Novels by Violet Heart

My heart was torn into two — one part ached to be in Killian’s part and the other, the other was just so tired of feeling anything.Killian softly brushed away the tears from my face. I couldn’t feel the numbness anymore; my whole body, every nerve and especially my heart, all were very much aware of Killian’s proximity. We were in the yacht’s cabin, and Killian shut the door without as much as looking at it, without leaving the hold of me. Then his lips were back on me with hunger. I felt that I had suppressed for so long, with turmoil in my heart, but with his every touch I seemed to forget my thoughts, as the pain melted under his heat, and I was pushed to the bed.“Killian…” I gasp, I wanted to say Not now, we need… but I forgot what we needed to do. All I could is feel him and soon every other article of clothof the floor and Killian was over me, he laid out the open mouth kissed down to my chest, tears didn’t stop coming from my eyes as his touch felt something that was beyond j

“What do you want?” I couldn’t help it that my voice shook.“What I always wanted,” he said softly, and his eyes were softer… but now that I looked closely, there were dark circles under them. The ache inside me didn’t relieve its clutches—just dug deeper inside me.“You shouldn’t be here,” I finally managed to turn away. The flashes from before flooded in my head. Tommen mocking Killian.How pathetic you have to be to hold the woman who is sired by your parents’ killer. I could still hear his cold sick laughter and the crazed look in his eyes—the eyes I see every day in the mirror—and from that moment on I could never see it differently. Every time I remember that moment the only thing I remember is how much pain that person had done to the man I loved.“You are running away again.”“I am not running away. I have done everything—the good, the bad, and the ugly. The Andersons are dust and Tommen is dead. Mission accomplished. Now I don’t want to think about…” I took a deep breath, c

1 and half months later, Thailand.The sea here was the color of the eyes of the woman in the painting Killian brought for me, as I walked along the beach to stop at the coffee corner. I was now a regular here but today seems to be some sort of gathering; normally there is not much crowd on this side of the beach. I took my seat on the corner, by the wall, where I still have the perfect view: wide-stretched sea and the golden sand before it. My heart clenched once again. I leaned back into the chair, unable to look away, and my lungs filled with air full of sea salt and yet there was no cure for the ache that reached somewhere deep inside of me.The sun was about to set and people were gathering around with candles and something like flower baskets in their hands.“Chocolate pastry as usual,” a woman a few years older than me came to me, her brown hair braided to the side and her thin frame standing tall over me. Lily gave me a warm smile.“Yes, Lily, thanks,” I said, and then looked

I saw the life drain from her blue eyes, and I smirked.“I… can’t… believe you…” She looked down at my hand holding the knife that was in her heart completely.“Yes, well, I don’t like being forced to do things I don’t want to do,” I said. “And what makes you special? I just killed my father.”The chaos erupted. One of the guards grabbed me and I shoved him away. Another came, and that one had a knife. It stabbed right into my side and I stilled as the white-hot pain shot through me. I got dizzy, someone shoved him away with the knife still inside me and someone grabbed me from the back as my hand went directly to the knife hilt.“Don’t pull the knife,” this was another familiar voice I didn’t recognize. There were blurs of black, but my vision was getting spotty.I felt myself being moved, and instinctively feeling the dread. I started to move and hit whatever I could.“Don’t fight me, I am trying to save your life.”I heard gunshots, the commotion of fights, but then it all went sil

The white light blinded me as I tried to open my eyes. It took me moments, half drifting, hearing beeping noises and half trying to make out what people were saying. My mouth felt dry. What happened? I tried to remember and my head felt like someone had smashed it into a wall or something. The memory flashed before my eyes—the car and Killian? Oh my god, where is Killian?!I tried to get up, but groaned as pain shot through my back.A hand grabbed my arm and pushed me back. What I could sense was the semi-comfortable bed. Then there was a movement beside me, and then I drifted back into darkness.When I came back to, it hurt less, and this time it was easy to open my eyes.“Mila, can you listen to me?” a female voice asked. However, I had never heard it before.“Yes,” I croaked. I tried my best to focus my eyes, and something really annoying was pricking my left hand.“Where am I?” I asked. Before I could move around, my eyes landed on a face—a middle-aged woman in a lab coat. A doc

The cigarette fell from Tommen’s hand, its sparks dying on the ground. Killian hit him again. These were not precise movements of a trained killer—they were a force of nature coming down like wrath. Tommen blocked and hit him back a few times, twisted out of his hold, but Killian had him again.“You will never see Mila again. She will never bear the burden of your sins,” Killian punched him. “I will never let her know what you did, how you died!” Killian threw Tommen into the ground, grabbing him by the collar.“You miserable man!” Killian spat on him. “She will never know anything about this.”Tommen laughed. “It would have been endearing if not so fucking disgusting. How pathetic you have to be to hold a woman who was sired by your parents’ kill—” Killian punched him again, hot burning fury as he kept hitting. Tommen grabbed his fist, now bloody with Tommen’s blood.“You know what the kicker is? It was Edmund who sent me to kill your parents!” Tommen shook with laughter and Killian

For a second Henry narrowed his eyes. Eva composed her face, not showing her fear on the surface.“You have changed.”Eva didn’t respond. Lily struggled in his hand, clenching her tiny fists. The flare of anger surprised her.“Put her down,” she glared. “I agree to come with you.”“You don’t think I saw the wolf disappear? That demon wolf will come soon enough.”“Then if you want to live, you should put her down and move fast,” Eva said.Henry’s hand moved to the little wolf’s neck. “Are you threatening me?”“How can I? You know more about the demon wolf than I do.”That was not true. Eva knew exactly what he was capable of. She just needed time—and for him to put Lily down. The brown of her eyes caught the red light behind Henry, and her heart eased a little. She showed him her hand.“I promise, this time I will come. And if you have me, he will not do anything. Please put her down. She’s just a little girl,” she said, masking her relief at the presence behind Henry.“Alright.” He sm

Sebastian and Eva ran out of the porch to look down at the valley, the smell of smoke churning in the pit of Eva’s stomach. Horrified, she whipped her head as Sebastian’s eyes turned red and the red wolf appeared beside him. Both, human and wolf, ran without a single thought towards the fire that started to take over the village.Eva followed after him without thought, her heart in her mouth. The screams got closer as they ran down the dirt road.“Eva, you should go back!” Bash yelled.“No!” Eva shot back, covering her nose so she wouldn’t inhale the smoke. Someone rushed past them as they took a turn into the fields and saw everyone running. Bash grabbed the figure—the boy was around thirteen years old, his eyes wide and face covered in ashes.“Alpha!” he gasped.“What happened?” Sebastian demanded.The boy looked back. People behind them were running with buckets of water to fight the fire, and when a truck came behind them with a tank, two men jumped out and pulled a long pipe. Eva

I still remember the smell of blood and smoke in the air the day they came, and it has never quite left me. Sometimes I wake up and still think that everything I’ve managed to carve my life into will be taken away from me.— Bash’s Journal—“Me?”“Yes, you. You are different. Normally, from the Alpha family, only Alphas interact the most,” Maya said as Eva followed her. They entered her office and settled while Maya started scanning through the papers.“Alpha’s family—” Eva began in confusion, then stopped. “Oh.” She realized what it meant. Maya raised an inquisitive brow at her. Eva just shrugged in response.“It seems like you are still not used to this place,” Maya noted.“I am not used to myself,” Eva clarified.“I know these past few months have been…” Maya seemed to search for a word.“Fucked up,” Eva said bluntly. Maya blinked at her, clearly not expecting it.“You don’t like it here,” Maya misunderstood.“I love it here, more than I care to admit,” Eva found herself reassurin

Everything hurt; who knew training was so hard. Eva had run miles, but this was different—even being blocked by one single force would send her skidding back. She had no muscle strength to block even the lowest Beta in the pack.“I am made for paperwork,” Eva’s words muffled in the pillow. She was bruised and battered. After half a month of working out, Sebastian had decided for her to train with others. All her excitement was gone after spending an hour there, and now another month had passed with it. She still felt her bones tired and her body hurting in all kinds of places.“It’s fine,” though Sebastian’s words were reassuring, Eva felt far from it.“If you don’t need to win, you know enough to find your way out of trouble,” Sebastian said. Eva pressed her lips into a thin line and raised her head from the pillow, staring at Sebastian, impatient. He chuckled at her look and kneeled at her side of the bed. The light in his eyes danced with patience and amusement.“It’s been only two

Eva stopped as she was passing by the training field to the Granny’s house, where everyone—every able adult—was practicing hand-to-hand combat. No one was shifting, at least not fully. A woman flipped a man; she winced a little as he landed on his back with a thud, sand cushioning the blow, splattering around. Briefly, he managed to overpower her, but her last move was so swift to catch that the man ended up on his knees with a blade at his throat.Eva blinked in surprise at the blade.“Now! Everyone, see that,” Sebastian called out from behind the watching crowd, rolling his sleeves and leaning on the iron ring enclosure that surrounded the training area, his eyes fixed on everyone’s movement. “Now move in pairs and practice.” He clapped. “Come on!”At his command, everyone did as he said. They all made their own circles, and everyone had a blade in their hands.“Efficient, isn’t it?” Maya said, coming up behind her.“I didn’t know they trained like this. So far, I just saw them shif

Eva’s whole weight leaned on Sebastian as he held her, and their lips moved in sync. The kiss was soft and deepened with every breath. There was no urgency in the kiss or the moment as Sebastian’s hands wandered up her sides, then to her shoulders, leaving soft trails of shimmering heat under her skin. She gasped a little as their lips parted, and his hand came to her face to tilt it so he could kiss her deeper. His tongue brushed her lower lip in a silent question, and she opened her mouth. Their tongues slid together, sending a current through her whole body. She arched into his touch, and his hands went to her thighs to pick her up and press her against the wall. They parted, breathing heavily.Eva wrapped her legs around his waist as his lips trailed down to her neck in open-mouthed kisses. She moaned, squirming in his hold, rubbing herself against him.Sebastian’s tongue traced a path from her shoulder to just below her ear, where she now knew why she was so sensitive. She shiver