RUIN MY 4.0
⚠️ CONTENT WARNING ⚠️
This book contains explicit sexual content, including detailed descriptions of consensual sex between adult men.
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Nikolai pins Aiden to the cadaver table, shoves his hand into his pants, and fists his throbbing cock with one ruthless stroke.
Aiden’s head slams back, a broken moan ripping free as Nikolai jacks his dick raw and fast, his thumb grinding the slick head until Aiden’s hips fuck helplessly into his grip. “Fuckkkk...”
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Aiden Cross who grew up dirt-poor clawed his way into the nation’s top medical school with nothing but his brilliance, every perfect grade is another step toward the day he’ll destroy the father who abandoned him and his family.
Then Nikolai Serrano shows up: filthy-rich, unfairly beautiful, and somehow able to match Aiden’s perfect scores without breaking a sweat. He invades Aiden’s classes, his space, his every thought, until the tension between them detonates in the dead of night.
❗Scenes include oral sex, anal sex, manual stimulation, dirty talk, praise kink, light possessive/dominant behavior, and semi-public/risky sexual situations. If these dynamics upset you, close the book now.
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Chapter: CHAPTER 125: EPILOGUE (II)Nikolai’s POV I lay propped up on one elbow, my gaze tracing the rhythmic rise and fall of Aiden’s bare chest. He fell asleep almost immediately after we made love, worn out from his long shift. A quiet chuckle escaped my throat. I still didn’t entirely understand how my life had completely transformed like this. Just a few months ago, I was the feared, ruthless Don of the Russian Bratva, reigning over a criminal empire and now, I was a live-in fiancé. I looked down at Aiden's relaxed hand resting on the pillow between us, my lips curving into a smirk as my eyes caught the engagement ring—soon to be a wedding band—gleaming on his palm. Leaning over, I pressed a gentle kiss to his warm forehead, careful not to wake him, before slipping out from under the silk sheets. I pulled on a dark silk robe and walked over to the floor-to-ceiling windows, looking out at the moonlit grounds of our estate. Relinquishing my position as Don hadn’t been an easy legacy to let go of. It
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Chapter: CHAPTER 124: EPILOGUE (I)[THREE MONTHS LATER]Aiden’s POVMy exhausting shift had finally come to an end. I finished locking my office and started walking down the busy main corridor, my bag slung over my shoulder.“Incredible job on that aneurysm, Dr. Cross,” one of the scrub nurses called out, offering a warm smile as she passed.“Thanks, Sarah. Have a good night,” I replied, nodding politely to a group of pediatrics nurses who waved from the main desk. I forced myself to keep my head up, greeting the familiar faces, but inside, I was so fucking tired. As I approached the main lobby entrance, I spotted Sean standing by the reception desk. He was dressed in his dark blue scrubs, looking tired but happy. The moment his eyes found me, a genuine smile broke across his face, and he walked over to meet me.“Hey,” Sean said. “Look at you. You actually survived your endless surgeries.”“Barely,” I chuckled softly, stopping in front of him. “I think I was in that OR for ten hours straight. My back is completely don
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Chapter: CHAPTER 123: SAVING IVANAiden’s POVI stood in the hallway, my hand hovering just inches from the brass knob to Nikolai’s door, my chest so tight I could barely breathe. I was terrified to go inside. Terrified to see him.Through the small crack in the door, I could see Nikolai sitting perfectly still, staring down at a framed photograph in his lap. It was the picture he’d personally selected for his mother's empty casket ceremony. In it, Irina looked beautiful and…free.The ceremony was supposed to start in ten minutes. Everyone was gathered out on the estate grounds, waiting in a tense silence. The only problem was that we couldn't start—not only because Nikolai was locked in his room, but because Ivan had completely vanished. He hadn't been seen since last night, and no one could find him anywhere.“Aiden, the child will not stop crying,” Luka groaned, his voice echoing down the hallway as he walked up from the grounds. He looked entirely exhausted. “You have to come hold her. She only stops when you carr
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Chapter: CHAPTER 122: THE COST OF VICTORYNikolai's POVThe abandoned warehouse was suffocatingly dusty, smelling faintly of decaying wood. A single, exposed bulb hung from the ceiling, casting a circle of light over the concrete floor. I sat on a single steel chair right in the center of that light, my arms resting on my knees, my expression completely blank.A heavy iron side door groaned open, scraping loudly against the floor.Prime Minister Ivanov walked into the light in a pristine gray suit that looked entirely out of place in the filth, and his signature slimy smirk was plastered across his face. A dozen heavily armed federal agents marched in behind him, their boots thudding in unison, weapons held tightly.“I’d like to say this was a surprise, but it wasn’t,” Ivanov said. He stopped just outside the circle of light, adjusting his cuffs with an insufferable, smug confidence. “I knew a rational man like you would eventually see the benefits of a compromise, Nikolai. I always win.”My frown remained locked in place, my
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Chapter: CHAPTER 121: A RARE LAUGHAiden's POV“You know, I would’ve appreciated it if I didn't have to hear that you went back to Russia from Mom, Aiden.” Lily’s face was up close to her camera, her expression full of teenage judgment.I let out a heavy sigh, rubbing the back of my neck. “Lily, I’m sorry. Things happened so fast, and I didn't want to worry you.”She surprised me by shrugging in total abandon. “Oh no, I’m not mad. You should have left sooner, everyone at school compliments my outfits now.”My eyes narrowed instantly as my protective older brother instinct kicked in. “You better not be wearing those incomplete clothes to school. They’re inappropriate.”Lily just rolled her eyes, completely unfazed. “Everyone wears them now.” Before I could lecture her on what counted as a full shirt, she waved a hand dismissively. “Anyway, where’s… Nikolai? It’s been ages since I’ve seen him.”“He’s, uh… at work,” I said.It wasn't really a lie. Nikolai was working, even though he was just in his office two rooms down f
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Chapter: FINAL UPDATE!Hi, everyone I just wanted to apologize for not being able to release all the chapters as promised. Lots of stuff I genuinely didn’t expect happened to me, but I hate disappointing you guys, especially after all the excitement and support you’ve shown this story. Thank you for being patient with me and for sticking with me through the delays. Your comments, messages, and constant support honestly mean more than you know. The remaining chapters will be coming tomorrow, and I truly appreciate everyone who’s still here waiting for this story with me (〒﹏〒)
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Chapter: CHAPTER 020Malik's POVI’m kissing Nathaniel. I’M. KISSING. NATHANIEL.The mantra screamed through my head, and it nearly drove my inner wolf insane with victory. For years, I had starved for this. I had watched him from across rooms, contenting myself with being just the protector, just the best friend, while burying the demanding hunger that begged me to claim him.But tasting him now? It was ruinous. It was… everything.He was so small against me, pinned perfectly between my heavy frame and the solid wood of my bedroom door.His hands were tangled in the hair at the nape of my neck, his fingers digging in with a grip that told me he was just as breathless as I was.I groaned again, the sound feral, as I tilted his head back further. I deepened the angle, my tongue sliding over his, consuming his sweet vanilla taste until I couldn't tell where I ended and he began.He let out a soft whimper into my mouth, his knees completely giving out. I caught him instantly, my massive arm locking around hi
ปรับปรุงล่าสุด: 2026-06-17
Chapter: CHAPTER 019Nathaniel’s POV If he wanted to pretend I didn't exist, then so be it. It had been two days since the festival and Malik was still completely ignoring me. I hadn’t done anything wrong, but he wouldn't even give me the opportunity to explain that Brandon had forced that kiss on me. Instead, he’d chosen to let that woman cling to him for the rest of the night. Fine. If he preferred her company over mine, I wasn't going to bother wasting my breath. I didn't even feel the metal edge of the iron trowel digging into my palm as I tightly gripped the gardening tool, aggressively hacking at the weeds in the greenhouse. My anger rose as the image of the woman’s flawless face and her slender hand wrapped around Malik’s arm flashed behind my eyelids for the hundredth time. I didn't understand the rage that seemed to burn in my chest. Why did I care so much? Why did the thought of her touching him make me want to tear the roots right out of the soil? “Um… sir?” A quiet voice abruptly s
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Chapter: CHAPTER 018Malik’s POVGod, I must be the dumbest man alive.I can’t believe that I actually thought, for even one second, that Nathaniel had fallen out of love with Brandon. I can't believe I let myself imagine that maybe, just maybe, he was starting to feel something for me. I had been floating on air all morning because he let me hold him last night, because he let me touch his stomach and call his baby ours.What a fucking joke.I stormed down the grand hallway of the Pack House, my boots thudding against the marble floor. The scent of Brandon’s nasty pheromones mixed with Nathaniel’s sweet vanilla scent was burning the back of my throat, stoking a raging fire in my chest.“Malik! Wait, please! Stop!”Nathaniel’s voice echoed down the corridor, followed by the frantic patter of his footsteps. I didn't slow down. My inner wolf was pacing behind my ribs, snarling and snapping in anger, wanting to tear down the walls of this entire building.“Malik, just listen to me!”He finally caught up, th
ปรับปรุงล่าสุด: 2026-06-15
Chapter: CHAPTER 017Nathaniel's POV The polished floors of the Pack House felt unusually cold beneath my boots as I walked through the grand entrance. My fingers tightly gripped the strap of my satchel, a knot of anxiety twisting in my stomach. Malik had mind-linked me just a few minutes ago, telling me to come to the main building.I couldn't lie to myself. I was incredibly nervous.What Malik had done at the festival today was a brutal nightmare that forced me to remember that my best friend was so much more than the soft, caring protector I usually saw.He was a beast. He was... Alpha Malice. And he could dismantle a powerful Council family with a few words and an evil smirk, entirely unbothered by the lives he ruined in the process.I tried to swallow my nerves, deep-breathing to calm my racing heart. Malik wouldn't like it if he scented fear on me; he hated the idea of me being scared of him. And to be completely honest, I wasn't terrified of him. I was just... utterly shocked. He did that to Oc
ปรับปรุงล่าสุด: 2026-06-14
Chapter: CHAPTER 016Malik’s POV I stood on the elevated stone podium, my arms crossed over my chest as my eyes ruthlessly glanced through the sea of pack members below. The noise of the crowd was a loud, chaotic buzz, but I wasn't listening to it. I was looking for one specific person. Yet I couldn't find Nathaniel anywhere. “Alpha Malik, this is quite a surprise. I wouldn't have guessed you'd join us today,” Brandon's smooth, arrogant voice drifted from my left. He shifted in his grand chair, looking up at me with a fake smile. I kept my eyes trained straight ahead on the crowd, refusing to give him even a glance. “I'm full of surprises, Brandon,” I said, my voice dripping with an icy indifference that made his smile falter. I slowly turned my head, my gaze landing on Lucien Sullivan. The Elder was sitting next to Brandon, smiling arrogantly as he waved at some of the lower-district merchants. He looked completely untouchable, basking in the glory of his status. I let a faint, dark smile pull
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Chapter: CHAPTER 015Malik’s POVThe air reeked of the blood pooling on the floor of the Pit. Deep beneath my estate, this concrete bunker was soundproof, windowless, and designed for one specific purpose: extracting the truth.Tonight, a wolf named Silas occupied the chair. Silas had been hired no more than two months ago as a lower-tier guard in the Pack House. He wasn't one of my direct, hand-picked men but his position gave him just enough access to wander the corridors, eavesdrop on conversations, and gather sensitive information.Like the spontaneous decision I had made to take Nathaniel to the fields.“Please... please...” Silas choked out, his voice a ragged whisper. He was chained securely to a heavy steel chair in the center of the room, his face unrecognizable from the absolute brutality I’d spent the last hour inflicting on him.I didn't say a word. I just calmly picked up a pair of heavy iron pliers from the tray, the cold metal reflecting the dim room. Beside me, Jax stood with his arms cro
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Chapter: CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX: NO TIME TO HEALDamien's POVI learned early that the things you love most are the things you're most likely to lose. I really really don't want to lose Heaven.The bedroom is quiet except for the soft patter of rain against the window and the low hum of the heater kicking on downstairs.Heaven lies on her side, facing away from me, her arms curled loosely against her chest. The bedside lamp casts a warm gold pool across her shoulder, catching the faint freckles that dust her collarbone like scattered stars.Even now, she’s the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.I don’t deserve this view. I know that. But I can’t look away.I kick my shoes off quietly and peel out of my soaked shirt and jeans, leaving them in a heap by the dresser. I’m still clammy with sweat and whiskey, but I don’t care. I need to take care of her first.I slip into the en-suite bathroom, flick on the light just enough to see. The basin is one of those wide porcelain things the designer had put—I fill it halfway with warm water,
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Chapter: CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE: NO PLACE LEFT TO HIDEThe rain came down in cold, relentless sheets, drumming against the brim of the man’s soaked coat as he stood half-hidden in the mouth of the alley. He pulled the burner phone from his coat pocket, thumbed the only number saved in it, and pressed it to his ear.It rang twice.“Yeah?” The voice on the other end was low, gravelly, and already impatient.The man in the shadows swallowed once, licked rainwater off his lips. “Boss. It’s me.”“Talk.”“Felix is dead.”There was a beat of silence. Then something broke on the other side of the line—glass shattering against a wall, followed by a snarled curse.“How is he dead!?” the boss demanded.“Damien found him.”The boss exhaled through his teeth furiously. “Fuck, I shouldn't have underestimated him. Do you know what this means for us?”“I know, Boss.”“You don’t know shit.” The voice dropped lower, venomous. The man in the rain shifted his weight, water sluicing off the collar of his coat. “Listen to me carefully,” the boss said. “I wa
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Chapter: CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR: WHERE NIGHTMARES LIVEHeaven’s POVI want to go home.The thought circles my mind like a broken record, repeating so often it’s worn thin.I don’t know where here is exactly—only that it’s quiet. I’ve been stuck here for weeks.At first, I thought I was just dreaming. But... this is no dream. It's more of a nightmare.I keep reliving the same cruel scene. Over and over again.>>>>>>>>The bathroom is cold.I’m sitting in the cubicle, my feet barely touching the floor, my hands are clenched so tightly in my lap that my nails bite into my skin. I can hear both of them clearly.“Did you see how ugly and thin she looked?”“She was always such a bitch. I always knew Damien would get bored of the poor slut.”Their laughter bounces off the tiled walls carelessly, like they’re not tearing someone apart with every syllable.I tell myself not to cry. I tell myself they’re wrong. I tell myself Damien loves me.But I know that's not true.My chest hurts, and my throat burns, and I can’t stop the tears from spilling
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Chapter: CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE: GOODBYEEden’s POVMommy’s hand feels warm today.That’s the first thing I notice when I slip my fingers into hers. It's not cold like before.I climb onto the chair, careful not to shake her bed. Dad always tells me to be careful, so I am. I swing my legs slowly and lean forward until my chin almost touches the mattress.Her chest goes up and down. Up. Down. Like she’s sleeping.“Daddy says you’re just resting,” I tell her quietly. “He says your brain needed a break. I think that sounds fair. Grown-ups never rest enough.”I squeeze her fingers gently.“If I was you, I’d sleep too.”The room smells funny. Like medicine. I’ll ask Dad if we can open the windows. Mommy would like fresh air. I lean closer, lowering my voice even though she can’t hear me.“I know you’re gonna be okay,” I say. “But,I miss you, mommy.”I brush my thumb over the back of her hand, copying the way Dad does it.“I told Dad not to be scared,” I whisper. Her face looks peaceful. “We'll wait for you to get better,” I te
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Chapter: CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO: ALWAYS THE RIGHT HANDDamien’s POVThe old warehouse seats at the edge of the docks. We fan out immediately.Silas taps twice against his helmet.“Thermal shows movement below us,” he murmurs. “Multiple heat signatures.”Bruno cracks his knuckles softly. “How many?”“Hard to say. Twenty. Maybe more.”I adjust my grip on my weapon, my eyes scanning the dark interior.“Entry on my mark,” I say quietly.Rhea’s lips curve faintly. “Sure, boss.”I lift my fist.Then drop it.And then we move in like smoke.The moment they notice us, shouting erupts immediately.“What the—!”“CONTACT—!”Gunfire explodes across the room. Muzzle flashes strobe against concrete pillars. Men scatter in different directions, boots skidding, bodies colliding.I move through the chaos, my mind eerily clear. One man lunges at me with a knife. I sidestep, and slam my elbow into his throat.He drops without a sound.Another raises his weapon—Bruno takes him out with a single brutal punch that sends the guy sprawling like a ragdoll.“GO—
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Chapter: CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE: ON THE OTHER SIDEDamien’s POVTHREE WEEKS LATEROur bedroom still smells like antiseptic.I wake in the chair beside the bed with a jolt, my spine is stiff and my neck is aching. The monitors are still humming steadily. Green lines rise and fall like they’ve done every minute for the last twenty-one days.But at least she’s still here.That thought alone makes my chest tighten because she could have died.I lean forward with my elbows on my knees. Her lashes rest against her cheeks, her lips are slightly parted, a faint bruise still shadowing her temple where the impact happened.I can't believe I almost lost her again.I reach out and take her hand. Atleast, it’s warmer now. Dr. Denver’s voice echoes in my head.Post-hypoxic coma. Hypoxic-ischemic brain injury. Her brain was deprived of oxygen.I brush my thumb over her knuckles. “You scared the hell out of me,” I murmur softly. “I know you’d probably roll your eyes if you could hear me saying that.”My lips twitch, but I can't make myself smile.“I
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Chapter: CHAPTER 17Asher’s POV“You think he’s gonna ground me?” Luca asked, dumping the final trash bag by the front door. He wiped sweat off his forehead with the back of his arm.I forced a laugh. “Probably worse. He looked ready to ship you off to military school.”Luca groaned. “Fuck. I’m never throwing another party here. Ever.” He paused, glancing at me sideways. “You okay, though? You’ve been quiet.”My stomach twisted. “Yeah. Just a little tired.”He clapped me on the shoulder. “Don’t beat yourself up. It was my dumb idea. You’re a good friend for even showing up.”A good friend. His words felt like a punch to my gut. If he only knew.We finally finished around one-thirty. The house looked spotless again. Luca stretched with a massive yawn, his messy hair sticking up in every direction.“I’m wiped, man. I need some fucking sleep. You staying over?”I nodded, avoiding his eyes. “Yeah. I'm good on the couch.”“Sure, if that's what you want. Night, Ash.” He headed upstairs, and a minute later his
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Chapter: CHAPTER 16Asher’s POVI stood frozen near the stove, Luca right beside me. My best friend looked like he’d been slapped across the face.His usual cocky grin was gone, replaced by a wide-eyed expression he only got when he knew he’d really fucked up.Nico stood in the middle of the kitchen with a frown of disapproval, his arms crossed over his broad chest. He looked exhausted and pissed off at the same time.“I trusted you,” Nico said, his voice low. “Both of you. You know my rules, Luca. No parties, and no strangers in my house.”Luca shifted beside me, rubbing the back of his neck. “Dad, it was supposed to be a small thing, I swear—”“Small?” Nico cut him off with a scoff. “There are cigarette burns on my hardwood floors. People were dry-humping on the staircase. And you—” His sharp gaze swung to me. “You couldn’t even warn him, Asher? You’ve been in and out of this house since you were a kid. You know how I feel about this shit.”My mouth went dry. I swallowed hard, trying to find my voice.
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Chapter: CHAPTER 15Nico’s POVI let out a tired sigh, gripping the wheel tighter than necessary.I’ve been stuck working for twelve shitty hours. Some days, all this crap makes me wish I’d just stayed in the military.My head was pounding. All I wanted was a quiet house, a cold beer, and maybe an hour in the basement gym to sweat the day out of my system.My phone buzzed with an unknown number. I almost let it go to voicemail, but in my line of work, letting it ring out wasn’t really an option.“Yeah,” I answered, my voice flat.A low, gravelly voice came through. “Rossi, I’ve got a job for you. It’s high priority, and I need it done quietly. You in?”I exhaled through my nose, keeping my eyes on the dark road ahead.I’ve been in the game for a long time. I did what I had to so I could take care of Luca, but lately it’s been leaving a bad feeling I can’t shake off.“I’ll think about it,” I said. “Send the details. I’ll get back to you by tomorrow.”“Make it fast. The pay’s double if it’s clean.”“Underst
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Chapter: CHAPTER 14Asher’s POV Elliott walked beside me, his green eyes flicking over the framed photos all over Luca's hallway. “Damn,” he said, a low whistle escaping. “This place is insane. Your friend’s dad must be some kind of big billionaire or something. How many rooms does this mansion even have?” I shrugged. “I honestly don't know. I don't think I've ever counted.“ Elliott shook his head. “My entire apartment back in LA could fit in the living room. What does Luca’s dad do? Tech mogul?” “Private security contractor,” I said, turning down the side hall toward the game room. “He's ex-military and he’s gone a lot. Strict as hell when he’s home, though. Hence why Luca only throws parties when he’s out of town.” Elliott grinned sideways at me. “So we’re basically breaking his rules right now? I like it. It makes me feel like a rebel.” He paused at the open door to the game room, his eyes lighting up at the pool table. “Okay, this is sick. You any good at pool?” “Not even a little,” I
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Chapter: CHAPTER 13Asher's POV I was trying—and failing miserably—to focus on the psychology textbook in front of me with all the cafeteria noise buzzing around. Jax rolled his eyes at me. “Dude. What the hell are you even studying for anyway? You’ve been glued to those books all day.” I scoffed dramatically, “I have a test coming up. It’s worth, like, thirty percent of my grade.” Jax snorted, shoving half a burger into his mouth. “Whatever.” Luca grinned at both of us. “Hey guys, I have an idea. I've been thinking a lot about throwing a party this weekend.” Jax’s eyes instantly lit up. “Hell yes! Finally! Your place? Tell me we’re doing it at your place.” Luca nodded. “My dad’s out of town for work. And the house is wide open. We can raid the liquor cabinet, set up the speakers in the living room, invite a bunch of people. It’s gonna be epic.” I closed my book halfway, raising a brow skeptically. “Wait… but your dad's pretty strict about that kinda stuff. The last time you had people o
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Chapter: CHAPTER 12Asher’s POVI pushed open the front door of Luca’s house with my shoulder.The living room was dim except for the massive glow of the football game on the TV.Luca and Jax were sprawled across the couch, their attention fixated on the screen as they played. Luca spotted me first. He didn’t even pause the game—just tilted his head back over the couch and raised both eyebrows.“Well, well, well,” he drawled. “Look who decided to grace us with his presence.”Jax didn’t even look away from the screen. I let the door click shut behind me and dropped my backpack by the entry table with a thud. “Yeah, yeah. I’m so sorry about lunch, guys. Something… came up.”Luca finally hit pause. The frozen players on screen looked as annoyed as he did. He twisted around fully now, one arm slung over the back of the couch. “Something came up,” he repeated slowly. “And you couldn’t be bothered to shoot us a text? One sentence, Ash. ‘Yo, I can't make it’”I rubbed the back of my neck. “I already said I’
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