Novels by Jayden

I didn’t sleep a single wink. Every time I closed my eyes, my brain played a chaotic mashup of Michael’s bare chest, Nathan’s mocking laugh, and Hudson’s cold, piercing gaze, the reaction I will be getting once I step to Fiat. Everything is a chaos in my mind, and I do not know how to control it.By the time my alarm finally went off, my head was pounding, and the reflection in my bathroom mirror looked entirely ghostly.I carefully pulled Michael’s shirt out of the dryer. I had spent an extra hour meticulously ironing it, making sure it was crisp, spotless, and completely white, exactly as he had demanded. Folds perfectly aligned. Not a single trace of the dark coffee stain remained. I placed it gently into a clean paper bag, handling it like it was a live explosive device. Because if anything went wrong with it today, it might actually blow up my entire life.“You look like you’re walking to your execution.” a voice drawled from the kitchen island.I paused, clutching the paper bag

I could feel my eyes drying from staring from my phone screen for too long. Everything is a mess. I do not know why this year started like it is already in the middle of the year, when it is just the first day only!A lot happened in a day, today. And I do not want to talk about it, but I am pretty sure, tomorrow, when I go and step on to that university, everyone will talk about me.“Holy shit! That’s embarassing.”A voice coming out from my phone said.Me, bumping to Hudson is spreading all over the school page, the school freedom wall, everything where people from my school can see. And it is embarrassing. I know that I am used to being targeted and being bullied before, but this kind of humiliation is my downfall…And if you think this is the only problem I am thinking tonight, no. You are wrong.Nathan still have a video of me, sniffing Michael’s shirt, and that video, would be the reason why I will not graduate in that school, because I know I will left even before it spread.An

As the class ended, I started packing up my things to prepare myself to leave. Every move I make, every thing I touch, and every action I do, makes me feel like I will turn this man’s attention onto mine, and I will be bullied again. And I have to be careful not to even touch or disturb him.I experienced the bullying of Nathan, and it is a nightmare, and I do not want to know what experience I will be getting when Michael plays with me.But as much as how careful I am with everything I do, I accidentally spill his coffee when I get my bag but it is tied onto the foot of my chair, making my chair fell onto his, letting his coffee spilled out onto his….White shirt.“Fuck.”I could hear my classmates gasping and there “Oooohhhh” like they have been waiting all day for this entertainment to happen.“I... I am so sorry!” I apologize immediately, my voice shaking as I frantically grabbed a handful of crumpled tissues from my pocket. I leaned over, desperate to wipe the stain off his chest

High school. They said that being in high school is fun. A lot of memories can be made that you will always remember and cherish when you finish and graduate. But today start’s the last year of me being in high school. The only memory I made is being caught up in my classmate’s conflicts, by making me the biggest target in Fiat Locke Academy for three years.‘What do you mean by caught up, Niel?’It means being targeted by the bullies. Making fun of, being the laughingstock for everyone’s happiness. But things are just the way they are. I cannot change it, even if I have to beg for them to stop, they won’t, they will just continue and I just have to suffer. And I am used to it.“Good Morning sunshine!”And speaking of, the leader of my bullies, Nathan. I don’t know why he chose me to be the target of everyone, it’s just one day, they all went up to me and then they started saying things that are funny to them, but offensive to me.“Mornin’.” The only thing that came out of my mouth.