An Illicit Obsession
“Tell me, my sweet Mila, do you want me to stop?”
“No!” I gasp.
“Good, because no matter what, no matter who walks in, I won't,” He promised.
Killian Knight was many things, dangerous, a certified killer, devastatingly handsome, my father's business partner and married. He was not just off limits, he was forbidden, he was a sin and I was tempted enough to risk the hell fire.
He was everything that could ruin me and my body, my mind and my soul; everything was ready for it.
Mila Anderson’s life takes an unexpected turn when she succumbs to the magnetic allure of her father’s enigmatic and dangerous mafia associate. What she doesn’t know is that Killian Knight has the power to unravel everything she’s carefully built. One secret revealed could bring it all crashing down.
For Killian, one night with Mila changes everything. She’s everything he desires, yet she comes with her own web of secrets—and he’s determined to uncover every single one.
Basahin
Chapter: Chapter 126My heart was torn into two — one part ached to be in Killian’s part and the other, the other was just so tired of feeling anything.Killian softly brushed away the tears from my face. I couldn’t feel the numbness anymore; my whole body, every nerve and especially my heart, all were very much aware of Killian’s proximity. We were in the yacht’s cabin, and Killian shut the door without as much as looking at it, without leaving the hold of me. Then his lips were back on me with hunger. I felt that I had suppressed for so long, with turmoil in my heart, but with his every touch I seemed to forget my thoughts, as the pain melted under his heat, and I was pushed to the bed.“Killian…” I gasp, I wanted to say Not now, we need… but I forgot what we needed to do. All I could is feel him and soon every other article of clothof the floor and Killian was over me, he laid out the open mouth kissed down to my chest, tears didn’t stop coming from my eyes as his touch felt something that was beyond j
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Chapter: Chapter 125“What do you want?” I couldn’t help it that my voice shook.“What I always wanted,” he said softly, and his eyes were softer… but now that I looked closely, there were dark circles under them. The ache inside me didn’t relieve its clutches—just dug deeper inside me.“You shouldn’t be here,” I finally managed to turn away. The flashes from before flooded in my head. Tommen mocking Killian.How pathetic you have to be to hold the woman who is sired by your parents’ killer. I could still hear his cold sick laughter and the crazed look in his eyes—the eyes I see every day in the mirror—and from that moment on I could never see it differently. Every time I remember that moment the only thing I remember is how much pain that person had done to the man I loved.“You are running away again.”“I am not running away. I have done everything—the good, the bad, and the ugly. The Andersons are dust and Tommen is dead. Mission accomplished. Now I don’t want to think about…” I took a deep breath, c
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Chapter: Chapter 1241 and half months later, Thailand.The sea here was the color of the eyes of the woman in the painting Killian brought for me, as I walked along the beach to stop at the coffee corner. I was now a regular here but today seems to be some sort of gathering; normally there is not much crowd on this side of the beach. I took my seat on the corner, by the wall, where I still have the perfect view: wide-stretched sea and the golden sand before it. My heart clenched once again. I leaned back into the chair, unable to look away, and my lungs filled with air full of sea salt and yet there was no cure for the ache that reached somewhere deep inside of me.The sun was about to set and people were gathering around with candles and something like flower baskets in their hands.“Chocolate pastry as usual,” a woman a few years older than me came to me, her brown hair braided to the side and her thin frame standing tall over me. Lily gave me a warm smile.“Yes, Lily, thanks,” I said, and then looked
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Chapter: chapter 123I saw the life drain from her blue eyes, and I smirked.“I… can’t… believe you…” She looked down at my hand holding the knife that was in her heart completely.“Yes, well, I don’t like being forced to do things I don’t want to do,” I said. “And what makes you special? I just killed my father.”The chaos erupted. One of the guards grabbed me and I shoved him away. Another came, and that one had a knife. It stabbed right into my side and I stilled as the white-hot pain shot through me. I got dizzy, someone shoved him away with the knife still inside me and someone grabbed me from the back as my hand went directly to the knife hilt.“Don’t pull the knife,” this was another familiar voice I didn’t recognize. There were blurs of black, but my vision was getting spotty.I felt myself being moved, and instinctively feeling the dread. I started to move and hit whatever I could.“Don’t fight me, I am trying to save your life.”I heard gunshots, the commotion of fights, but then it all went sil
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Chapter: Chapter 122The white light blinded me as I tried to open my eyes. It took me moments, half drifting, hearing beeping noises and half trying to make out what people were saying. My mouth felt dry. What happened? I tried to remember and my head felt like someone had smashed it into a wall or something. The memory flashed before my eyes—the car and Killian? Oh my god, where is Killian?!I tried to get up, but groaned as pain shot through my back.A hand grabbed my arm and pushed me back. What I could sense was the semi-comfortable bed. Then there was a movement beside me, and then I drifted back into darkness.When I came back to, it hurt less, and this time it was easy to open my eyes.“Mila, can you listen to me?” a female voice asked. However, I had never heard it before.“Yes,” I croaked. I tried my best to focus my eyes, and something really annoying was pricking my left hand.“Where am I?” I asked. Before I could move around, my eyes landed on a face—a middle-aged woman in a lab coat. A doc
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Chapter: Chapter 121The cigarette fell from Tommen’s hand, its sparks dying on the ground. Killian hit him again. These were not precise movements of a trained killer—they were a force of nature coming down like wrath. Tommen blocked and hit him back a few times, twisted out of his hold, but Killian had him again.“You will never see Mila again. She will never bear the burden of your sins,” Killian punched him. “I will never let her know what you did, how you died!” Killian threw Tommen into the ground, grabbing him by the collar.“You miserable man!” Killian spat on him. “She will never know anything about this.”Tommen laughed. “It would have been endearing if not so fucking disgusting. How pathetic you have to be to hold a woman who was sired by your parents’ kill—” Killian punched him again, hot burning fury as he kept hitting. Tommen grabbed his fist, now bloody with Tommen’s blood.“You know what the kicker is? It was Edmund who sent me to kill your parents!” Tommen shook with laughter and Killian
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Chapter: 8He fell to the ground with a thud. My mind went blank. I breathed heavily, trying to find a way to gather my thoughts. He…fainted. He was bleeding from the nose. Had I hit him so hard? Panicked, I crouched down beside him, brushing away his dark hair. His breathing was shallow and he appeared paler than before. I shot up and opened my mouth to yell for help, but my words died in my throat as a cold hand wrapped around my ankle. I looked down; he coughed and his eyes opened a little.“Don’t.” He sounded weak, but his hold tightened around my ankle. Goosebumps rose over my skin.“We should call for a doctor,” I said, stepping back and crouching down beside him, unwrapping his hand from my ankle. He took a deep breath.“No healer of your kind can help me,” he said, every word seeming to be a struggle. I opened my mouth and closed it. My hands hovered over his chest.“What do you mean?” I couldn’t help but touch his face. He was so cold; this wasn't normal. “Look, I don’t know what is goi
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Chapter: 7Dr. Parashar’s death just before our appointment... It doesn’t feel right—“Mira,” Mom called, pulling me out of my spiraling thoughts.“Can you go and check on Edward, please?” she asked. “Just to see if he is okay." I don’t want to make him uncomfortable.”“Yes, Mom,” came my automatic response. But as I moved up the stairs, with every step I wanted to go the opposite way. I couldn’t bear to be in the same room as him, or even near him. Edward had moved out of the room he shared with Mother the moment we returned. Mom is trying to look composed and unbothered, but I can’t even begin to imagine what it feels like for her. Nine years of marriage, and now Edward is a stranger.I went to the first floor and stood outside the guest room door. I was ready to knock, but then I pulled my hand back. Remembering the past few days, would this be the same? Right now, outside the door, every interaction between us seems like a long-lost dream. What would he be like now?I finally gathered enough
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Chapter: 6I watched the nursing staff settle Edward into his wheelchair. “They said mobility will take time. I’ve already scheduled a physiotherapist,” Mom said. I nodded. Did I imagine the last two days? I wondered. I wondered about the last two days—the nights, the mornings, and his threat. Whenever I look at him, I see only the deep void in his eyes. I remember falling asleep outside and waking up inside, not knowing how I got there. Before that, he grabbed my neck. I could almost feel his touch, his voice, and his lips brushing against my skin. And now, in a wheelchair, he looks pale and vulnerable, not at all how he felt a day ago. Maybe this is a medical issue. I looked at Mom; even if I told her, she wouldn’t believe me. There is only one way to know. I followed as my mother took over the wheelchair, clutching the little duffel bag. They handed Edward a copy to sign. He took the pen, looked at it, and rotated it a little around his fingers as if he had never seen it before. Th
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Chapter: 5The Mortal“What are you saying?” I frowned.I felt like a rug was pulled out from under my feet. The corner of his lips twitched—curving into a smirk so slight it didn’t touch the rest of his expression, but his eyes gleamed, making my stomach twist in icy knots. He sat up straighter lazily. I stepped back under the weight of his gaze.I could see in his eyes he didn’t care, but I steeled myself. “I know you might be confused,” but even as I said it, it was very naive. A hopeless attempt to avoid what I was seeing.“I am not confused, little bird.” He looked me straight in the eyes as he said it, and then his gaze dropped to my chest, then back up to my eyes.That nickname made blood rush to my neck.I tried my best to keep my face neutral, but my heartbeat turned loud in my ears.“Look,” I cleared my throat to suppress my obvious nervousness. “All I am saying—and I know it can be hard…” I tried again. “Mom cares about you a lot.” I turned my voice kinder, while a forbidding feeling
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Chapter: 4The Mortal“What are you doing?” I can’t put out the quiver in my voice. My heart was already beating too fast for it to be healthy. Only in the lamplight did his looming figure look taller than I remember, and his eyes were dark as coal. I swallowed. I felt someone touching me before I woke up—the thought made me shiver.“Edward,”His dark gaze looked ravenous. My breath hitched.“Hm.” He stepped forward, and I shrank back on the couch. He swayed. I straightened as his eyes blinked and turned hooded. My hands stretched out without thinking, and he fell. An involuntary gasp left me when I felt the press and weight of his whole body on me. He stirred, and his lips brushed the side of my neck. My breath hitched. My arms stretched out, unsure what to do.“Edward!”The only answer I received was his hot breath brushing against my skin, and it suddenly felt oversensitive. After snapping myself out of the shock, unable to wrap my mind around the fact that he had fainted—but it seemed to be
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Chapter: 3I don’t think I heard it right.“Has he taken you?” he asked, unblinking, his expression getting darker. My heart leaped out of my chest under the intensity of his gaze. “Has he taken you to his bed? Made love to you?”I looked at him with my mouth agape. I can’t believe this. How can he ask this, like this? He sounded awfully polite and rude at the same time.“What makes you think you can ask me that?” I felt the heat travel up to my neck, affronted. I clenched my teeth. What happened? Did he forget manners as he forgot his name? I closed my eyes, took a deep breath, and opened them, meeting his eyes.“So he hasn’t…” he said as his eyes fell from mine to my face, tracing the length of my body, and an unexpected shot of thrill passed through me. I felt like he was touching me with his eyes alone. I felt my blood boil, half in anger and half in something I would rather not name.A thought in the back of my mind said, ‘David never looked at you like that.’“You are my mother’s husband,”
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Chapter: HumanFor a second Henry narrowed his eyes. Eva composed her face, not showing her fear on the surface.“You have changed.”Eva didn’t respond. Lily struggled in his hand, clenching her tiny fists. The flare of anger surprised her.“Put her down,” she glared. “I agree to come with you.”“You don’t think I saw the wolf disappear? That demon wolf will come soon enough.”“Then if you want to live, you should put her down and move fast,” Eva said.Henry’s hand moved to the little wolf’s neck. “Are you threatening me?”“How can I? You know more about the demon wolf than I do.”That was not true. Eva knew exactly what he was capable of. She just needed time—and for him to put Lily down. The brown of her eyes caught the red light behind Henry, and her heart eased a little. She showed him her hand.“I promise, this time I will come. And if you have me, he will not do anything. Please put her down. She’s just a little girl,” she said, masking her relief at the presence behind Henry.“Alright.” He sm
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Chapter: FireSebastian and Eva ran out of the porch to look down at the valley, the smell of smoke churning in the pit of Eva’s stomach. Horrified, she whipped her head as Sebastian’s eyes turned red and the red wolf appeared beside him. Both, human and wolf, ran without a single thought towards the fire that started to take over the village.Eva followed after him without thought, her heart in her mouth. The screams got closer as they ran down the dirt road.“Eva, you should go back!” Bash yelled.“No!” Eva shot back, covering her nose so she wouldn’t inhale the smoke. Someone rushed past them as they took a turn into the fields and saw everyone running. Bash grabbed the figure—the boy was around thirteen years old, his eyes wide and face covered in ashes.“Alpha!” he gasped.“What happened?” Sebastian demanded.The boy looked back. People behind them were running with buckets of water to fight the fire, and when a truck came behind them with a tank, two men jumped out and pulled a long pipe. Eva
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Chapter: A little lessI still remember the smell of blood and smoke in the air the day they came, and it has never quite left me. Sometimes I wake up and still think that everything I’ve managed to carve my life into will be taken away from me.— Bash’s Journal—“Me?”“Yes, you. You are different. Normally, from the Alpha family, only Alphas interact the most,” Maya said as Eva followed her. They entered her office and settled while Maya started scanning through the papers.“Alpha’s family—” Eva began in confusion, then stopped. “Oh.” She realized what it meant. Maya raised an inquisitive brow at her. Eva just shrugged in response.“It seems like you are still not used to this place,” Maya noted.“I am not used to myself,” Eva clarified.“I know these past few months have been…” Maya seemed to search for a word.“Fucked up,” Eva said bluntly. Maya blinked at her, clearly not expecting it.“You don’t like it here,” Maya misunderstood.“I love it here, more than I care to admit,” Eva found herself reassurin
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Chapter: Little WolfEverything hurt; who knew training was so hard. Eva had run miles, but this was different—even being blocked by one single force would send her skidding back. She had no muscle strength to block even the lowest Beta in the pack.“I am made for paperwork,” Eva’s words muffled in the pillow. She was bruised and battered. After half a month of working out, Sebastian had decided for her to train with others. All her excitement was gone after spending an hour there, and now another month had passed with it. She still felt her bones tired and her body hurting in all kinds of places.“It’s fine,” though Sebastian’s words were reassuring, Eva felt far from it.“If you don’t need to win, you know enough to find your way out of trouble,” Sebastian said. Eva pressed her lips into a thin line and raised her head from the pillow, staring at Sebastian, impatient. He chuckled at her look and kneeled at her side of the bed. The light in his eyes danced with patience and amusement.“It’s been only two
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Chapter: I want to rememberEva stopped as she was passing by the training field to the Granny’s house, where everyone—every able adult—was practicing hand-to-hand combat. No one was shifting, at least not fully. A woman flipped a man; she winced a little as he landed on his back with a thud, sand cushioning the blow, splattering around. Briefly, he managed to overpower her, but her last move was so swift to catch that the man ended up on his knees with a blade at his throat.Eva blinked in surprise at the blade.“Now! Everyone, see that,” Sebastian called out from behind the watching crowd, rolling his sleeves and leaning on the iron ring enclosure that surrounded the training area, his eyes fixed on everyone’s movement. “Now move in pairs and practice.” He clapped. “Come on!”At his command, everyone did as he said. They all made their own circles, and everyone had a blade in their hands.“Efficient, isn’t it?” Maya said, coming up behind her.“I didn’t know they trained like this. So far, I just saw them shif
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Chapter: Just BeEva’s whole weight leaned on Sebastian as he held her, and their lips moved in sync. The kiss was soft and deepened with every breath. There was no urgency in the kiss or the moment as Sebastian’s hands wandered up her sides, then to her shoulders, leaving soft trails of shimmering heat under her skin. She gasped a little as their lips parted, and his hand came to her face to tilt it so he could kiss her deeper. His tongue brushed her lower lip in a silent question, and she opened her mouth. Their tongues slid together, sending a current through her whole body. She arched into his touch, and his hands went to her thighs to pick her up and press her against the wall. They parted, breathing heavily.Eva wrapped her legs around his waist as his lips trailed down to her neck in open-mouthed kisses. She moaned, squirming in his hold, rubbing herself against him.Sebastian’s tongue traced a path from her shoulder to just below her ear, where she now knew why she was so sensitive. She shiver
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