روايات بقلم Nancy A.

“Hey, Evans, I’ve been calling and texting, yet no response. Are you ignoring me or something?”He grabbed my wrist softly while restricting me from walking through.“Please, let go, I’m late for my training.”He didn’t move. His fingers stayed wrapped around my wrist, firm enough to stop me.“You do realize I can cancel your training for today, right?”I let out a dry laugh.“Oh yeah? Then go ahead. Tell me you can also buy me while you’re at it.”That threw him off.“What?” His brows pulled together. “Evans, what are you talking about?”I yanked my hand free.“Don’t act like you don’t know.”“I don’t,” he said, his voice dropping, more serious now. “So talk to me. What did I do?”I stepped closer, anger sitting right in my chest.“Maybe when you learn the difference between a whore and a normal girl… then, maybe, I’ll talk.”He just stared at me, like he was trying to piece it together.The elevator doors slid open behind me. I didn’t wait. I brushed past him and stepped in.“Evans—

Lying on Drake’s chest was the safest I’ve ever felt in my life. But something still bothered me about what had just happened between us. I didn’t know his life, and he didn’t know mine. He clearly didn’t know what I was running from.Enjoy the moment, Evans.Jane’s voice echoed in my head again, and it somehow calmed me, steadying my thoughts. Just one night with a person doesn’t mean something has to begin.The next time I opened my eyes, Drake was gone, leaving a note on the bed.I made breakfast. It’s at the dining table. Take a shower, eat, and my driver will take you home. I had to rush off, the office called and I didn’t wanna wake you. I had a great night with you, Evans.I suddenly felt a mix of emotions I couldn’t quite place.The bed was ridiculously high; I carefully climbed down and headed into the shower. When I checked my phone, it was already 11 a.m. I knew I had to call Mr. Smith for missing training.“I already got the message from the boss, Evans. We’ll see tomorrow.

Before the tears could trickle down, he suddenly drew my jaw closer to his, then pressed his lips against mine in a kiss that wasn’t soft, wasn’t gentle, and still somehow wasn’t enough.It left a hunger behind, and that alone swallowed up the tears that had been sitting in my eyes moments ago.He lifted me onto his lap, his gaze locked into mine seeking consent without words, and I didn’t look away and I didn’t stop him either.Whatever sadness had been weighing me down twisted into something else entirely, something that felt dangerously close to desire.His hands moved with less patience now, my blouse giving way easily as he held me against him.The kisses didn’t stop, not as he moved, not even when we finally made it into the room.By the time my back hit the bed, my breathing had already lost its rhythm.“Give me your key, Evans.”His voice came lower and rougher, and I nodded, slow but certain, like my body had already made the decision before my mind could catch up.Everything

‘Allow me to take you home, Evans.’I felt a soft palm that suddenly withheld my arm and restricted me from moving.‘What are you doing, Drake?’He looked straight into my soul and got a grip on my soft spot. My aggression melted in one blink, and all I wanted to do was stand there and keep glaring back at him.‘Let me take you in my car. Ditch the buses for once, will you?’Somehow, I gave in to his command. Somehow, I felt a need to obey him. And submit to him.I nodded and slightly smiled. I didn’t know what I was doing, but I guess my body helped me give an answer before I could choose.He led me to his car and opened the front door for me. He watched me with such an excited gaze as I slid in and sat down. He gently shut the door before walking over to the driver’s seat.He gave a soft groan as he sat beside me. He looked at me again and ignited the car’s engine.‘So, where do you wanna go first?’‘You said you were going to take me home,’ I asked, looking genuinely clueless.‘Ye

“OH MY GOD! What is that on your neck?”I rushed off to the mirror and oh my God…Hickeys were all over my neck!“You better start talking now, Evans…”She said these words like a song, and I knew there was no way I could hide any detail from her.I froze for a second, my fingers slowly tracing one of the marks like it would disappear if I touched it long enough.“It’s… nothing,” I muttered.Jane let out a dry laugh behind me.“Nothing?” she echoed. “Evans, that ‘nothing’ is screaming on your neck.”I turned slowly to face her, already knowing there was no escaping this.“It didn’t go all the way,” I said quickly.Her brows lifted almost immediately.“So it started, didn’t it?”I hesitated.That alone answered her.“Wow,” she exhaled, shaking her head. “With Drake? Of all people?”“I didn’t plan it,” I snapped, a bit defensive now. “It just happened.”“It just happened?” she stepped closer. “You don’t ‘just happen’ into that kind of situation, Evans.”“I said I stopped it, alright?”

His lips merged into mine. It felt like the entire control I tied to my bosom gained its freedom at once.The constant licks and smacks became consistent. He wrapped both his palms on my butt and squeezed them gently. A part of me wanted to continue and allow him do whatever he wanted with me, but a part of me wanted to say no and wriggle free from his grip.He sucked on my lips over and over again like he could not get enough of it. I could feel my body was on fire. I just wanted all of him.He slipped from my lips down to my neck and sucked on it. I was intoxicated and had gone deep into the climate. I began to moan.First softly, then loudly.His hand traced the zip behind my dress and pulled it down.I wanted him to stop, but I still wanted to continue. I was so confused.My dress came off. It dropped to the floor.He pulled off his tie and carried me up to the table.For some reason I was unaware of, my hands began to help him unbutton his shirt. Then I unbuckled his belt almost