“You know what? I think you should get out of here and stop being so delusional.” He shot me a death glare before crossing the room to help Indie, who was whining dramatically about her dress. I couldn’t remember the last time Karl stuck around in bed with me for a minute after engaging in anything sexual but here he was, helping Indie fix herself after a rough banging.
I inhaled as the most excruciating pain tore through my body, none of this what I wished to see but nevertheless, I wasn’t giving up. I shook my head, hastily wiped away my tears and rushed after him. This isn't over yet. I dropped to my knees before him, my palms rubbing together anxiously. "Please," I begged, looking up at him with pleading eyes, my last piece of pride abandoned. "Reconsider. Don't leave me like this. I'm truly pregnant with your child. Please…” I forced myself to smile, still hoping the news would touch his heart and make him reconsider his words. I never asked for the world. I simply wanted to give love and be loved just the same. I never would have thought this day would come but at the same time, I couldn’t blame him for thinking I was a bad luck; a dent on his perfected life. However, I held onto the hope that this time, luck would finally smile on me. And for a while, it did. Karl's love and affection were genuine and true, a rare love that I cherished with all my heart. My only mistake was being blind to the fact that not everyone would be happy for us. I can remember my father warning me about Indie, saying she was a sly person, but as the drunkard he was, I mistook his words as gibberish. Because out of everyone else, the one person I never expected to turn against me was my closest friend. Now, it seems like no matter how much I try, it’s always a never-ending cycle of loss and heartache, and I’m not sure how much more I can take before I’m completely broken. I braced myself, expecting him to walk right past me with her, without a second glance but to my surprise, Karl stopped. He stared down at me, suspicion clouding his face. “Now, are you trying to pull my legs? I’m done with you and you better get that into your skull. Neither your tears nor your silly excuse will get me to stay.” He snarled, and I saw it in his eyes, the finality. “But it’s not an excuse, the baby is really yours.” I wanted to say right after but hesitated, coming to the realization that I’ve already lost him. My heart ached, and I bit down at my lip until it drew blood. While I contemplated what I was supposed to do with my life now, salt was added to my sore wound. Indie’s smile stretched into a grin from beside him, and when she spoke, her mocking voice hit me like a harsh downpour of rain. “I didn’t know you would stoop so low, but I suppose it’s to be expected from someone of your background. My only regret is ever associating with someone as pathetic as you. You’re poor, ugly, with a father who can’t even hold down a job and a dead mother who was little more than the pack’s slut. What’s the purpose of someone like you, huh? You’re so useless you can’t even get anything right. A womb, at least, would have been something but no, you’ve failed at that too,” She snorted, not pausing for another moment before she spat, a smug look appearing on her face. “Oh, I forgot, it runs in the family, after all.” Her last sentence struck my face like a physical slap, my body shook and my heart pounded in my ears. I inhaled sharply, fighting to hold back the tears that prickled at the corners of my eyes. I stood, and straightened up, my eyes glaring back into hers. The urge to speak was there. I badly wanted to exchange words with her, insult her just as much as she ridiculed me but making a fool of myself over a spilled milk was what I wouldn’t do. I faced Karl. The same man I dreamt of spending forever with, the one I thought would be my rock, my partner, and my everything. And all I saw before me now is a stranger, a man who callously discarded our three-year commitment for a lie and a brief taste of another woman’s warmth. Or maybe, he was never truly invested in me at all. "Let's pretend, just for a moment, that I am carrying your child. Tell me, what would you want me to do with our baby? I know you're totally done with me, but know this, whatever decision you make now will decide whether you'll have any rights to our child in the future—” “Abort it!” He cut in before I even finished. I stared at him in utmost disbelief, and my body jerked backward in shock. He continued at the same time, eyes lingering with an unmistakable scorn, "You and I both know the truth, Alethea. I'm aware of everything now, and we both know you can't get pregnant. So, if by some impossible chance you are, get rid of it and don't ever show your face to me again." His outburst was shocking and as I stood there, it all began to dawn on me. I realized the only explanation for the three years he spent in my life was that he pitied me. He must have tolerated me, stayed with me, and pretended to love me all because he saw me as a pathetic broken creature whom he could toy with, using the affection I must be craving. Because only that could explain his sudden hatred, and make it all make sense. I turned back to Indie, rage fueling the burning fire deep within me. I accept she’s been with me all along secretly plotting to snatch my partner away from me, but what I didn’t expect was the venom with which she spoke about my parents. “The next time that you speak, remember to spare my family from your rants. We might be poor but at least, we don’t hijack what belongs to others. Especially when it’s a thrash, with no value.” With that said, I looked back at Karl’s face. He was glaring at me with visible irritation. “Go ahead. You can now reject me.” I spoke but I couldn’t recognize my own voice. I gazed down at my stomach for a second, as if the mere thought of raising our child alone will make this hurt any less. I might be putting on a strong face but internally, it felt like my heart was being ripped out of my chest. I hated that even close to heartbreak, I still hoped within me for him to retract his decision. He knows I can’t live without him. So, I’m certain he wouldn’t listen to me. He won’t do it. He wouldn’t break me like this… or so I thought. He did just that. “I, Karl Darius, hereby reject you, Alethea Maddox, as my mate and Luna, and I wish no one else has to suffer the fate of knowing you.” I was close to lowering my head when he suddenly burst out, looking directly into my eyes and all the hair on my body froze. But he didn’t care about any of that. He walked away with ease, Indie by his side and that was when tears broke through my eyes. My wolf’s growl demanded I rise, that I should flee, but I clutched my stomach and let out a painful cry. My heart felt like it was about to collapse and crumble. I felt the strain as the bond between us stretched to its limit, and then it snapped apart. Eventually I stormed out of the basement and ran far into the darkness as fast as I could. When I reached somewhere far from sight, I sprawled myself on the floor and cried bitterly. It was all too shocking, too sudden and too painful. I placed a gentle hand on my stomach. What if I had broken the news to him sooner? Would it have made a difference? Or maybe that’s who he’s always been, and I just never saw it. His hurtful words kept repeating in my head. I tried to be brave there with them, but the rejection hurt deeply. It seemed I wasn't meant to be loved. After so much pain, I finally found a mate, but it turned out my supposed mate would end up rejecting me. If he truly wanted me, a jealous friend’s lies wouldn’t have been enough to tear us apart. I sucked in a breath, pushing back the rest of my tears. As I rose from the floor and smoothened out my dress, I made up my mind. The pack’s mistreatment and hatred hadn’t broken me and neither would he. I will not break, instead, I will stand tall, survive this and get my revenge!TWENTY FIVE My sister’s mouth hung open, stunned by Zelda’s guts but my chest rose in anger and I found myself seething. Done taking her nonsense, I was prepared to retort when a voice came suddenly from behind us. “Did I hear you right? You aborted who, Zelda?” Alpha Damon’s voice boomed through the room, and my sister and I jolted at the same time in shock. Zelda’s face paled as she looked over at the door and found him there. “I promise you, it’s… not what you think.” She muttered in a very low voice, walking towards him with cautious steps and my face twisted into that of disgust. I didn’t think I could bear watching her all act lovey dovey towards him like she hadn’t just committed a murder. No one told me before I held my sister’s hand, and we turned around. We have nothing more to do here. “Then explain to me. You’ll clear things up, won’t you?” As much as he was glaring at her, his voice tight with frustration, I couldn’t bring myself to believe it wasn’t all just pretens
TWENTY FOUR I stayed in the bathtub for longer than I cared to know. I continued to stare blankly at the ceiling, my eyes dry and face void of any sort of emotions. I knew it was just for now, and I’d be back to crying my eyes out after I’m out of here and still, I wanted this moment. Lena hasn’t shown up since I left her in the hallway. I don’t know why, all I know is nothing could be wrong. For now, it’s best to believe the task of cleaning up the blood was what’s taking her so much time. “Luna Alethea!” The pounding on my room’s door was so loud it kicked me back to reality and out of my head. “What do you want?” I didn’t bother to stand up, and rather just mind-linked her. Her response came in almost immediately and her voice was fidgety. “Your sister is creating a scene with Luna Zelda. I…I think it’s best you come and see for yourself.” She broke the bombshell and before she could have her next blink, I wrapped a towel around myself and was out of the bathroom. I stepped i
TWENTY THREEDamn, that sly wolf in sheep clothing. How dare she cause me a miscarriage?! Does she have no conscience? How dare she? I could spend hours here at the same spot raging but I needed to call for help first. They night still be able to save my baby. It was tough but one step at a time and I reached the door. Opening it, I stepped out and the first thing I did was to look in every direction of the hallway. To my absolute shock, I sighted no one, not even the guards; even though it was early in the morning. I grounded my teeth as something dawned on me. This was also Zelda’s handiwork. Gosh, that evil witch. I thought she was only cruel, but evidently, she’s the worst to ever exist in the werewolf world. A person like her doesn’t deserve to live in this world, talk more of being blessed with a high position, and a powerful mate. Evidence that the moon goddess is really unfair. I fisted my hands, and began to move. I can’t just wait for a helper to drop from the sky and
TWENTY TWOThere was horror on my face as I saw her standing at the door. She’d opened the door and had probably been there for a while without me noticing. I scrambled down from the bed to hide behind the bed’s headrest, my heart racing. My ears are perked up for when she lifts a foot, and the instant I heard her footsteps, my face was filled with shock. I could swear, I would have peed my pants if I didn’t hold it back just in time before it could drop. “Get out of there.” Zelda said, and I was surprised at how calm her voice sounded. However, I wasn’t convinced. It was probably just a camouflage. “N—No.” I answered firmly, my voice cracking. My gaze remained on her approaching red heels, fear filling me. What if she drags me out of here? I actually wouldn’t put it above her to use some force. “I’m some ghost you have to hide away from?” She chuckled, more to herself than me, and if I wasn’t mistaken, she stopped walking. It was just a few feet from me but still, I exhaled a sh
TWENTY ONE“She’s awake!” A voice shouted the moment my eyes opened. I heard the door closing as I scrambled into a sitting position to see where I was. I was inside a room that wasn’t the slave quarter but… wait, don’t tell me this is my previous room? The last thing I remembered was losing consciousness. I wouldn’t be surprised if I was left there on that spot to wake up on my own, but they actually brought me here. For a moment, I was jawstruck and couldn’t close my mouth out of disbelief. Could it be the Alpha Damon’s order? I shook my head immediately. He had saved me from my torturer's hands but he has no reason to continue to be nice to me. I put a leg out of bed, expecting pain to crawl into me from different directions of my body. Instead, I felt nothing and I didn’t know where I began to take my clothes off, surprised. I dashed towards the vanity mirror and turned my back on it, my head twisting to catch my reflection and I gasped at the sight of my spotless back. Holy
I braced myself for the first lash but when the whip hit my skin, stinging so cruelly, I realized I couldn’t hold it in and screamed out. Yet that didn’t make them stop. They couldn’t care less about my pain, or show any pity. If anything, it only made them whip me even harder. I had promised myself not to show any weakness in front of them and walk out of here without a single drop of my tears on the floor, but now I realize, I shouldn’t have underestimated them. It hurt like hell and in no time, tears began to well up in my eyes, in which I didn’t try to hold back. “How much longer?” I choked out, tears falling freely from my eyes and I was sure I heard one of them snicker. “We’ve only just started.” The whipmaster barked, his voice mocking and indifferent. Maybe it was my question that pissed him off, or the fact that I dared mutter a word at all but as soon as the guard's hands tightened around me, holding me down, he struck. It was hard, stinging, and more painful than the