so she sealed her mouth and played along with the game that Nathan started.
However, the worst was yet to occur, and when it appeared, would this fake engagement that twisted into something call love would be adequate to sustain the thunderstorm?
Only time would reveal, although there wasn't enough left.
About Me: Alshameyzea
PROSES REVISI. JANGAN DIBACA DULU.
Pernah merasa terluka tapi tetap memilih bertahan? Itulah Alsha, gadis yang sekuat cahaya, namun juga sering tenggelam dalam bayang-bayang. Alshameyzea Afsheena yang memiliki arti "cahaya yang memancarkan keanggunan" seolah menjadi takdirnya. Cahaya yang selalu hadir, meskipun kadang terselubung oleh awan-awan kelabu.
Seperti matahari yang tetap bersinar meski kadang tak terlihat, begitu pula Alsha. Dia pernah berharap, pernah mencintai, pernah menggenggam mimpi yang kemudian berubah menjadi abu kenangan. Namun, seperti arti namanya, dia tetap bersinar. Keanggunannya bukan dari sempurna, tapi dari caranya bangkit meski jatuh berkali-kali.
Dia pernah menyukai seseorang yang membuatnya merasakan hangatnya mentari, tapi juga pernah merasakan dinginnya bayangan. Semua luka dan kenangan itu, hanya menambah sinarnya, semakin kuat dan anggun. Karena Alsha tahu, tak ada yang lebih indah dari cahaya yang tetap bersinar meski di tengah badai.
Masa lalu, baginya, mungkin menyakitkan, namun di sanalah ia belajar tentang keanggunan.
Keanggunan dalam menerima, dalam merelakan, dan dalam terus bersinar, tanpa pernah kehilangan jati dirinya.
Jangan lupa follow dulu sebelum baca. Semoga betah sampai di akhir kisah Alsha!
Jazakumullah khayran Katsir yang sudah mau baca ceritaku. Salam hangat dari author.
Destiny About Me
silvia0507
Kekurangan yang di miliki gadis berusia 20 tahun, Bernama Ayana Salsabila tidak membuatnya menyerah pada hidup.
Ia masih bisa menjalani kehidupannya dengan baik, meskipun kadang ada saja orang lain yang memandangnya sebelah mata.
Setelah kepergian orang tuanya akibat kecelakaan beberapa tahun lalu, ia masih sanggup menjadi gadis ceria dan penuh semangat.
Namun semuanya berubah setelah ia menikah dengan pria arogan nan kejam, hari-harinya hanya bisa menangis karena pria tersebut menyiksa fisik dan batinnya.
Burning Pain
Book one Painful Love Series
Cheron, a reclusive billionaire without family or friends is in a wreck and develops temporary amnesia from the injuries. Without any identification, he falls in love with Tasha, the nurse who nurses him back to health. As his memory slowly returns, he realizes that friendship and love have been missing from his life and he has found both in her.
But what will happen when he regains his memory and things takes another routes? Will he be able to protect her?
Torn apart between three guys that love her deeply, will Tasha stick with Cheron that staying near him always cause her pain and continues to embark on a rough journey? Or she will go with one of the guys that protects her.
If she wants to chose between the guy, will she chose the devil she have known for a long time or the angel she just know?
Book 1: Burning Pain
Book 2: Broken Lies
Book 3: Silent Pain
Ephemeral Pain
Janeah Stanila has been sold by her own boyfriend. He sold her to his own boss just to pay his family's debt. Being sold by someone she love made her heart felt like hell. How would her 'husband' would treat her? Will their marriage life be good or disaster?
Awakening Pain
Tracy B
" Oh God my phone is dead." Arielle looked around and it was a new neighborhood. She went to different houses for help but she was denied.
Finally she saw a house with it's light on
" I'm sure these people will help me let me try " she said and walked to the door and knocked
Stephan was patiently waiting for the prostitute he asked his guard to call. Hearing the door bell ring, he knew the prostitute was in.
Stephan opened the door and saw Arielle. Arielle realized she was at the wrong place and before she could leave Stephan raped her.
With tears in her eyes she went to her fiance for comfort but saw him with her stepsister in bed.
All About Love
"Runaway BillionaireWhat happens when two sets of parents decide their thirty-something offspring need to get married? To each other. The problem? Neither one wants wedded bliss, and they don’t even know each other. Kyle Montgomery is happy with his single state and the excitement of running the Montgomery Hotel Corporation. Pepper Thornton is just as happy running the family B&B, the Hibiscus Inn. What started out as a fun ploy suddenly turns into something much more—until reality pokes up its head and nearly destroys it all.Touch of MagicMaddie Woodward is in a pickle. The last person she expects to see when she returns to the family ranch for one last Christmas is her former lover, Zach Brennan. He’s hotter as he ever was, all male and determined to get her naked. She’s just as determined to show him she’s over him—until she ends up in his bed, enjoying the wildest sex of her life. A night of uncontrolled, erotic sex shows her that Zach is far from out of her life. Now if she can just get him to help her convince her sisters not to sell the ranch—or sell it to the two of them.Wet HeatIt was supposed to be a month in a cottage by the lake in Maine. For Peyton Gerard it was time to recover from not one but three disastrous breakups and try to find her muse again. A successful romance novelist needed to believe in romance to write about it believably, and Peyton had lost her faith in it.All About Love is created by Desiree Holt, an EGlobal Creative Publishing signed author."
SERAH'S PAIN
sylvia
“Its over between us Serah. I have found a better woman than you. You are dead to me. Just get out of my house. I never want to see you again.” Brian, the man whom I love the most in this world says to me. I leave his house in a freezing cold weather.
I walk on the cold streets until my body could not take it anymore.
The next time I open my eyes I find myself in the hospital and the doctors reveal to me the most shocking news.
Something About You
Sceptical Lou Riley desires love, however what will she do once she gets an opportunity to own her fairytale romance? Will she freak out and push him away, afraid he is getting to break her heart or go along with it and hope it is the real thing?
PAIN OR LOVE
Rose
Revenge can be a lot dangerous if love gets involved in it. Because people often mistake in recognize the entities behind the facade of love.
Everly Clark is a 22 years old sweet and gentle girl who wants to become a successful fashion designer one day. But she has to wait for some time as her parents has fixed her marriage with a very powerful man in the US. She doesn't care that she is getting married so young because she believes her parents know what best for her and also she has a huge crush on her soon-to-be husband Giovanni Ruso.
Giovanni Ruso is 30 years old businessman who is the most wealthiest person in the US. He is ruthless billionaire who has more than anyone can ask for. But still he wants one thing and that is Everly Clark. To fulfill his dream, he is marrying her but there is a hidden motive behind this decision. A cruel motive that will destroy poor Everly who thinks her husband loves her but he is waiting for the right time to strike that will destroy her completely.
All About Her
Si Elaisa ay nagmula sa hindi kilalang pamilya na nagpakasal sa mayamang negosyante.
Kung iisipin ay napaka swerte nya dahil hindi nya mararanasan ang hirap ng buhay. Hindi nga ba?
Maraming pagsubok ang dinaanan ni Elaisa. Minsan nang nakaranas ng pang-aabuso at may takot sa dugo. Kung iisipin ay nakapahinang babae nya pero hindi 'yun naging balakid para magmahal sya kahit na hindi sya kailan man kinilala ng asawa.
Nang sa wakas ay natutunan na ng asawa nya ang mahalin sya ay saka naman dumating ang hindi inaasahan at nakapalaking problema sa buhay nila.
Dapat bang sumuko kapag bumitaw na ang isa?
Dapat bang iwan sya para lumiga habang wala ka?
Istorya ng babae kung paano tinanggap at sinugal ang lahat para sa pag-ibig.
About Last Night
Being the least favorite and priority is a real struggle for Oleya Beautrin. She grew up still craving for her parents attention and love that they deprived her from. She grew up having the need to please everyone just so she will be enough and won't be compared to her twin anymore.
But when she realized that pleasing them isn't enough for them to love her the same way as how her parents love her twin, she decided to stop and just go on with her life. She was happy. She found genuine friends that truly cares and love her. She also found the man that completed her. The man that makes her feel safe in his arms.
But a tragedy happened that causes their relationship's devastation. She lost a life that broke her and her love of life. They broke up. And that's when everything started to crush her down.
She begged and kneeed. She lowered her dignity a lot of times to ask for forgiveness from him. But he moved on while she was still in the dark, mourning.
And the worst thing is, he is marrying her twin sister.
A one night happened that will forever change their lives.
She left to move on and gain herself back. And when she came back, she was ready to face the people who inflicted so much pain to her.
And you know what's more?
Oh. Her ex just came running back to her like nothing happened. Like he didn't called her names a lot of times.
The question is, is she going to cave in and just forgive and forget?
But how can she forget when someone who's extremely dear for her became a reminder about what happened that night.
The reminder who is always with her.