RUIN MY 4.0
⚠️ CONTENT WARNING ⚠️
This book contains explicit sexual content, including detailed descriptions of consensual sex between adult men.
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Nikolai pins Aiden to the cadaver table, shoves his hand into his pants, and fists his throbbing cock with one ruthless stroke.
Aiden’s head slams back, a broken moan ripping free as Nikolai jacks his dick raw and fast, his thumb grinding the slick head until Aiden’s hips fuck helplessly into his grip. “Fuckkkk...”
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Aiden Cross who grew up dirt-poor clawed his way into the nation’s top medical school with nothing but his brilliance, every perfect grade is another step toward the day he’ll destroy the father who abandoned him and his family.
Then Nikolai Serrano shows up: filthy-rich, unfairly beautiful, and somehow able to match Aiden’s perfect scores without breaking a sweat. He invades Aiden’s classes, his space, his every thought, until the tension between them detonates in the dead of night.
❗Scenes include oral sex, anal sex, manual stimulation, dirty talk, praise kink, light possessive/dominant behavior, and semi-public/risky sexual situations. If these dynamics upset you, close the book now.
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Chapter: CHAPTER NINETY-EIGHT: DISTANCENikolai’s POVThe Maybach glides through the streets of St. Petersburg, its tires hissing softly against wet asphalt.Viktor’s hands are steady on the wheel, but I can feel the weight of his stare on me every few seconds.I keep my eyes on the tablet in my lap managing the shipment manifests, banking logs, as well as Ivanov’s latest movements.The Prime Minister has been acting very suspicious lately, but that's to be expected anyway.Viktor suddenly sighs dramatically and then I know that he wants to say something I don’t want to hear.I don’t look up when I mutter. “Spit it out, Vik.”“I don’t think you should go pick up Aiden.”My thumb freezes mid-scroll. I lift my gaze slowly, one brow arched. “Excuse me?”“You heard me.” He doesn’t even glance my way. His eyes are fixed on the road. “Your enemies are watching. Don’t tell me you’ve already forgotten that the Prime Minister has been crawling up your ass for weeks?”I set the tablet on the seat beside me. “I haven’t forgotten a da
Last Updated: 2026-02-24
Chapter: CHAPTER NINETY-SEVEN: HOT RUSSIANSAiden's POV TWO DAYS LATER...Lily sat on the edge of the mattress, her hand wrapped around Mom’s. Mom’s eyes—red-rimmed and glassy—found mine first. She tried to smile. “Aiden,” she rasped. “You look like hell, honey.”I huffed a laugh that didn’t reach my eyes. “Yeah, well... I've been through hell.”Lily cleared her throat at the tense silence and I continued. “They’re transferring you to the inpatient rehab this afternoon. Are you… are you gonna do it?”Mom’s lower lip trembled. She looked down at the thin hospital blanket, then back up at me. “Yes,” she whispered. “Yes, Aiden. I’m going. I swear to you. I don’t—I don’t want this anymore. I don’t want to be this person.”Tears spilled over, tracking down her cheeks. She didn’t try to wipe them away; she just let them fall, like she was too tired to hide anymore. “I’m so sorry,” she choked out. “To both of you. I told myself—just one more time. Just to feel... something. And then I woke up here.” She sniffled. “I almost died. An
Last Updated: 2026-02-10
Chapter: CHAPTER NINETY-SIX: ANXIETYAiden's POV How the hell had it come to this? Mom who'd clawed her way back from the brink of addiction was back to square one?I don't know what could have happened. She seemed fine.We were in the hospital, waiting anxiously for a doctor.I glanced at Lily who sat at the side of the waiting room, her jaw set in a stubborn line. She obviously knew what was going on. She knew that Mom had..."Lil," I started, but she didn't look up. She just tightened her arms and kept glaring at the vending machine across the room.The double doors to the ER swung open with a whoosh, and I spun around to see a doctor emerge.She scanned the room, spotting us, and then approached with a measured stride."Mr. Cross?" she said, her tone professional but kind, with a faint accent I couldn't place. "I'm Dr. Ramirez. You're here for Sasha Cross?""Yeah, that's me—Aiden. And this is my sister, Lily." I gestured vaguely, stepping closer. "How is she?"Dr. Ramirez nodded, flipping a page on her clipboard. "Y
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Chapter: CHAPTER NINETY-FIVE: BOUNDARIESNikolai's POV Ashley leaned against the bar, her green eyes sparkling as she launched into her story. "So, there I was in Paris last month, negotiating this deal with some sleazy art dealer who thought he could scam me because I'm a woman. Can you believe it? He pulls out this fake painting—swear to God, Niko, it looked like a kid finger-painted it—and tries to pass it off as authentic. I called him out, and the guy's face turned redder than a beet."I chuckled, the sound low and genuine, leaning on the bar beside her.It was easy with Ashley; always had been. We'd run in the same circles back in the day. She was sharp, ambitious, the kind of woman who could charm anyone instantly.And yeah, she was beautiful in an effortless way that turned heads. But she knew I was gay, I'd confided in her years ago, because of what happened with Silas. She was the first person I'd told about preferring guys, and she'd just shrugged and said, "Cool, more girls for me." "Sounds like you handled i
Last Updated: 2026-02-03
Chapter: CHAPTER NINETY-FOUR: SHE'S... BACKI peeled off my white coat in the hospital's locker room, the fluorescent lights buzzing overhead.My shift had dragged on way longer than expected—between Tyler's emergency surgery and catching up with Sean, it felt like I'd been in this damn hospital for a lifetime. I stuffed my coat into my locker, grabbed my backpack, and checked my phone. No missed calls from home, which was a relief, but there was a text from the conference organizers confirming my flight to Moscow. Shit, I still hadn't packed. Or told Luka about it. What was I supposed to say? "Hey, Luka, I'm jetting off to your boss's homeland for a neurosurgery conference. Don't worry, I'll be fine without my Bratva babysitter"?I shook my head, slinging my backpack over one shoulder. Get it together, Aiden. Just act normal.I headed down the hallway toward the exit, my sneakers squeaking on the linoleum. The hospital was quieter now, a calm that always followed the chaos of the day. I passed the nurses' station, noddin
Last Updated: 2026-02-02
Chapter: CHAPTER NINETY-THREE: AN OLD FRIEND (2)Nikolai's POV I grip the steering wheel tighter as I pull the car into the driveway of the Bravta's compound—it's what I now call home, but really, it's more like a fortress.It's not warm or as full of love as my penthouse had been with Aiden and Lily.The gates swing open automatically, and I glance over at Viktor by my side. I don't even want to know what he's doing on his phone, he's been glued to it since we left the office.The engine purrs to a stop in the garage, and I kill it, leaning back in the seat for a second before unbuckling."Aiden's coming to Russia," I say, the words tumbling out because I've been wanting to tell him for a while. I know he won't be comfortable with it, particularly because I already told him why I didn't want Aiden here, but I have to tell him. Viktor looks up slowly, his expression unchanging, but I know that look. It's the one he gives when he thinks I'm doing something stupid.“And everything you said about not wanting Aiden to be part of this
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Winning Heaven's Heart
Heaven never dreamed of marrying into a family as rich and powerful as the Wiles family, but an arranged marriage bound her to Damien Wiles and knowing he didn’t care about her didn’t stop her from falling for him completely.
Unfortunately, all she got in return for her love and devotion was a marriage full of pain and coldness yet she selflessly sacrificed herself when Damien was shot at.
After being trapped in a coma for five years, Heaven finally wakes up but doesn’t remember anything. At her bedside stands Damien, no longer the cold, heartless husband he once was—not that she even remembers, and a little boy who calls her “Mommy.”
Knowing that Heaven doesn’t remember their loveless marriage, and the pain that once defined her life because of him, Damien will now stop at nothing to win back the woman he once destroyed—even if it means lying to her and pretending they were the perfect couple before her accident.
But memories have a way of returning, no matter how deeply they’ve been buried. And when Heaven finally regains hers, the truth of Damien’s betrayal and the agony of her past come crashing back. Faced with the lies he spun and the love he now offers, Heaven must decide whether she can forgive the man who broke her beyond repair… or if some wounds can never truly heal.
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Chapter: CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX: NO TIME TO HEALDamien's POVI learned early that the things you love most are the things you're most likely to lose. I really really don't want to lose Heaven.The bedroom is quiet except for the soft patter of rain against the window and the low hum of the heater kicking on downstairs.Heaven lies on her side, facing away from me, her arms curled loosely against her chest. The bedside lamp casts a warm gold pool across her shoulder, catching the faint freckles that dust her collarbone like scattered stars.Even now, she’s the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.I don’t deserve this view. I know that. But I can’t look away.I kick my shoes off quietly and peel out of my soaked shirt and jeans, leaving them in a heap by the dresser. I’m still clammy with sweat and whiskey, but I don’t care. I need to take care of her first.I slip into the en-suite bathroom, flick on the light just enough to see. The basin is one of those wide porcelain things the designer had put—I fill it halfway with warm water,
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Chapter: CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE: NO PLACE LEFT TO HIDEThe rain came down in cold, relentless sheets, drumming against the brim of the man’s soaked coat as he stood half-hidden in the mouth of the alley. He pulled the burner phone from his coat pocket, thumbed the only number saved in it, and pressed it to his ear.It rang twice.“Yeah?” The voice on the other end was low, gravelly, and already impatient.The man in the shadows swallowed once, licked rainwater off his lips. “Boss. It’s me.”“Talk.”“Felix is dead.”There was a beat of silence. Then something broke on the other side of the line—glass shattering against a wall, followed by a snarled curse.“How is he dead!?” the boss demanded.“Damien found him.”The boss exhaled through his teeth furiously. “Fuck, I shouldn't have underestimated him. Do you know what this means for us?”“I know, Boss.”“You don’t know shit.” The voice dropped lower, venomous. The man in the rain shifted his weight, water sluicing off the collar of his coat. “Listen to me carefully,” the boss said. “I wa
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Chapter: CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR: WHERE NIGHTMARES LIVEHeaven’s POVI want to go home.The thought circles my mind like a broken record, repeating so often it’s worn thin.I don’t know where here is exactly—only that it’s quiet. I’ve been stuck here for weeks.At first, I thought I was just dreaming. But... this is no dream. It's more of a nightmare.I keep reliving the same cruel scene. Over and over again.>>>>>>>>The bathroom is cold.I’m sitting in the cubicle, my feet barely touching the floor, my hands are clenched so tightly in my lap that my nails bite into my skin. I can hear both of them clearly.“Did you see how ugly and thin she looked?”“She was always such a bitch. I always knew Damien would get bored of the poor slut.”Their laughter bounces off the tiled walls carelessly, like they’re not tearing someone apart with every syllable.I tell myself not to cry. I tell myself they’re wrong. I tell myself Damien loves me.But I know that's not true.My chest hurts, and my throat burns, and I can’t stop the tears from spilling
Last Updated: 2025-12-24
Chapter: CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE: GOODBYEEden’s POVMommy’s hand feels warm today.That’s the first thing I notice when I slip my fingers into hers. It's not cold like before.I climb onto the chair, careful not to shake her bed. Dad always tells me to be careful, so I am. I swing my legs slowly and lean forward until my chin almost touches the mattress.Her chest goes up and down. Up. Down. Like she’s sleeping.“Daddy says you’re just resting,” I tell her quietly. “He says your brain needed a break. I think that sounds fair. Grown-ups never rest enough.”I squeeze her fingers gently.“If I was you, I’d sleep too.”The room smells funny. Like medicine. I’ll ask Dad if we can open the windows. Mommy would like fresh air. I lean closer, lowering my voice even though she can’t hear me.“I know you’re gonna be okay,” I say. “But,I miss you, mommy.”I brush my thumb over the back of her hand, copying the way Dad does it.“I told Dad not to be scared,” I whisper. Her face looks peaceful. “We'll wait for you to get better,” I te
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Chapter: CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO: ALWAYS THE RIGHT HANDDamien’s POVThe old warehouse seats at the edge of the docks. We fan out immediately.Silas taps twice against his helmet.“Thermal shows movement below us,” he murmurs. “Multiple heat signatures.”Bruno cracks his knuckles softly. “How many?”“Hard to say. Twenty. Maybe more.”I adjust my grip on my weapon, my eyes scanning the dark interior.“Entry on my mark,” I say quietly.Rhea’s lips curve faintly. “Sure, boss.”I lift my fist.Then drop it.And then we move in like smoke.The moment they notice us, shouting erupts immediately.“What the—!”“CONTACT—!”Gunfire explodes across the room. Muzzle flashes strobe against concrete pillars. Men scatter in different directions, boots skidding, bodies colliding.I move through the chaos, my mind eerily clear. One man lunges at me with a knife. I sidestep, and slam my elbow into his throat.He drops without a sound.Another raises his weapon—Bruno takes him out with a single brutal punch that sends the guy sprawling like a ragdoll.“GO—
Last Updated: 2025-12-22
Chapter: CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE: ON THE OTHER SIDEDamien’s POVTHREE WEEKS LATEROur bedroom still smells like antiseptic.I wake in the chair beside the bed with a jolt, my spine is stiff and my neck is aching. The monitors are still humming steadily. Green lines rise and fall like they’ve done every minute for the last twenty-one days.But at least she’s still here.That thought alone makes my chest tighten because she could have died.I lean forward with my elbows on my knees. Her lashes rest against her cheeks, her lips are slightly parted, a faint bruise still shadowing her temple where the impact happened.I can't believe I almost lost her again.I reach out and take her hand. Atleast, it’s warmer now. Dr. Denver’s voice echoes in my head.Post-hypoxic coma. Hypoxic-ischemic brain injury. Her brain was deprived of oxygen.I brush my thumb over her knuckles. “You scared the hell out of me,” I murmur softly. “I know you’d probably roll your eyes if you could hear me saying that.”My lips twitch, but I can't make myself smile.“I
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Chapter: CHAPTER 12Asher’s POVI pushed open the front door of Luca’s house with my shoulder.The living room was dim except for the massive glow of the football game on the TV.Luca and Jax were sprawled across the couch, their attention fixated on the screen as they played. Luca spotted me first. He didn’t even pause the game—just tilted his head back over the couch and raised both eyebrows.“Well, well, well,” he drawled. “Look who decided to grace us with his presence.”Jax didn’t even look away from the screen. I let the door click shut behind me and dropped my backpack by the entry table with a thud. “Yeah, yeah. I’m so sorry about lunch, guys. Something… came up.”Luca finally hit pause. The frozen players on screen looked as annoyed as he did. He twisted around fully now, one arm slung over the back of the couch. “Something came up,” he repeated slowly. “And you couldn’t be bothered to shoot us a text? One sentence, Ash. ‘Yo, I can't make it’”I rubbed the back of my neck. “I already said I’
Last Updated: 2026-02-22
Chapter: CHAPTER 11Asher's POV The lecture hall buzzed with a low hum of whispers as Professor Hargrove dove back into his boring explanation.Asher sat rigid in his seat at the back, his notebook still blank. His mind was a whirlwind, replaying that intense eye contact with the new guy. 'What the hell was that?' he thought, his heart still pounding like he'd just sprinted a mile. Get a grip, Ash. He's probably just sizing up the room, looking for bros to bro out with.But deep down, Asher knew it wasn't that simple. There was something electric in that stare, something that made his skin prickle and his thoughts scatter. He stole a glance at Elliott, who was two rows ahead, scribbling notes with that effortless poise. 'Stop staring, idiot,' he chided himself. 'You're not some lovesick freshman. Focus on the damn topic.'A girl in the third row twirled her hair, her eyes flicking toward Elliott more often than the board.A couple of guys exchanged smirks, probably betting on how long it'd take for
Last Updated: 2026-01-13
Chapter: CHAPTER 10Asher's POV I stared at the massive poster plastered on the bulletin board outside the student center, my eyes scanning the grid of class schedules.Fall semester was creeping up faster than I expected, and I needed to make sure my psych elective didn't clash with that godforsaken 8 a.m. calc class. Out of nowhere, a freight train slammed into my back. Okay, not a literal train, but it might as well have been.Arms wrapped around my waist in a bone-crushing hug-tackle, and I went down like a sack of potatoes, my face smooshing against the poster. The air whooshed out of my lungs, and I wheezed, trying to twist free."If it isn't the gorgeous Asher fucking Vale!" Jax's voice boomed right in my ear, laced with that signature cackle of his. The guy was built like a brick wall—because he basically was one—and he had this habit of turning affection into assault. I swear, half the time I wondered if he was trying to hug me or audition for WWE."Get the fuck off me, you lunatic!" I chok
Last Updated: 2026-01-10
Chapter: CHAPTER 09Asher's POV Our foreheads are pressed together, slick with sweat.Nico's breath fans over my lips in ragged puffs, mixing with mine, and for a second—just a second—I let myself believe this means something.That the way he's looking at me isn't just the high of coming undone. My heart's hammering in my chest, not just from the orgasm that's still buzzing through my veins, but from this stupid, fluttering hope that's unfurling inside me. God, Asher, you are such an idiot.I swallow hard, trying to steady myself, my hands still clutching at his shoulders because if I let go, I might just fall apart.His cum is on my stomach, marking me like a brand, and fuck, part of me loves it. Loves feeling claimed, even if it's just for this moment.I tilt my head a fraction, brushing my nose against his, chasing that closeness. "Nico," I whisper, my voice hoarse, barely holding together. "That was... intense." Understatement of the century. He chuckles lowly, and pulls back just enough to meet
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Chapter: CHAPTER 08Nico's POV I watch the flush crawl up Asher’s neck like wildfire, painting that pretty skin crimson, and fuck if it doesn’t make my cock throb harder against the thin fabric of my gym shorts.He’s trying so damn hard to play it cool—his eyes darting between my face and my chest like he can’t decide which part of me he wants to devour first.I step closer.Close enough that the heat rolling off his body mingles with mine. Close enough that I can smell the faint trace of cheap body wash and nervous sweat clinging to him.“You’re a terrible liar, pretty boy.”His breath hitches.I don't know where the pet name suddenly comes from but his gorgeous eyes flick up to mine, and I see him surrender to the thick sexual tension humming between us.I reach out slowly, giving him time to bolt if he wants to.He doesn’t.My palm cups the side of his throat, thumb brushing the frantic pulse hammering under his jaw.His skin is fever-hot. I feel the tremor that runs through him when I press just a l
Last Updated: 2026-01-09
Chapter: CHAPTER 07Asher's POV The engine of my car hums as I weave through the city streets, but I'm barely even paying attention to the road. My mind's like a goddamn whirlwind, spinning around one person and refusing to quit. Nico. It's been what, a week since he left for work in Chicago? For some reason, it feels like a lifetime since I last saw him.I keep replaying that night between us in my head, the way his hands felt on my skin, the dirty words he spewed out just for me lived rent-free in my thoughts.I mean, shit, I've been obsessing over it non-stop. Every time I close my eyes, all I see his face, his smirk, his dark eyes. I'm sure he doesn't think about me like this. I'm probably just some dumb kid to him.Fuck, I need to get a grip. The streetlights start flickering as I turn onto Elmwood Avenue, my... home I guess. This neighborhood—it's like stepping into a completely different world.The place is full of graffiti-covered walls, trash blowing in the wind, and that ever-present smel
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