RUIN MY 4.0
⚠️ CONTENT WARNING ⚠️
This book contains explicit sexual content, including detailed descriptions of consensual sex between adult men.
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Nikolai pins Aiden to the cadaver table, shoves his hand into his pants, and fists his throbbing cock with one ruthless stroke.
Aiden’s head slams back, a broken moan ripping free as Nikolai jacks his dick raw and fast, his thumb grinding the slick head until Aiden’s hips fuck helplessly into his grip. “Fuckkkk...”
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Aiden Cross who grew up dirt-poor clawed his way into the nation’s top medical school with nothing but his brilliance, every perfect grade is another step toward the day he’ll destroy the father who abandoned him and his family.
Then Nikolai Serrano shows up: filthy-rich, unfairly beautiful, and somehow able to match Aiden’s perfect scores without breaking a sweat. He invades Aiden’s classes, his space, his every thought, until the tension between them detonates in the dead of night.
❗Scenes include oral sex, anal sex, manual stimulation, dirty talk, praise kink, light possessive/dominant behavior, and semi-public/risky sexual situations. If these dynamics upset you, close the book now.
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Chapter: CHAPTER NINETY-TWO: AN OLD FRIEND (1)Aiden's POVThe sterile hum of the operating room faded behind me as I pushed through the double doors, my scrubs still damp with sweat from the intensity of the procedure.I'd just extracted my first major tumor. My hands still ached from the work, but the joy of a perfect outcome made my exhaustion worth it.I headed to the scrub sink, turning on the faucet with my elbow when Dr. Ellison, my mentor, shuffled out behind me, his white coat hanging loose on his frail frame.At seventy-two, he still refused to retire from the hospital, but I understood his reluctance to leave."That was fine work in there, Aiden," his voice was filled with pride. "You remind me of myself thirty years ago."I glanced over with a genuine smile. "Coming from you, that's high praise, Dr. Ellison."He chuckled. "Well, it seems like you're ready to fly solo on these. I should probably call it a night. These old bones need rest. See you tomorrow, kid.""Get some sleep," I replied, watching him amble toward the
最終更新日: 2026-01-29
Chapter: CHAPTER NINETY-ONE: DANCE WITH THE DEVILNikolai’s POVMy office is dim, the only real light coming from the floor-to-ceiling windows that look out over Saint Petersburg's busy roads. I’m behind my desk, my mind lost in thoughts of a certain dark-haired boy.It feels unreal that he's coming to Moscow. I'd already called my pilot to get the plane ready so I can head over as soon as possible. God, I've missed his face. I made Luka secretly take pictures for years and send them to me but it's not the same. I can't wait to actually see him. Touch him. My celibate dick is infact very excited by the idea.Viktor’s sprawled in the leather chair opposite me, swirling a glass of vodka he poured without asking.I lean back, rubbing my thumb along the rim of my own glass. “Silas called yesterday.”Viktor freezes mid-sip and slowly lowers the glass. “You’re shitting me.”“I’m not.”“Didn’t you block his number?”I give a short, humorless laugh. “Apparently he got a new one.”Viktor’s eyes narrow. “And you answered?”“I thought it was a
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Chapter: CHAPTER NINETY: MORE TROUBLEIrina's POV I lay on the bed in my bedroom, staring at the ornate ceiling as if it held the answers to all my frustrations. My mind swirled like a storm.How many had he rejected now? Five? Six? Each one was more beautiful and suitable than the last, and yet he dismissed them like yesterday's news. I clenched my fists, feeling the heat of anger rise in my chest. He was the Don, for God's sake. He needed an heir.The door creaked open, and Ivan came in, his broad shoulders filling the frame.He looked at me with concerned eyes. "Dorogaya," he said softly, closing the door behind him. "Sweetheart, what's wrong?"I just turned my head slightly to glare at him. "Everything, Ivan." I muttered, my voice heavy with exasperation."Everything. Nikolai—he keeps rejecting them. All those women I brought for him. He doesn't want any. Ya znala, chto u nego chto-to s tem mal'chikom, Aidenom... I knew he had something with that boy, Aiden, but I still assumed he'd want women."Ivan sighed, cros
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Chapter: CHAPTER EIGHTY-NINE: HAPPYAiden’s POVI’m standing at the kitchen island, pouring coffee into my favorite mug and I can’t wipe the stupid grin off my face.My cheeks actually hurt a little. It’s ridiculous. I feel like a teenager who just got asked to prom by his crush. Except my crush is a Russian Don.The dark coffee steams up when I sip. I'm not even bothered when it burns my tongue. Footsteps thump down the stairs and Lily appears in the doorway with her hair in a loose ponytail, still in the same oversized hoodie from yesterday. Her phone is glued to her hand like it’s surgically attached. That phone is honestly a serious issue.She stops and squints at me.“Why do you look so happy?” she asks, her voice suspicious.I lean back against the counter, trying to school my expression to look normal.“Am I not allowed to look happy?”She shrugs, and turns back to her screen, thumb flicking. “It’s weird. You usually look sad.”“Wow. Thanks.”“Anytime.” She glances up again and gives me a side-eye. “Aren’t you
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Chapter: CHAPTER EIGHTY-EIGHT: PEACENikolai’s POVThe bass thumps around the vibrant room, loud enough to drown out most people's thoughts but not mine apparently. I’m in the VIP section of Club Nocturne, girls circling around me. I don’t look at them. Despite my constant desire for release lately, I haven’t looked at anyone that way in years.There's only one person I want.I swirl the amber liquid in my glass, watching the club lights. Another sip burns clean down my throat. The leather seat dips as someone takes their seat beside me. I don’t have to look to know who it is.“Viktor,” I say without turning my head.“Boss.” He slides in, his long legs stretching out as he reaches for a bottle on the table. “You look like shit.”“I appreciate the compliment,” I chuckle.He pours himself a generous glass, knocks half of it back, then leans back and studies me as if to ask me what's wrong.“My mother was here earlier,” I say with a sigh. “Parading around with another woman.”“Was she beautiful at least?” Viktor question
最終更新日: 2026-01-24
Chapter: CHAPTER EIGHTY-SEVEN: THE SUMMITAiden's POV Shit, I can't believe how much time has passed. I have to be at the hospital in an hour. I head upstairs and see that Lily’s door is cracked open, which means she's awake and is probably doom-scrolling instead of getting ready for school.I knocked once and pushed it open. She was sprawled on her bed in pajama shorts and an oversized hoodie, her phone was six inches from her face, her AirPods in.“Morning, sunshine,” I said, leaning against the doorframe. “You’ve got twenty minutes before we need to leave. Chop-chop.”She didn’t even look up. “Five more minutes.”“You said that ten minutes ago when I texted you from downstairs. I'm leaving in thirty. Move it.”She finally flicked her eyes toward me, one perfect teenage eyebrow arched like I’d just suggested she eat dirt. “It’s literally not that big of a deal, Aiden. Chill.”I pinched the bridge of my nose. It's crazy how much this girl has changed from the delicate flower she used to be.She's only thirteen but she's me
最終更新日: 2026-01-22
Chapter: CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX: NO TIME TO HEALDamien's POVI learned early that the things you love most are the things you're most likely to lose. I really really don't want to lose Heaven.The bedroom is quiet except for the soft patter of rain against the window and the low hum of the heater kicking on downstairs.Heaven lies on her side, facing away from me, her arms curled loosely against her chest. The bedside lamp casts a warm gold pool across her shoulder, catching the faint freckles that dust her collarbone like scattered stars.Even now, she’s the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.I don’t deserve this view. I know that. But I can’t look away.I kick my shoes off quietly and peel out of my soaked shirt and jeans, leaving them in a heap by the dresser. I’m still clammy with sweat and whiskey, but I don’t care. I need to take care of her first.I slip into the en-suite bathroom, flick on the light just enough to see. The basin is one of those wide porcelain things the designer had put—I fill it halfway with warm water,
最終更新日: 2025-12-26
Chapter: CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE: NO PLACE LEFT TO HIDEThe rain came down in cold, relentless sheets, drumming against the brim of the man’s soaked coat as he stood half-hidden in the mouth of the alley. He pulled the burner phone from his coat pocket, thumbed the only number saved in it, and pressed it to his ear.It rang twice.“Yeah?” The voice on the other end was low, gravelly, and already impatient.The man in the shadows swallowed once, licked rainwater off his lips. “Boss. It’s me.”“Talk.”“Felix is dead.”There was a beat of silence. Then something broke on the other side of the line—glass shattering against a wall, followed by a snarled curse.“How is he dead!?” the boss demanded.“Damien found him.”The boss exhaled through his teeth furiously. “Fuck, I shouldn't have underestimated him. Do you know what this means for us?”“I know, Boss.”“You don’t know shit.” The voice dropped lower, venomous. The man in the rain shifted his weight, water sluicing off the collar of his coat. “Listen to me carefully,” the boss said. “I wa
最終更新日: 2025-12-26
Chapter: CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR: WHERE NIGHTMARES LIVEHeaven’s POVI want to go home.The thought circles my mind like a broken record, repeating so often it’s worn thin.I don’t know where here is exactly—only that it’s quiet. I’ve been stuck here for weeks.At first, I thought I was just dreaming. But... this is no dream. It's more of a nightmare.I keep reliving the same cruel scene. Over and over again.>>>>>>>>The bathroom is cold.I’m sitting in the cubicle, my feet barely touching the floor, my hands are clenched so tightly in my lap that my nails bite into my skin. I can hear both of them clearly.“Did you see how ugly and thin she looked?”“She was always such a bitch. I always knew Damien would get bored of the poor slut.”Their laughter bounces off the tiled walls carelessly, like they’re not tearing someone apart with every syllable.I tell myself not to cry. I tell myself they’re wrong. I tell myself Damien loves me.But I know that's not true.My chest hurts, and my throat burns, and I can’t stop the tears from spilling
最終更新日: 2025-12-24
Chapter: CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE: GOODBYEEden’s POVMommy’s hand feels warm today.That’s the first thing I notice when I slip my fingers into hers. It's not cold like before.I climb onto the chair, careful not to shake her bed. Dad always tells me to be careful, so I am. I swing my legs slowly and lean forward until my chin almost touches the mattress.Her chest goes up and down. Up. Down. Like she’s sleeping.“Daddy says you’re just resting,” I tell her quietly. “He says your brain needed a break. I think that sounds fair. Grown-ups never rest enough.”I squeeze her fingers gently.“If I was you, I’d sleep too.”The room smells funny. Like medicine. I’ll ask Dad if we can open the windows. Mommy would like fresh air. I lean closer, lowering my voice even though she can’t hear me.“I know you’re gonna be okay,” I say. “But,I miss you, mommy.”I brush my thumb over the back of her hand, copying the way Dad does it.“I told Dad not to be scared,” I whisper. Her face looks peaceful. “We'll wait for you to get better,” I te
最終更新日: 2025-12-23
Chapter: CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO: ALWAYS THE RIGHT HANDDamien’s POVThe old warehouse seats at the edge of the docks. We fan out immediately.Silas taps twice against his helmet.“Thermal shows movement below us,” he murmurs. “Multiple heat signatures.”Bruno cracks his knuckles softly. “How many?”“Hard to say. Twenty. Maybe more.”I adjust my grip on my weapon, my eyes scanning the dark interior.“Entry on my mark,” I say quietly.Rhea’s lips curve faintly. “Sure, boss.”I lift my fist.Then drop it.And then we move in like smoke.The moment they notice us, shouting erupts immediately.“What the—!”“CONTACT—!”Gunfire explodes across the room. Muzzle flashes strobe against concrete pillars. Men scatter in different directions, boots skidding, bodies colliding.I move through the chaos, my mind eerily clear. One man lunges at me with a knife. I sidestep, and slam my elbow into his throat.He drops without a sound.Another raises his weapon—Bruno takes him out with a single brutal punch that sends the guy sprawling like a ragdoll.“GO—
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Chapter: CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE: ON THE OTHER SIDEDamien’s POVTHREE WEEKS LATEROur bedroom still smells like antiseptic.I wake in the chair beside the bed with a jolt, my spine is stiff and my neck is aching. The monitors are still humming steadily. Green lines rise and fall like they’ve done every minute for the last twenty-one days.But at least she’s still here.That thought alone makes my chest tighten because she could have died.I lean forward with my elbows on my knees. Her lashes rest against her cheeks, her lips are slightly parted, a faint bruise still shadowing her temple where the impact happened.I can't believe I almost lost her again.I reach out and take her hand. Atleast, it’s warmer now. Dr. Denver’s voice echoes in my head.Post-hypoxic coma. Hypoxic-ischemic brain injury. Her brain was deprived of oxygen.I brush my thumb over her knuckles. “You scared the hell out of me,” I murmur softly. “I know you’d probably roll your eyes if you could hear me saying that.”My lips twitch, but I can't make myself smile.“I
最終更新日: 2025-12-22
Chapter: CHAPTER 11Asher's POV The lecture hall buzzed with a low hum of whispers as Professor Hargrove dove back into his boring explanation.Asher sat rigid in his seat at the back, his notebook still blank. His mind was a whirlwind, replaying that intense eye contact with the new guy. 'What the hell was that?' he thought, his heart still pounding like he'd just sprinted a mile. Get a grip, Ash. He's probably just sizing up the room, looking for bros to bro out with.But deep down, Asher knew it wasn't that simple. There was something electric in that stare, something that made his skin prickle and his thoughts scatter. He stole a glance at Elliott, who was two rows ahead, scribbling notes with that effortless poise. 'Stop staring, idiot,' he chided himself. 'You're not some lovesick freshman. Focus on the damn topic.'A girl in the third row twirled her hair, her eyes flicking toward Elliott more often than the board.A couple of guys exchanged smirks, probably betting on how long it'd take for
最終更新日: 2026-01-13
Chapter: CHAPTER 10Asher's POV I stared at the massive poster plastered on the bulletin board outside the student center, my eyes scanning the grid of class schedules.Fall semester was creeping up faster than I expected, and I needed to make sure my psych elective didn't clash with that godforsaken 8 a.m. calc class. Out of nowhere, a freight train slammed into my back. Okay, not a literal train, but it might as well have been.Arms wrapped around my waist in a bone-crushing hug-tackle, and I went down like a sack of potatoes, my face smooshing against the poster. The air whooshed out of my lungs, and I wheezed, trying to twist free."If it isn't the gorgeous Asher fucking Vale!" Jax's voice boomed right in my ear, laced with that signature cackle of his. The guy was built like a brick wall—because he basically was one—and he had this habit of turning affection into assault. I swear, half the time I wondered if he was trying to hug me or audition for WWE."Get the fuck off me, you lunatic!" I chok
最終更新日: 2026-01-10
Chapter: CHAPTER 09Asher's POV Our foreheads are pressed together, slick with sweat.Nico's breath fans over my lips in ragged puffs, mixing with mine, and for a second—just a second—I let myself believe this means something.That the way he's looking at me isn't just the high of coming undone. My heart's hammering in my chest, not just from the orgasm that's still buzzing through my veins, but from this stupid, fluttering hope that's unfurling inside me. God, Asher, you are such an idiot.I swallow hard, trying to steady myself, my hands still clutching at his shoulders because if I let go, I might just fall apart.His cum is on my stomach, marking me like a brand, and fuck, part of me loves it. Loves feeling claimed, even if it's just for this moment.I tilt my head a fraction, brushing my nose against his, chasing that closeness. "Nico," I whisper, my voice hoarse, barely holding together. "That was... intense." Understatement of the century. He chuckles lowly, and pulls back just enough to meet
最終更新日: 2026-01-10
Chapter: CHAPTER 08Nico's POV I watch the flush crawl up Asher’s neck like wildfire, painting that pretty skin crimson, and fuck if it doesn’t make my cock throb harder against the thin fabric of my gym shorts.He’s trying so damn hard to play it cool—his eyes darting between my face and my chest like he can’t decide which part of me he wants to devour first.I step closer.Close enough that the heat rolling off his body mingles with mine. Close enough that I can smell the faint trace of cheap body wash and nervous sweat clinging to him.“You’re a terrible liar, pretty boy.”His breath hitches.I don't know where the pet name suddenly comes from but his gorgeous eyes flick up to mine, and I see him surrender to the thick sexual tension humming between us.I reach out slowly, giving him time to bolt if he wants to.He doesn’t.My palm cups the side of his throat, thumb brushing the frantic pulse hammering under his jaw.His skin is fever-hot. I feel the tremor that runs through him when I press just a l
最終更新日: 2026-01-09
Chapter: CHAPTER 07Asher's POV The engine of my car hums as I weave through the city streets, but I'm barely even paying attention to the road. My mind's like a goddamn whirlwind, spinning around one person and refusing to quit. Nico. It's been what, a week since he left for work in Chicago? For some reason, it feels like a lifetime since I last saw him.I keep replaying that night between us in my head, the way his hands felt on my skin, the dirty words he spewed out just for me lived rent-free in my thoughts.I mean, shit, I've been obsessing over it non-stop. Every time I close my eyes, all I see his face, his smirk, his dark eyes. I'm sure he doesn't think about me like this. I'm probably just some dumb kid to him.Fuck, I need to get a grip. The streetlights start flickering as I turn onto Elmwood Avenue, my... home I guess. This neighborhood—it's like stepping into a completely different world.The place is full of graffiti-covered walls, trash blowing in the wind, and that ever-present smel
最終更新日: 2026-01-09
Chapter: CHAPTER 06Asher's POV Um... actually, Sarah—I was just about to shut this whole thing down, find some polite way to extract myself from Sarah's grip without causing a scene, when Luca and Mia suddenly stood up across the table."Hey, guys," Luca said. "Mia and I were thinking of catching that new rom-com down at the theater. Starts in like twenty minutes. You two seem to be hitting it off, but... you wanna come with?"Luca's eyes turned to me, practically begging me to say no.I could hear his internal monologue praying I wouldn't cockblock him now that he'd finally gotten Mia alone. Mia was beaming up at him, oblivious, but Luca's foot was tapping under the table like he was ready to bolt.I rolled my eyes, making sure he saw it, but kept my voice light. "Nah, man. You two go ahead. We'll just... hang here or whatever. Have fun."Luca's face lit up like I'd just handed him a winning lottery ticket. "You sure? Cool, cool. Alright, catch you later, Ash." He clapped me on the shoulder as he pa
最終更新日: 2026-01-07
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