After a long time, he came back out with my dad. His face was dark and gloomy, “Let’s go.” He said
Although I never wanted to leave, I had no choice but to go with him back. And right now he doesn’t seem to be his usual self. I have seen what he can do, I better not resist at the moment for I had no idea what he is thinking. “Mom, I have to go now. Take care of yourself, you too dad.”
“We will be fine honey. You don’t need to worry about us, and we promise to make everything right again.” She said.
“Take care honey. Just be a good girl like you always have been and we will be together sooner than you expect.” Those comforting words from my father lighten my heart.
I said not a word but just smiled. How was I able to tell my parents this was the last time we would get to meet with each other, I just can’t afford to see them heartbroken.
I took my leave with Mariano as we made it to the entrance where the vehicles were parked. He got in and so did I, we sat separately from each other. His face was still dark, he wasn’t looking happy. The engines of the vehicles went running again and then we drove off as we headed back to his mansion.
Made it back, his face was still dark and sad. He said not a word to me but just stared out to the sky. I never thought he could be this sad but what I couldn’t understand was why? Why would he be depressed?
He alighted from the SUV and walked inside the building, I followed behind him.
“Darling, you finally made it back home. I’ve missed you.” The girl which I saw earlier was seated at the cushion. She got up and tied herself around him again. “I’ve missed you, wondering when you would come back home.” She gave me a disgusting stare, I looked away immediately
“Natasha, let go of me.” He pulled her away from him. “You should head back home, it’s getting late.” Those were the words he spoke and continued his way up to his room.
“Mariano! Maria…” she called out but he said not a word, neither did he look down to her as he continues with his silence up to his room. She turned her attention to me, I could see how angered and pissed she appears to be as she walked towards, I guess trouble is inevitable. “What did you do to him?”
I stood still, mute looking. “Are you deaf? What did you do to him?” she was starting to seem annoying but I couldn’t not say a word or do a thing to her due to the fact that I have no idea of her relationship with him, and as much as I can, I don’t want to anger him in anyway most especially now that he has become silent.
She raised her hand in an attempt to slap me but she was caught halfway by his guard, he shook his head as a way of telling her to stop what she intended to do.
She hissed, grabbed her bag and left. The guard escorted her before I could show my gratitude to him. Just as they left, I looked up at his room. I could not help but worry about him, his sad eyes and mood. It just didn’t seem like him.
“What is wrong with me? I should go get some sleep.” I wiped off the tears that had formed underneath my eye lids.
I went into my room and laid no the bed. Still thinking about him, I closed my eyes and then I had no idea of when I fell into sleep.
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I woke up again feeling pressed, I made it to the bathroom to relieve myself of the pressure.
I came back out and found him standing beside my bed. “Mariano.” I said silently. His face was still dark and gloomy, and he reeks of alcohol
He walked to me, I dressed back and made contact with the wall. With the manner he walked, I could tell he was a man driven by sexual desires.
He got close to me and placed his right hand on the wall. His other hand touched my hair softly, he sniffed on it.
“You smell really nice. You just make we want you more.” His hand left my hair and brushed against my lips and rubbed it smoothly. He leaned forward, his face close to mine, our nose made contact. The air from his lips were full of pleasure and alcohol. He must have been drinking before he came into my room and it’s hard to stop a drunk man driven by his desires.
“I can’t stop wanting you Cassandra. Please don’t blame me for whatever happens here on.” He turned me around, his hand grabbed hold of my hair and clinged my face to the wall. He unzipped my gown from my shoulders to my hip which revealed a bit of my underwear.
He tucked his hand inside of me, got hold of my breast and took it out of my bra and creased on it. He seized my nipples hard and rough. I felt pains but endured it in silent. I let him have his way with me and tried not to interrupt nor struggle with him, for I might end up in bruises again. Besides, he owns we now and he can do whatever he wanted with me as he pleased him.
Tears followed from my eye lids, I wasn’t only going to break my promise with Tyler, I was going to lose my pride of womanhood in the cruelest way I had ever imagined.
Suddenly he stopped. He took a step back, I turned around to look at him. He stood for a while and then walked away.
I gasped for air and the tears rolled down my cheek. For a second I was totally scared, I haven’t been this terrified my whole life.
I quickly rushed down and locked the door from the inside, I could hardly catch my breath for I was still in shock with what just happened.
I fell onto the floor of the room with my knees, and there I stayed as I tried to calm myself while I wept bitterly.
I sat down still on my bed for the rest of the night, terrified and afraid that he might come back again to finish what he started.The rays of the sun lighted my room, it was morning again and I felt relieved but fear still occupied my heart, this is still his territory and be it morning or night, that won’t stop him from doing whatever he wants. Besides he said it before, he has the right to do whatever pleases him.Just as I sat down, I heard the squeaking of the door knob. Fear embraced me once again, I couldn’t feel my body. My heart jumped into my stomach as I broke out in cold sweat“Cassandra are you awake?” I heard the voice loud and clear, it was Celia. “I just wanted to check up on you.” She said. I gave out a sigh of relief and made my way to open the door for her.She walked in hurriedly like she was been pursued, I locked the door back and made it to my bed again and squeezed myself underneath the duvet, I was terribly shaking“Cassandra, are you alright?”“Yes, I’m fine
Here I am again, all by myself to the big table. It really gets boring being by myself all the time, I just don’t know what to do but sleep all through.But something felt strange. The atmosphere around him is different, like he is a different man. I haven’t seen him this way before, even on TV or journalist’s reviews. Well it’s my first time being closed to him this much, but I never expected that the world most dangerous man in Santiago had a cheerful part. What could be his story?I stood up again from the dining table and made it to the living room. I sat down on the cushion and switched on the TV as I tried to get myself busy and not be bored.“Cassandra. You are here? By yourself?” I turned around and it was Celia.“Hey Celia. Is there anything wrong with me being here?” I asked as I noticed the sudden change of mood.“He doesn’t like anyone sitting by the TV, or on his chairs. He gets angry.” “Ohh I see. But he isn’t around, and he probably won’t notice by the time he gets bac
Knock-knockThe door opened and he walked in, I sat down on the bed with my knees folded up to my chest and my hands wrapped around them.“How are you feeling?” I gave not a reply neither said a word for I was speechless and knew not what to say to him.“I’m fine.” I managed a reply.“What’s wrong? You don’t look so happy? Did the maid offend you?” I looked not at him but stared right into the empty space in the room. “Cassandra, I am talking to you.” I kept on with the silent treatment.He walked closer and stood beside me. “Cassandra, look at me in the eyes. Did the maid offend you?” he asked again and my behavior remained the same. “You know, you should answer me now that I am trying to be nice. Do not anger me.”I turned to look at him. The man who stood before me, he was getting furious but all I could see is a child who was abandoned by his parents. The feeling of self pity was all around me the more I looked at him, it must have been rough living all by yourself. Having no one
Just as we arrived. I came down from the vehicle and to my greatest surprise, I was standing at the most biggest and famous hotel in the entire city.As expected of him,At the entrance stood his guards. We walked and it was just the two of us, no one else was found. He must have made reservations for tonight dinner. I followed him quietly from behind, we got ourselves a table and there we sat down opposite each other like a couple on a date.“What would you like to have Sir.” The waiter said upon arrival.“I will have the usual.” He replied.“Ohh, I see. It’s that time of the year again isn’t it.” He said not a word but nodded in affirmation. “What about you my lady? What would you like to have?” he spoke and turned his attention to me. I quickly looked at the menu on the table, none of the food I fantasize were on the list.“Well, for me.” I said in hesitation. “I would like a pork stew with some mashed potatoes and vegetables as well.”“Alright, orders coming right up.”She left,
“Are you in love with him!”“What, no. Don’t be ridiculous.” I responded immediately.” She let’s out a sigh of relief. “I just want to know what happened to him. I want you to tell me everything you know about him.”“This has to do with last night, am I right? Sorry Cassandra but I can’t do what you want me to.” She said as she coldly reject to speak.“Please Celia. I’m begging you.”“I’m really sorry but I can’t tell you anything. I wish I could but I just can’t. Besides, It’s best you don’t know.” She stands up from the bed and made it to the door. “Well, if that’s all, I will have to exit myself for now. If you need anything, I will be downstairs doing my duties as usual.”Just as she grabbed hold of the doorknob, I knew she wasn’t going to say a word and that means, I have no other option but to let the cat out of the bag this time.“I saw him crying last night.”The room was filled with utmost silence, her hand froze at the door knob. She turned towards me in shock. “What did you
Dusk came and time swiftly moved on, I hadn’t move an inch from where I was sitting. Terror was filled in my heart as the thought of me being taken by him as a way to payback for my father’s sin occupied my head.“Calm down Cassandra, you need to calm down. Nothing is going to happen, besides he made a deal with my father, I don’t think he will go against the terms of their deal made.” I muttered as I tried consoling myself.Growl. My stomach began to tremble as I was able to calm myself down, I hadn’t taken neither food nor water. I looked at the window, the sun was setting, then I realized I had been in the room all day long. I stood up from the bed and made my exit, I got hold of the doorknob and fear was instill on me again.“What if I run into him on my way out?” I withdrew from the door. How am I suppose to face him, no this won’t do me any good. I should face it still, if I don’t I will have to do it later.Finally, I opened the door as I found a bit of courage but just as I st
Seated on the cold room floor. My eyes became watery as I was at the brink of tearing up, all that was left in from of me was nothing but darkness ahead of me. What did I do to deserve all this?A knock came from outside of my room. I stood up and opened the door, Celia who stood at the front saw me as I gave in to tears.“Oh my God, Cassandra what happened?” I couldn’t respond, and continue to sober up. She walked in and held me in her embrace, soon after she closed the door and took me over to the bed.“Cassandra, what’s wrong?” she asked worried.“I don’t know what to do Celia. How am I going to live my life? What did I do to deserve this?”“Sssh, don’t say a word anymore, just lie down on the bed. Everything will be okay.” She said as she patted my shoulder gently like a mother would do to her little child. “Is all going to be okay. Alright, you are exhausted, you should lie down and rest up.”Just as she consoled me, slowly my eyes began to close, my vision was blurring and faded
At the shopping mall, it was my first time stepping outside after the visit to my parents. Celia looked so excited while on the contrary, I was a bit disturbed within me. Why does he what me to put on such a dress? What does he have in mind for me tonight? And the club, what is he really up to?“It won’t do you any good thinking about it. You should let it go and enjoy the moment.” Celia’s voice came to me as it brought my mind back into reality.“No matter how I think about it. I just can’t seem to arrive at an answer. I have been thinking, what does he want to do with me?”“That’s a question even I can’t answer.” She said. “Cassandra, let it all go. Just free your mind of it and let it go. You can never know what he may be thinking, all you can do is accept whatever comes your way, but no need to panic okay. I know him more than you do, so be reassured that nothing is going to happen to you.” She said as she tried consoling me.“Well, if you say so.” I replied bluntly.“Good, now th