LOGINAspen
My marriage to Killian was going to last for just 6 months. That was what the contract said. All I had to do was be his wife on paper and nobody had to know that we were married and I was to live with him for those six months. There were two papers in my hands, the marriage certificate, and the marriage contract. The contract had a few rules and one of those rules was that both parties were to act like couples around other people if there was ever a reason to do that, if both parties ever started having sex, the female was to see to it that she never got pregnant. I frowned at that. I was never going to allow Killian to touch me, not to talk about carrying his baby. That would never happen. Another rule was that I had to start taking birth control pills the moment we got married. I frowned yet again. It seemed like Killian was so keen on not having that child. Good. At least there was something that we both disagreed on. I was to listen to his every word and never disobey him. I was just a wife on paper and we were not going to share a room. Both parties were also allowed to live like strangers. After thorough thinking, I signed the papers. It was just 6 months. The marriage was going to be for just six months and in those six months, I vowed to myself that I would stay very far away from Killian. Sex was not even an option. I hated him. “At least mom will get treated,” I mumbled to myself and tears filled my eyes. But it was so sad that the money was given to my father. I did not trust that man. I had a weird feeling about him having that money with him. The door to the room that I was in opened and Killian walked in. His brown hair was falling freely on his forehead and he was seriously handsome. Tall, muscular, good-looking and he smelled nice. But I still despised him. “What was your final decision?” He asked and I just threw the papers at him. Killian caught the papers and then smiled once he read them. “You are smart. Good decision.” I rolled my eyes at his words. “There is going to be a very tiny adjustment.” I cleared my throat. “It's a good thing that you don't want kids. I love children so much, but a man like you can never be the father of my children. I'd rather die.” A look flashed through his eyes but he was quick to blink it away. “To make things more flexible, we stay away from sex. I will not have sex with you. I will also do well to avoid you with all I have got for these 6 months. Live your life and I live mine. You can bring in 100 women if you want, just do well to stay away from me. I hate you.” Judging from the way he was looking at me, Killian could really kill me and I still couldn't understand where my boldness was coming from. It was fucking Killian Davenport. But I was his wife and he wouldn't dare lay his hands on me. “If I'm done here, I have to go home quickly. I need some things to pick up and I have to talk to my dad.” Despite the pain of my sudden marriage, I was feeling excited within. “I'm very sure you read the part where you are not supposed to leave this house freely. Unless I say so.” Killian slowly drew out, his voice slow and tense. “Freely. I'm not leaving freely. And you can send someone to take me there.” I needed a free ride. I did not even know where I was. “The essence of all this was the money. I have to meet my dad and then go to the hospital.” “Then I'll take you there.” My eyes widened. “What?” I yelped. “You'd better come with me now or I will change my mind. And you will not leave again unless I say so.” Killian was very authoritative. I ran behind him as he casually headed downstairs. His house was huge and beautiful. The ride to my place was eerily quiet. Once we got into the car, I gave Killian the location and we haven't shared a word since then. “20 minutes.” That was all he said as he parked in front of my place. I sped out of the car and dashed into my house. My house was quiet and there was no soul around. “Dad!!” I called loudly, but I got no response. He was not home. I sighed. If he was not home, then he was out drinking. He got a huge amount of money with him, so I wouldn't be surprised that he was out drinking and gambling. I decided to check one of his spots. I was about to rush out of the place when my eyes caught a piece of paper. That was folded neatly and placed on the table. I would have ignored it if not for the text that was written on the front page. For Aspen. I picked up the paper, slowly unfolded it, and began to read silently. ‘I don't know if you will ever be opportuned to read this, but if you do, do not bother looking for me. I left and I took the money with me. Your mother has been sick for almost a year now and it's not certain if she will make it. I cannot waste a huge amount on her. She will still die anyway. So I took the money. I'm really sorry Aspen and I hope you have a good life with Killian. Your dad, Alex.’ I kept on shaking my head in disbelief as the letter trembled in my hands, “N..n….no…this can't be.” I stammered and my whole body paled. “I..it..it…it…” I couldn't form the right words and when it finally dawned on me that my father was gone, I abruptly let out a heart-wrenching scream, bursting into tears.Aspen Clear practically bounced into the bedroom, dragging me behind her as if I had no choice in the matter. “Aspen! Come on, we don’t have all day! You need to look amazing for your date tonight,” she said, practically vibrating with excitement.“I—Clear, wait—” I started, but she didn’t give me a chance. She yanked open my wardrobe, rifling through clothes with lightning speed. “We need something elegant but not over-the-top, classy but flirty. Something that says, ‘I’m approachable, but look, I have standards.’”I blinked at her. “Clear… I just—”“No talking. Let me work my magic,” she interrupted, holding up a deep red dress with a flourish. “This one! It’s perfect! Look at this color! Deep, rich, dramatic. Killian won’t know what hit him.”I hesitated, glancing at the dress. It was stunning—soft fabric that would cling just enough without being too tight, a slit that flirted at the right angle—but I felt a nervous flutter in my stomach at the thought of Killian seeing me in it.
Aspen I yelled when he yanked the phone again, my voice sharp enough to make even the walls tremble slightly. “Killian! Seriously? Give me back my phone!” I snapped, snapping my hand toward him, though he was fast—way too fast—and his fingers wrapped around my wrist, stopping me.He didn’t answer me immediately. He just held my phone away, just out of reach, and tilted his head like he was considering me, sizing me up. The silence stretched long enough to make me swallow hard, my anger shifting into frustration.“You know what?” he finally said, his voice low and deliberate. “You love to hang out.”I froze mid-gesture, blinking at him. “Excuse me?”“You like spending time with people,” Killian repeated, letting my words linger like a dare. “You like going out. You like laughing, being around others. You enjoy it, right?”I blinked at him, caught completely off guard. He wasn’t accusing me. He wasn’t scolding me. He was… stating it like a fact. Something dark and possessive in the way
Aspen I was sitting on the edge of the sofa, phone pressed to my ear, and I could feel the corners of my lips tugging up into a smile I couldn’t quite hide. “Yes, Mom is doing better,” I said, trying to sound casual, though Luke’s voice made it impossible not to grin.“That’s good to hear,” he replied, smooth as always. “I’ll be in the city for a few days. Maybe we could grab coffee? Just catch up properly?”Coffee sounded perfect. Nothing serious, nothing romantic. I liked Luke. I liked hanging out with him. He made things easy and light, and after everything with Killian, a little ease was exactly what I needed. “Sure, that sounds nice,” I said, hoping my voice didn’t sound too eager.Then Killian appeared like a storm on my doorstep, fast and sudden. Before I could even process what was happening, he yanked the phone from my hand.“Who’s this?” His voice was low and sharp, the kind that made your stomach tighten involuntarily.“Killian! Give me back my phone!” I snapped, standing
Aspen Clear and I finally went home. The drive had been quiet, filled only with the sound of rain tapping against the car window and the occasional sniffle from me. Clear had not spoken much, lost in her own thoughts, probably replaying the encounter with our mother over and over in her mind. I had tried to speak, to explain a few things, but the words stuck in my throat. My mind was still spinning, still raw from the fear, the panic, and the weight of being unseen.As soon as we arrived, Clear went straight to her room. She dropped her bag beside the bed and collapsed onto the mattress, her body heavy with exhaustion. She did not even glance at me. Her breathing was steady but slow, a clear sign that her mind and body were done for the day. I watched her for a moment, wanting to speak, to say something comforting, but the words faltered again. She was gone in her world now, and I was left behind.I sank into the sitting room, the only quiet place in the house that felt empty enough
AspenFear hit me the moment my mother asked about our father. My chest tightened, and my stomach knotted as if someone had wrapped it in iron. My fingers trembled, clutching my bag as if it could hold me together. Every nerve in my body screamed at me to run, to disappear, to sink into the floor and vanish. I could barely breathe.My lips moved, but no sound came out at first. My mind spun, wild and panicked. The question was simple, but it felt like a trap. I had no words that would satisfy her. No lie that could survive her sharp, piercing gaze.Clear’s eyes searched mine, desperate. “Aspen,” she said quietly. “Where is he?”I tried to steady my trembling hands. My mouth opened and closed as I scrambled for something, anything that could sound true. The panic in my chest pressed harder, making my thoughts whirl uncontrollably.“He… he went to find you,” I said at last, voice shaking. “He… he said he had to bring you back, he was scared for your life, and he wanted to make sure you
ASPEN I walked down the hospital corridor with Clear behind me. The floor was too shiny, the lights too bright, and every sound echoed as if the building itself were holding its breath. I felt smaller with every step. Clear’s presence made it worse, because she belonged here in a way I never had. I had spent three years visiting my mother alone. I knew the rules. I knew how to move, when to speak, how to sit without being noticed. I had learned to erase myself in that room. Now my erasure would be tested against the living proof of the daughter my mother had lost.Clear followed a few steps behind, careful, deliberate. Her hoodie hung loosely over her thin frame. Her hair was short now, framing her face in a way that made her look older, sharper. I could see her hands clench at her sides. She hesitated in small, silent ways that betrayed her nervousness. I wanted to warn her. I wanted to tell her she did not know what she was walking into.The door came into view. Room 417.I paused.







