Chapter: The devil between my thighs I knew what he wanted or rather, who he was after and that's me...yes, this shitty me.Gulping down my anxiety, I tried to walk past him but he grabbed me by the arm and before I knew it, my back was against the wall, he stood over me like a giant that wanted nothing but to devour me to nothing.My heart, my crazy heart was dying in my chest, beating erratically for him."W-what are you" my words got stuck in my mouth the second his lips smashed into mine, burying my complaints and awakening my long buried desires.I've learned, or rather over been trying to get past the thought of him, like this, kissing me and doing things to me but being in it now, it's really more difficult than I thought and it's going to be even more difficult from now onwards.I placed my hands on his chest and tried to push him away but he pressed on, deepening the kiss and senselessly, I moaned.I was hard, needy and badly wanted to find my release. My mind was screaming at me to stop but my damn heart and bo
Last Updated: 2025-06-06
Chapter: The wrong place for Goodbye "No" I jerked his hand off my shoulder and began walking away as fast as I could."So that's it?" I heard Travian muttered but I chose to ignore him."You said you wouldn't hate me" He added and for some reason, my feet got stuck on the ground.My heart and mind was in a complete mess and I wished I didn't leave my home seeking solace in a bar."But you ran away the moment no eyes were watching" "And so what?" I barked, turned around and faced him."I said I won't hate you but that never meant I will stick around and let you ruin me" I wasn't in my right mind and whatever I was saying was my emotions controlling me."Ruin you? When did I ever say that? You know it better than I do, how much I've always wanted you" Travian began counting strides forward, closing the distance between us."But you never loved me" I whispered, heartbroken, "and even if you do, that doesn't mean you'd be any different" I took three steps back, evading his closeness."Soren" Travian called as he reached ou
Last Updated: 2025-06-05
Chapter: Back to square one I paced back and forth in the room, my mind a big mess and my heart is running a race I will never win. Why? Why now? I was moving on so well, I had forgotten about him and was about to start my life over after months of constant struggle then, there, he appeared out of the blue and then everything back to what it was.I shouldn't have accepted Samuel's request, but I didn't know the person I was serving was him.And the lady? I'm sure she's his girlfriend now. After all, he is a handsome man and can't be stuck in me.Plus, he's always been the player type and I knew letting him in will cause nothing but pain to me.But....it hurts. I won't lie, to think he's able to move on so quickly while I'm stuck made me feel so stupid. And I blame my stupid heart for everything.I was pulled out of my head by Samuel's hands on my shoulder as he said "Man, you are a life saver" he was smiling and that only annoyed me more.I brought out my hand with an open palm before him, he frowned."What?"
Last Updated: 2025-06-04
Chapter: Chapter 5People always say it's better to stay and fight when things get too much and too hard to take but I say, running away is better.Yes.I've been doing that my whole life. I ran away from my mom after my Dad got imprisoned and ran away from my grandma because I was scared she wouldn't accept me for who I truly am and now, I'm running away from this.Dain and Travian.Dain is my painful past and Travian is a possible threat to my future. And having him means having to face Dain's relentless pursuit, hence, i'd rather give it all away.After what happened last night, I don't wish to get stuck in the desire of another man.I grabbed my luggage, and glanced at my room one more time. I will miss it.I remembered when I got this apartment, I just started dating Dain then. This was our home, we've shared too many memories here that I'm scared it only caused me more pain than happiness.Turning around, I walked out of the house and closed the door behind.I have to do this, I have to start a ne
Last Updated: 2025-05-20
Chapter: Chapter 4Soren's POV Before I could think on what to do, Dain grabbed me and covered my y noise And mouth with pieces, and the more I tried to breathe, the more I inhaled whatever content was sprayed on the pieces.I knew I had to fight but I didn't know how, so I began kicking, trying to set myself free but his strength was greater than mine, the way he pinned me to the wall was effortless.Then, I just remembered I have a knee and one was in-between his legs, with all the force I could mutter, I raised my knee up as it came in contact with his groin.He screamed and let go of me, I took that opportunity to try to run but he grabbed me again, this time, he slammed my face on the wall with my back facing him."You can't run away from me, never!" He growled like a possessive pig...he wasn't a pig but I hated him too much to call him anything nice.The force with which he slammed me against the wall made my head swell and for some odd reason, I began feeling something...not dizziness but someth
Last Updated: 2025-05-20
Chapter: Chapter 3Soren's pov My daily job has always required me to do one thing and that's serving.I work in a nightclub as a server. You might think I work to satisfy customers sexually but no, I satisfied them with my presence.I'll have to admit, I dance for a living as well. And today, I was asked to dance because the customer wanted me on stage.Sometimes, I just do it without a care in the world but sometimes, it's like walking through a thin hole and if I don't fit, I end up getting crushed.I stood behind the curtains waiting for the final signal to move, just then , the lights turned out and the curtains opened and I moved forward.Going down on my knees, I waited for a few seconds and the lights turned back on. Everyone in the room cheered, loving just how much I made an entrance.I slowly pushed myself up as I tried so hard to stay happy. I danced and swayed my hips left and right as the beat of the song played along.They cheered, loving what they saw and what I was doing. I turned arou
Last Updated: 2025-05-20