My wolf jumped frighteningly standing only on my two back feet: seeing the two strange wolves.
"It's okay, we're here," I heard my father. I looked sideways seeing my father and brother within their human form shirtless.
I went over to my father right away rubbing my furry body against him terrified of what had just happened.
"Everything is going to be alright Aria; you're safe now," he told me.
My wolf whimpers softly against him, not because of the two strange men, but of the terrible feeling I felt being around my mate. I no longer felt the bond we shared during the full moon. It was as if we were total strangers, and we did not belong to each other anymore. The feeling was painful.
"Your brother and I are here now, these men will not hurt you and will suffer for ever hurting you," my dad kept on telling me as he ran one of his hands through my furry head.
"Son, let them show who they are!" my father shouted angrily to my brother. Wanting to allow the two strange light-brown beasts to shift instantly.
Soon I saw two members of our pack running towards us.
"Nyko is here to take you home," my father said as he moved away from me.
"Blitz," he called the other wolf. "Help Ares put pressure on them so these pieces of shits can shift," my father ordered the next wolf he had seems to call.
"Leave child, I do not want you to see this," my father instructed me to.
I turned around quickly to be away from this horrible scene and there I glimpse the shadow of the dark wolf as if he were watching to see if I was safe. I turned around immediately, and I did not see him anymore.
"What is wrong?" my dad inquired me.
I gave my father a soft moan within my wolf form telling him it was nothing and ran home being followed by Nyko. Nyko was two years older than me. His wolf was dark brown. He ran beside me making sure I was safe. As I ran home, I could not stop thinking about Christian. How different he was, which somehow scares me. He did not treat me the way he uses to with great compassion. He was aggressive to me. Was he still angry with me throughout these years? I thought even more. Sadness covered my heart remembering the terrible day I had to reject a wonderful wolf who had done so much for me for my safety and in the end, I break his heart and pushed him away. I did not wrong him for being angry with me throughout these years, Still, I hated it. I hated the way he now looks at me as if I were nothing to him but a total stranger. I missed the Christian my wolf and I once knew.
"Hmmm," I heard Nyko made a soft moan to me informing me that I was home safe.
I nodded to him and ran to the back of my house where I had hidden my clothes. I shifted within my wolf form the minute I got close to my clothes concealed behind pots of flowers. I took up my closes and hid so no one could see me. Suddenly I found myself bursting out into tears. My wolf did not like the dark connection her mate had shared with her earlier. It was too much for her. I held my heart and pull my naked body down to the ground crying my eyes out. I could not handle it. I thought all these years I had gotten over him, but I did not. I did not.
"Aria," I heard my mom calling me.
I used my blouse in wiping away my tears quickly and started to put on my blouse and pant. As soon as I have completed attiring myself. Luna Lila had come upon me.
"Aria," she called me.
I turned around and lower my head, sadly.
"Are you alright Aria?" she inquired me.
I nodded; not wanting to say anything for I knew I would break down into tears again.
"What happened in the forest that you called for help?' she inquired me concerned.
Hearing her inquiring me about the forest and remembering how my mate had treated me. I covered my face and cried out.
"Aria did anyone hurt you?" Luna Lila came close to me and touch my right shoulder.
I continued to cry not wanting to answer her.
"Please tell me what's wrong?" she inquired me worried.
I tried to answer her, but the words could not escape my mouth.
"Come let us go inside," Lila gently removed one of my hands from my face covered in tears and gently carried me inside. I followed her until we were inside my bedroom. I slowly moved my hand away from her while tears streaked down my cheek and went to lay on my bed sadly. She sat on my bed behind me as I lay on my side turning my back.
"Aria I am worried about you as a mother," I heard she said sadly.
I hated that I was causing her to worry too much about me, but I did not want her to know the true reason that I was crying. I did not want her to know it was because of Christian.
Luna Lila quickly came off the bed hearing a sound downstairs.
"Lila," I heard dad called.
"I'll be right back," Lila told me as she gently touched me on my back and exit my room closing the door behind her.
As she leaves, I curled up sadly onto the bed; constantly thinking of how Christian had pushed me away like I meant nothing. He was so cold to me and I hated it so much.
I wiped away the tears from my eyes as I heard my door open slowly knowing it was my mom and dad.
"Aria," my dad called me as he entered my room.
I remain within the same position not wanting to see anyone now. I wanted to be alone.
My dad walked around my bed and stooped down staring into my face.
"Don't worry you will not see Christian again," my dad said.
My eyes widen and I sat up on the bed right away hearing what he said.
How did he know It was Christian I was crying over?
Growing up, at a younger age my mom would tell me her romantic story of how she and dad met. I fell in love with their love story and would beg her to tell me every night before going to bed. I love her story so much that I could not wait to one day be old enough to find my one true mate; that every full moon, I would stare through my bedroom window and watch excitedly wolves and she-wolves being wandered off into the dark, having only the bright light of the full moon to guide them. Seeing them, I was even more anxious to turn eighteen and to too meet my next half. The wolf, the moon goddess has blessed me with to spend my entire life with.Before my mom died, she used to tell me, a one true mate is like an alpha, and that the only difference is that he may not have a pack he's destined to rule and protect, but a single wolf he's destined to love forever. I kept that quote with me forever and impatiently waited until I was of the rightful age, searching under the beautiful m
The driver opens the door and I exit the car. "I'll be back to pick you up at noon," the driver informs me as he closes the door of the car and went back within the car, driving off. "Is that how long I'm going to be here," I said surprisingly as I looked at the black car, I came in until I no longer saw it. I then reach for the letter within my pocket and saw that the car was supposed to meet me again at exactly noon. I quickly folded the letter, placing it back within my pocket, and hurriedly went into the building, entering through the large glass door. "Good morning miss Aria," a blonde hair lady greeted me as I enter the building, while she looked at me from head to toe. She looks as if she was within her early 30's. I was quite surprised that she knew my name then I realize, Christian must have told her the clothes I will be in when I get here. "You're Ciara, right?" I ask her. "Yes miss," she answers. "Please fol
Seeing Christian, I wanted to run inside and lock myself up within my room, but I couldn't move. My feet didn't want me to. It was as if my body was fighting against me; wanting me to speak to him. "I'll see you inside and please make the right decision," Ares told me as he went inside, leaving me all alone outside with Christian. Ares, I wanted to call, not wanting him to leave me alone with Christian, but my damn body didn't allow me to, that I started to curse myself angrily inside for how stupid I was. Allowing Christian to approach me. As Christian slowly got close to me, a terrible sad feeling rush over my entire body seeing the horrible condition he was in. His eyes look so tired like he hasn't slept the entire night, from the day I left. His eyes were red and had dark circles. His dark hair was let down and badly in need of combing. My heartache seeing the handsome man I've always known look so stress. As much as I too was going through a diff
"She killed herself when Christian and our pack were fighting for your safety within Lancaster," Ares told me how she died.My eyes widen and I stare within Ares's eyes, by the shocking news."Is it because Christian rejected her for me?" I inquire Ares curiously."No," Ares shook his head while he turns his head away from me, staring at the wall of my room."Then why did she do that?" I again inquire Ares; dying to know why she decided to end her life if it wasn't because of Christian rejection."She jumps through the window and broke her neck, leaving a letter that she had to do so because of alpha Lance," Ares told me. "She thought Christian could not save her from her ex and so she decided to end her life not wanting him to hurt her anymore."Immediately, I lower my head, not being able to take what was happening.I cry at her death; knowing how fucking terrible Alpha Lance was. He was heartless. As much as I was glad that he was
"Aria, Aria," I heard a soft voice awakens me from my sleep. Slowly, I open my eyes, and there I saw mom standing beside my bed with a silver tray containing my breakfast. "Morning," she greeted me as she places my breakfast on my bedside table. "Hmmmm..," I answer her as I slowly get up from my bed. I was quite surprised that it was morning, already. "Go and brush your teeth and get ready to eat your bowl of oats cereal before it gets cold," my mom told me. I nodded and slowly get out of bed, dragging myself lazily to my bathroom. As I enter my bathroom. I reach for my pink toothbrush and my toothpaste and gentle place the toothpaste on my toothbrush to brush my teeth. I turn on the pipe to wet my toothbrush and look within the mirror ready to brush my teeth. Seeing my red, puffy eyes within the mirror and how sad my life was. I burst out into tears. "Aria," my mom called me worried as she rushes into the bathroom to comfort m
I cry hard wishing the loss of my baby did not happen.If you didn't chase after him, you'd never have gotten within this position, and your baby would never have been conceived within this world and die before even seeing the beautiful world. I begin to curse myself angrily inside. Realizing the loss of my baby was not Christian fault alone. It too was mine.A terrible pain appears within my gut by the awful thought that I threw myself to the seat of the car, lying down, crying even more. Slowly, I move my hand away from my face not knowing what to do as I stare at the dark leathery roof of the car as if I was losing my mind."Oh, moon goddess," I begin to say repeatedly as I ran my right hand within my thick red hair and grab it angrily as if I was going to tear my hair out.It is so hard losing my baby that I didn't know what to do. Crying was useless. It only causes you to feel more pain. The only thing I could think of was to end my life. For what I