People say, heal so you can hear what's being said without the filter of your wound. But healing is not that easy. Real healing is hard, exhausting, and draining. It took years for me to let myself went through it.
I have learned to forget him because I'm afraid I might not heal if I remember the pain he caused me. I've changed myself and built the the walls so high that no one can enter my life again.
I guard myself so well that I don't want to give him a chance, another odds of hurting me again. But looking at him collapsed right in front of me, suddenly, I feel lost. I
I was crying hard, so confused and I don't know what to do. For a while I feel like my whole body became numb. I wasn't able to move. My heart is constricting in pain while looking at his hand holding mine.
"Oh God, Hunter Cole." Thunder said in a worried voice. He then looked at me sadly, without saying a word. I was crying hard and sobbing when he carried him and took him out of our house.
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