"It wasn't exactly easy, and what I meant by saying that was that everyone hated me to the point where they were jealous of me and my talent. Sometimes they pulled pranks on me, they tried to injure me and make it hard for me knowing that I wasn't the type to retaliate, so they took it for granted until Lucifer stopped them with the rest of his friends, well our friends now."
"That's...""Not nice?""I wanted to say cruel." I really looked into his cat-like eyes and I swear that for a few seconds I could see the pain and the fondness at the mention of his friends. I remember that while I stayed with the Holy Strategists I learned of their friendship, and how much they did for Heaven. And now, standing before him for a few minutes, I let my walls put up against fallen angels down. I let myself feel what I did before. I felt admiration for them, I felt that nothing I did would be enough to prove that I can reach the top like they did, and so I gave up. During the years I only
