Canal
When we are taking our graduation class photo, I cautiously hook my finger around my boyfriend Nathaniel Carter's. He immediately shoves me aside.
"You should stand in the back row. The spot in the middle is for the prettiest girls. That's what makes the picture look good. You'll look out of place there. Let Liv take your spot."
My face goes pale. Before I can say anything, my best friend, Olivia Morgan, smiles and tries to reassure me. "Eve, Nathaniel's just looking out for you. You're shy, and you'd probably feel uncomfortable standing in the middle anyway. The back row suits you better."
Everyone else has already taken their places, and the photographer is beginning to grow impatient. Not wanting to hold everyone up, I quietly move to the corner without saying a word.
I've gotten so used to giving in that even my hurt has learned to stay silent.
Later, our class representative sends the graduation photo to the group chat.
In the picture, the tall guy standing in front of me blocks nearly the entire lower half of my face. Olivia, meanwhile, is standing exactly where I was, her fingers intertwined with Nathaniel's. He tilts his head toward her, his expression soft as he looks at her with complete attention. His gaze has never lingered on me for more than three seconds.
We've been secretly dating for three years, and Nathaniel is always the one insisting that we keep our distance in public.
"If I'm always looking at you, others will figure it out. Besides, what's so interesting about looking at you?"
I've always swallowed the hurt those words leave behind, convincing myself he's right.
I buy us a pair of matching rings, hoping we can finally make our relationship public.
Nathaniel tosses his ring back into the drawer and tells me, "You're shy. If we go public and people start talking about you, you won't be able to handle it. I'm only keeping us a secret to protect you."
But the next day, I see that same ring on Olivia's finger.
Not far away, the two of them stand shoulder to shoulder, posing for picture after picture as if they have nothing to hide. Their matching rings catch the sunlight, flashing brightly enough to make my eyes sting.
Fine. We don't have to go public. We never will.