KNOX
I hated mornings. Nothing good ever came of them, and today was no exception. ‘Where are you? Our old man is getting really upset.’ Kael mind-linked me as I lazily descended the stairs to the main lounge. I rolled my eyes. ‘He better take some chill pills. I'm close by.’ Sharp and early at dawn, our father, Alpha Killian, had sent news to the three of us to meet him at the main lounge at 7 am sharp. It was past 7 am but who cares? I already knew it wouldn’t be a pleasant conversation. I glanced at my brothers as I walked into the grand hall, curtseying slightly to my father and taking a seat. Kael, as usual, looked like he’d just rolled out of bed, his hair a mess and his expression, flippant. Kai, on the other hand, was never caught unprepared. He looked freshened up in a plain tee shirt and a pair of jeans. But... his expression was as unbothered as ever. “What took you so long?” Father growled, glaring at me. “You boys think I called you here for fun?” “We’re here now,” I said, crossing my legs. “What’s so urgent?” He pointed a finger at me, his voice sharp. “Don’t test me, Knox. You might think you've outgrown my punishments but I promise you, you haven't.” “Can we make this snappy?" I muttered between gritted teeth, trying to hold my temper that threatened to snap at any second. The old man paced a while in front of the fireplace, raking his hand through his hair in frustration. When he finally halted, he looked over to the three of us. “Now, you boys, listen to me, I don't need to tell you about the great significance and position of my Pack. You all know it,” he started and I noticed my brothers shift uncomfortably in their seats. We all knew Father never called for anything good. “I'm your father– not just your Father but the Alpha of this Pack. You all are my sons yet you don't act like it,” he paused, pointing his feet towards me. "Especially you, Knox. I've said this countless times, if y'all want to take my position as the Alpha, you can't bring rogues character to the throne–” ‘Do you guys think he's calling us about that little fox?’ Kael’s voice cut through my head. His worry was palpable through the mind-link, I could almost feel his heart rate. ‘What? The fact that the Moon Goddess decided to humiliate us with a mate who’s not only an Omega but also a complete nuisance?’ I replied, dreading the possibility. ‘No way,’ Kai objected calmly. “I warned her off from telling anyone about it. She wouldn't dare.’ ‘I hope so.’ “What are we even supposed to do with that little–" “Are they even listening to me?" Father's bark swerved our attention back to him. I rolled my eyes. “We’d rather skip the lecture, Father. What’s the big announcement?” “You’d rather skip my words of wisdom?" He flared but Kai cleared his throat, stepping in as the diplomat he always was. “Father, you said this was important. Why not focus on it instead?” “Fine, but I'm coming back to it.” He glared, jabbing a finger at me. I looked away without a word and there was a brief pause in the room until Father straightened, his expression grim. “In a few days,” He drawled, searching our faces for what only he knew. “Vander is returning from Juvie.” My jaws clenched at the mention of his name. That bloody motherfucker. I knew Father was up to no good. “Oh, that's great news,” Kael chimed. “After all, no one wants to stay in Juvie all their life.” "Right,” Father smiled, nodding approvingly. "And what has that got to do with us?” I arched my brow. My question seemingly dismantled his smile. “He's going to be staying here in the manor. Vander is your older brother and I expect all of you to–" “Whose brother?" I spat, slamming my fist on the glass table. The air in the room grew stale. Not caring about the cracking sound of the table, I sprung to my feet, anger simmering in my blood. “You call him our brother? When he's just a messy product of your infidelity to my mother who was–” "Regardless!” Father’s voice thundered, his nose flared in anger. “He's my son, Knox. And whether you like it or not, he's your older brother. Hold him with that respect!" "Respect, you say?” I scoffed, raking a hand through my hair and pulling at it briefly. "Grandmother should have named you ‘Shameless’ because that's what you are, Alpha Killian.” “Watch your tongue, boy,” Father growled, his authority heavy in the room. “Why should I?” I shot back. “You’re bringing that illegitimate son of yours into this house like he didn’t leave chaos in his wake the last time he was here.” “Vander is my blood,” Father said, his tone icy. “And he deserves a place in this family.” Blood. That’s what he called that walking disaster of a son. “I guess blood means less and less to you.” I laughed bitterly, snorting. “What’s he coming back for anyway? To cause more trouble? Or does the Alpha simply miss his favorite mistake?” Father’s nostrils flared, but he kept his voice measured. “This is where Vander belonged from the very beginning, Knox. He has been away for a while and It’s high time he returned to his home.” “His home,” I echoed, a smirk crawling to my lips. “You mean his home is in this Manor, under the same roof as us? The same son of that worthless whore you couldn’t keep your hands off of while Mom was still alive?” “Knox,” Kai muttered through our mind link, his tone low and cautioning. “Calm down." But I couldn’t stop. “I’ve never seen anyone romanticize their mistake as shamelessly as you, Father. Vander shouldn't stand where the princes of this nation stand because he's nothing but a mis—” “That’s enough!” Father’s voice cracked through the room like a whip, his face turning red. “Vander is my blood, just as much as you are. And my word is final. He will stay here.” “You're so pathetic." I gritted. “Yes, I am." Father’s eyes blazed as he held his ground. “But you should look in the mirror someday, see who you resemble. Don’t forget that I am the Alpha, and my word is law.” I took a step back, shaking my head in disgust. “You’re not an Alpha. You’re an incompetent coward who clings to past wrongdoings and never learns from them.” The tension in the room was suffocating as I turned on my heel and stormed out. The heat of anger simmering beneath my skin was enough to contend with the sun. Vander. Vander. Vander. The name was a distraught echoing in my head. My vision blurred as I dived through the corridors, unsure of where I was going until I rounded a corner and slammed into someone. Hot liquid splashed across my chest, scalding my skin. “What the fuck!" “Oh, crap!” The girl gasped, fumbling to steady the tray she’d been carrying. “I- I’m so sorry!” It was her. The little Omega. Momentarily, my anger subsided as I watched her hurriedly put down the tray and tried to dust the liquid off my shirt. I gritted my teeth, not because of the burn on my skin, but the rising heat in my chest as her hands brushed against my skin. The burn was uncomfortable, but the feel of her hands? That was something else entirely. I felt my dick twitch in my pants. “What the hell are you doing?" I hissed under my breath. "What does it look like?” She snapped, her hands still rubbing my chest, grazing my nipples. “Of course, I'm trying to help." “Fuck," I growled, unbuttoning my shirt. Her eyes widened as I yanked off my shirt, exposing the reddened skin underneath. She gasped, fanning the spot with her hand. “It doesn't look really good! I should get ointment." She turned to leave but I grabbed her hair, pulling her head to my chest. “I think your tongue would do a better job, little Omega."VANDERSomething was off.Knox stood against the pale hospital wall with one foot already out the door. His jaw was clenched, his hands fidgeting by his sides as though he was waiting for someone to call his name or he was debating bolting and hoping no one noticed.He looked disturbed. Hasty. He hadn’t sat a minute in the last hour.Kai and Kael were still hunched on the waiting room couch, their faces carved from exhaustion and anxiety. Luna Ambessa was still in surgery. We hadn’t heard a word from the doctors in over an hour.So when Knox suddenly straightened and said, “I have to go do something,” the entire room fell into a stunned silence.Kael sat up. “What? Now?”Kai raised a brow. “You’re leaving?”Knox barely looked at them. “I’ll be back. I promise. It’s just… important.”My brows furrowed as I straightened from where I was leaning against the window frame. “You serious right now?”Knox ignored me, turning to the exit and completely ignoring my existence. Something wasn’t r
KNOXI’d been sitting in the damn car for hours, the engine off and the heat stifling. A half-drunk bottle of water sat next to me on the passenger seat alongside my chunky jacket.The sun had dipped, turned orange, then blue again. Still, no sign of her. Well, until the back door creaked, and viola, Amber.She dragged a heavy trash bag down the steps behind the restaurant. She didn’t look surprised when I stepped out from the shadows.“It’s not easy to find you,” I said as I pulled closer. “You are supposed to work here but what sort of part-timer shows up once in three days?”“Knox?”“Been sitting here since before your shift started.” I jammed my hands into my pockets. “Figured you’d show eventually.”She tilted her head, studying me with that always-too-curious smirk. “What do you want?”“I need to know where Dala is.”That wiped the grin clean off her face. She tied the trash tighter, then shoved it into the bin. “I don’t know.”“I don’t believe that.”She dusted her hands. “I’m
KAELMy heart might implode.This was stupid. Twisted. Sick. He was my friend, he had been my friend for as long as I could remember and suddenly the thought of him going on a date with someone else obliterated my soul like I had been cast into the damnedest of hell.I caught him before the gate, my courage flying free from me the moment I said his name.“Gabriel!”He didn’t stop at first, probably didn’t hear me. The next word that slipped past my lips, was a cracked desperate plea that surprised even me.“Gabe—please. Don’t leave like this.”I could have sworn even the winds stopped blowing. The sun shone a little less harshly and my breath burst into a sprint, making it unbearably hard to catch.Now, he’d paused, back still turned to me. Though I hadn’t said anything it was without a doubt that he felt it too.He felt it. Gabriel’s hand gripped the gate like he needed it to stay standing. I took a few steps forward, my heart pounding so loud I couldn’t even hear what the guards mu
KAIThe second her lips met mine, time stopped. The feeling was all-consuming. Too much yet too little simultaneously.I thought I was hallucinating, that I was too drunk to tell reality from the flickering nonsense in my head but Arya kissed me back, hard. The hunger in every brush of her lips against mine sent fire coursing my veins.Her hands reeled up to my chest, warm and trembling, and for a second, the room didn’t matter. The whiskey faded. The guilt disappeared. All I felt was her mouth on mine, her breath against my skin, the desperation in how she kissed me like it was wrong but she needed it anyway, just like I needed her.I kissed her with a fervor that I didn’t know I had in me. Just as suddenly, she pulled away with a strained gasp.A sharp, breathless space opened between us. I barely had time to process the look on her face before it hit me— her unforgiving palm crashing into my cheek with all the strength her shaken body could muster.My head snapped sideways. Just a
ARYAI waited.The lights were dim in my bedroom, almost off just how I loved it.The room was warm— perfect temperature. Everything in this room was perfect except well, me.My feet were tucked under me on the edge of the chaise, but my hands wouldn’t stop shaking no matter how hard I pressed them together. My phone lay face down on the vanity table, silent for nearly an hour since the package had been delivered.The envelope of doom, I called it. The envelope that will set things ablaze.My heart kicked again just thinking about it. I had sealed it myself and every click of the tape gun had felt like a betrayal, every photo tucked inside had been a confession, a definition of who I truly was.I cared for Dala but this aching, this need for Vander, like an unscratchable itch tortured me. It enlarged in size and depth as time slipped by, and the realization that this could stay a farfetched dream felt like a barbell pressing against my unbearable heart.It was unbearable but it had to
KNOXThe hallway felt colder than usual and it worsened for some reason when I found Vander pacing outside the East Wing, his jaw clenched, eyes wild like he hadn’t slept a wink.We were both unraveling thread by thread. I thought about walking away but the possibility that I could be the reason why things were this terrible lumped up in my throat, so I approached him.“Hey.”Vander’s head snapped toward me. “Did you find anything?” he barked. “Did she call you? Text you? Anything?”I shook my head. “No. But I spoke to Father.”Vander stopped pacing. His expression didn’t change much but I saw the tightening around his mouth and that little flicker of disdain that always came with that name.“Why?”“He’s going to help us find her.”Vander spat out a humorless laugh and leaned against the wall. “Oh, that’s rich. What does he want in return? A rainbow in a sack?”“I know you don’t trust him but you know damn well he is our best option. He knows people. If anyone’s moving around our terr