Our car sped off on the highway. The evening warmth made the drive smooth. We were half an hour late for the conference. The music volume lit up in the car as we drove. I sat at the back of the car with my mom and my stepdad. Feeling worried, I sank into the chair, my eyes drained with weakness.
“Should I change the music? Maybe she likes something more… right?” Mr. Leister asked. “You’re riding, you choose,” Rabel replied while maintaining her makeup. I stared at the picture on my phone, my eyes fixed on Joel. I missed him so much. I went to our text messages and typed: CALL ME WHEN YOU GET THIS. Minutes later, my phone beeped with a message: I WILL CALL YOU LATER, GOTTA GO. BYE, LOVE YOU. Kisses. Looking out the window, a car zoomed by, ruining the slow drive. Inside, there was Nick. He had a cigarette in his hand, a smirk on his face as he winked at me and zoomed off. Reaching the conference, the room was well decorated, with a lot of people talking to each other. As we stepped in, Nick gave in his membership card. “Nona, your membership card will arrive next week. Meanwhile, you can use my surname,” Mr. Leister said calmly as he walked behind me. “Don’t you think that will perplex people?” I asked him awkwardly, hastening my footsteps. “Why will it be?” Mr. Leister asked, confused. “Hi, good evening, Mr. Leister,” a young man walked up to us. “Hi, good evening. I’m Mrs. Leister, Nona Leister,” I said, smiling. I put my arm around Mr. Leister, my lips shifting a little as I gave him a soft smile. “Congratulations, sir! I did hear rumors,” Tony smiled, bringing his hand out for a handshake. “No, Tony, no. I’m not that type of guy. This is Mrs. Leister,” Mr. Leister replied defensively as Rabel walked up to him, smiling. “I’m so sorry. How silly of me.” Tony bent his head shamelessly; he couldn’t even look up anymore. “Don’t worry, it wasn’t your fault,” Mr. Leister said as he walked away with Rabel by his side. With Nick at my back, I left too. Sitting at our table, Mr. Leister broke the silence. “Summer has never been my favorite season, but with this sea, the sunset, you… aghh, this city is fascinating,” Rabel said slowly as she rubbed her hands against Mr. Leister’s. “Ranked as one of the most charming places in the world by National Geographic,” Nick spoke. I noticed the waitress’s hand doing a funny touch on his as she walked away. “Thanks to our lobby…ing,” I said, cutting Mr. Leister off. “Aren’t there a lot of forest fires around here?” “Yeah, Nona, unfortunately, it’s a blight on our city. There have been two already this summer,” Mr. Leister replied. “I don’t get people who throw cigarette butts out of the window,” Rabel said. Hearing that, I looked up at Nick, whose eyes were already fixed on mine. With his mouth filled with food, he shifted his lips a little, giving me a slight smile—and so did I. “Ever had a point deducted from your license?” Nick asked. “For that? Impossible,” Rabel replied. “Nick doesn’t smoke,” Mr. Leister said. “He’s an athlete. Surfing champion, right?” Rabel asked Nick, smiling. “Yes, surfing,” Nick replied, also smiling. “Surfing?” I murmured. “You have a problem with that?” Nick asked, giving me an evil glare. He beamed a little. “No, I just prefer team and strategic sports, you know… where you have to use your intelligence,” I said, my eyes fixed on Nick as I spoke. “Mm. If you’ll excuse me, I have to go to work,” Nick said, smiling as he moved his body, caressing his suit. “At Nickel’s?” Mr. Leister asked. “Yes,” Nick replied. “Are you on your first case?” Rabel asked. “I wish,” Nick replied with a small laugh. “His dad just asked us to take care of his paperwork. But it’s all strength of mind, no intelligence,” Nick added as he looked straight into my eyes while talking. “Don’t worry, if you get fired from Nickel’s dad’s firm, you will still have your dad’s. There will always be a Leister Enterprise subsidiary to milk. Right, Nick?” “Nona, please,” Rabel intervened, cutting me off. “That’s fine. My evening was going to be dull… but now I’ll have something to laugh about,” Nick said, standing up from his seat. He let his handkerchief fall, then bent close to my ear. I could hear his heartbeat. “See you later, sis,” he whispered before walking away. “I’m leaving too.” “You’re staying,” Rabel replied angrily, her face boiling with rage. “No, wait. Nick, can you take her home? Isn’t it on the way?” Mr. Leister asked, his hand placed gently on Rabel’s. “Not really, it’s quite the detour,” Nick said. “Yes, I’d rather take a taxi,” I added. “That’s enough. We won’t tolerate this attitude anymore. It’s best if you two get along,” Mr. Leister said, his voice sounding a little pissed off. “Mark’s right. Go with him. Don’t worry, he’s a careful driver,” Rabel said. On the road, Nick drove at the greatest speed, overtaking all the other vehicles that came by. He stepped on the accelerator, which sent me flying back into my seat. “What are you doing?” I asked shakily. “What’s your problem now?” Nick asked. “I don’t want to die young because of some lunatic who can’t drive!” I answered with a mean face. “Do you think you can do better?” Nick asked, his eyes fixed on the road. “You wanna bet?” I challenged. “You’re in my house, my car, in my city, so just shut up!” Nick’s words hit me hard. I barely knew what to say—I felt speechless. This was one of the reasons I never wanted to be here… to feel like I didn’t belong. “Just because you own things, you think you’re gods. Well, you’re in my personal space, my comfort zone, and my sight. Please, go away!” I shouted at Nick. “Your mom must love you a lot to put up with you,” Nick said, making my heart boil with anger. “What would you know about a mother’s love?” Saying that, Nick pulled over. “Get out,” Nick said. “Why? What did I say?” I asked, surprised. “Get out, or I’ll get you out myself,” Nick commanded with a mean face. He wasn’t joking—he didn’t even have a smile on his face anymore. “You wouldn’t dare.” As I said that, he got out. I stayed still. He came over and pulled my door open. I tried to fight him, but he pulled me out. “Let go of me! What are you doing?” “Call that taxi,” Nick said. “No taxi will pick me up here!” I shouted. “Then call Uber.” Saying that, he drove away. I called his name and chased after him, but he was gone.I stopped sitting with them at lunch.No big scene. No slamming trays or dramatic exits. Just… one day, I didn’t go to the table. I walked past it like I had somewhere else to be. Like I mattered somewhere else.I ended up in the back corner of the library, where the lights were too dim and the carpet smelled like old dust. Nobody noticed. Not really.I told Jessie I had a quiz to make up. Told Ronnie I wasn’t feeling great. Lies, obviously, but they didn’t ask questions. Jessie just shrugged. Ronnie gave me one of those half-smiles and turned back to whatever story he was telling.They didn’t need me anymore. Not in that way.Jessie was still glowing like the afterburn of a fire—thriving on the chaos. Ronnie was busy lapping up his fifteen minutes of infamy like he’d been waiting his whole life for it.And me?I was disappearing.Not all at once. Not loudly. Just quietly slipping into something I couldn’t name. Fading, like a bruise that overstayed its welcome.I thought pulling away
The sky hung low with a dusky orange glow as Ronnie and I sprinted toward the rusted barrels near the fence. The cheers behind us rose like a wave, feeding the chaos that buzzed through my blood. My hands were shaking, but I didn’t stop. We unscrewed the caps, tilted the canisters, and started pouring gasoline into the air—recklessly, wildly. Like it was a kind of prayer. Or a dare.The fumes wrapped around us, sharp and dizzying. My throat burned. My eyes watered. But still, we kept going.Nick stood a few feet away, frozen. His expression was a slow-motion unravel—mouth parted, eyes wide, his entire body asking a question he didn’t have the words for. He looked like he’d walked into the wrong movie and couldn’t find the exit.His silence hit harder than any scream.He hadn’t seen this version of me before.Maybe I hadn’t, either.Behind us, the crowd was a storm—teenagers, drifters, adrenaline junkies. Screaming. Laughing. Daring us to go further. It was more than approval. It was i
“Sorry that I’m not complicated like you, racing cars to see who has the bigger one,” I said with a heavy heart, knowing how I felt inside, and knowing what comparison felt like. Nick, on the other side, didn’t just give an ear to what I was saying. He turned my phone upright and saw the photo. “Ooh,” he said, then his smile suddenly turned down to a serious face. “If I get you the picture already, will you go home already?” Nick asked, with a serious expression written all over his face. “Maybe.” “Maybe?” he asked, stretching his hands as he spread my legs wide open. Then he leaned in, our eyes spoke volumes, conveying unspoken understanding. Breathing heavily, he took up my phone. Then he leaned in more closely and kissed me. He pulled apart, then he said, “Tongue.” He said. I pushed my face forward and kissed him carelessly. Flashes shone on our faces. Then we stopped. “Here’s your picture,” he said. Our eyes still locked in at each other’s. “Hey, enter the car. I will get J
Nick accelerated aggressively as the race commenced. A spray of mist filled the air as he sped toward the finish line, leaving his rival behind. He clinched the victory, greeted by a chorus of cheers: “Nick! Nick! Nick! Nick!”Out of nowhere, Amike walked up to him and kissed him on the lips. I turned to Jessie, puzzled. “She’s back again? Is she his girlfriend?” I asked, confused.“Anna! Shh, his only girlfriend is that machine,” she answered reluctantly, as she continued cheering Nick. He placed a kiss on his car. I stood, puzzled.I stood there, confused. Out of nowhere, my phone buzzed with a message—an image from an unknown number. I squinted at the screen, trying to make out who it was from, but no name appeared.I just stood there, frozen. As I glanced down at my phone and tapped the screen to unlock it, the image popped up—and everything stopped. There they were: my boyfriend and my best friend, locked in a kiss.“What the fuck is this?!” I screamed.Jessie turned to me, confu
“Were there boys your age?”“I don’t need any more friends, Mom. You separated me from Joel, but I won’t forget him.”“Sweetie…”“He’s much better than all these snobs,” I cut her off, my gaze locked on Nick as I shouted before storming off.“Damn!” Nick remarked, giving an unserious yet serious look at Rabel.“Her boyfriend—she misses him. She must’ve had a bad night.”“Any more pancakes?”“No, Petal, we’re okay,” she replied, sitting down.“Right here’s fine.”Someone called out, “You’ll get sunburned!”—their voice carrying like a distant chant, yet not too far away.Sitting at the beach, I held a book up in my hands, reading. The sun beamed down as my phone suddenly rang from an unknown number.“Hello?” I answered.“Yes?”I pulled the phone away from my ear, ended the call, and tried to guess who it was.“Watch out, Lion! So cool, I almost hit you!”Jessie and her boyfriend, with Nick and others, chatted as they walked on the beach.As soon as I saw them, I quickly put my book in m
No, man, not again. No, let me drive! I always wanted to drive one of these. I uttered intoxicated remarks. “No, baby, no way. You are drugged and don’t have a license.” A slight smile crossed Nick’s face. “I’m just dizzy, okay! But wait, you did drink though.” I pointed straight at his nose shakily. “Just one shot, okay?” he countered. “Yeah, but off of someone’s boobs. Nice and salty tequila mixed with sweat. Tasty, huh?” I chipped in. “What will Freud say about pouring liquids and sucking them up like that?” We drove for like five minutes before we got to Nick’s mansion. I was wrapped around his shoulder like a baby. He carried me with ease. Sure enough, I didn’t weigh anything on him ‘cause he moved effortlessly. “Freud isn’t some trap singer, so you know. He’d say that it’s shedding tears, or something worse, on your mother’s breast. So suck on that!” “Leave my mom out of this,” he said calmly. I tripped over the stairs, letting out a loud noise. “Shhhhh.” Nick softly pl