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The Promise
The Promise
Penulis: jzeyroses

Broken Promise

Penulis: jzeyroses
last update Terakhir Diperbarui: 2021-04-24 17:47:28

'You'll stay with me right? You'll never leave me right?' He just smile at me making me snort. I then grab the neckline of his shirt and pull him close to me leaving a little distance between our faces. I can smell his minty breath and his lips was so close, so close that I'm distracted by it. But this is not important right now. It can wait. 

'You'll stay with me right? You won't leave like them right?' Pathetic? I don't care, I just want him to stay. I want him to stay with me no matter what.

'I will stay with you, you know why?' He stated reassuringly as he smile sweetly. Damn, I really love that smile. 

'Come on, you're not gonna ask why?' He said as if he's demanding me to ask him why. That made me smile, really. 

'Why then?' I asked as I my eyes locked with his green ones. It was like that for a moment. Our eyes were locked with each other until he smiles cheekily heating my ears up. His hand reached for my hand which was holding his shirt while the other was on my face.

'Because I love you, and I never leave the ones I love behind. And that's a promise.'

My heart started to pound rapidly. My hands started to shaken as he holds it tight. I can feel my eyes starting to water as his green ones looked at me lovingly. I love this guy so much. I love him so much.

'You know for a guy whose handsome and popular, you're so emotional. I just told you I love you, you know. It's not like it's a big deal. Many women would love to tell you-'

'It won't feel special when it isn't you. I get so weak just by hearing those, because it's you. Because I love you too.' He then smile at me, the smile that only belongs to me. 

'Even if this kind of love is forbidden-'

'Don't say that, this is not forbidden. This is love and this is not different. We love each other and that's what matters the most.'

'Can I kiss you now?' He ask with a smile, making my already heated ears ,warmer. I averted my eyes from him making him chuckle. 

'H-How can you say that all of a sudden?'

'Because I really want to kiss you right now. Hearing those words from the one I love is ecstatic. And I love you so much you know.'

'Still-' 

Before I could finish what I want to say, his lips was already on mine. His other hand was on my jaw while the other was holding my hand-which was on his shirt- tightly. It's as if he doesn't want to let go of it. And I don't want him to let go too. I want him to hold my hand, forever. It may not be possible but I can make it possible. All he need is to stay with me.

I love you Craig. He murmurs in between our kisses. My free hand reach for his neck and pulled him close to me. I cling to his neck as my lips followed the rhythm of his. And when his tongue slid inside mine, I can't help myself but let out a whimper. 

Hmm.. I moan in our kisses. My hand let go of his shirt and embrace him pulling his body close to mine. His so warmth that it calms me. So warm that it assures me.

'I love you Craig, I love you.'

And that was the last time that I heard those word from him. 

In the end, he just spewed those words to get his way on me. And he did have it, and then he left me. I'm so stupid, so stupid that I hated myself. Their right after all, maybe someone like me doesn't deserve to have that kind of love.

I'm sorry for being different. I'm sorry for being hungry for love. 

But that was before, I will never be fooled again. I will never believe any promises because I loath that word. I loath those person who spewed that kind of thing. And I-

'That's so bitter Craig, not all people were the same.' The guy beside me stated with a cheeky smile flustered on his face. My palms instantly fisted at the sight of him.

Yukii, stop that.

'Nahh, what for? I'm right anyway, it's not like everyone is the same right? Besides, there are two types of promises. The real and meant one and the real but must be broken one. Either way, promises were made because it's meant and intended to be done but against this world, breaking such thing is inevitable.'

So breaking me was your intention?

W-What?

Nothing. Stop talking to me, your opinion doesn't matter. I then stand up taking the paper from the guy on my left. The paper that's filled with nothing but a memory that I loathed the most. Crumpled it and threw it on the bin as made my way out. 

Inevitable my ass, no matter wat you said I will never believe any promises anymore. I loath that word and I hate you Yukii.

Note: is there anyone reading this? Do you happen to know how to make a cover? Can you help?

Anyway I'm a newbie in writing so bear with me please. And this story is for you guys out there, I'm a big supporter. 

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    Hello, it's Jzey. I just want to say sorry to everyone who's reading this. I haven't updated these days because I have been busy. I am processing some things and I think it will take a lot of time. But I will update the moment I got my schedule back. Anyway, I will update a chapter today, it'll be the chapter after the 5th chapter 'Jealous' . I hope don't get confused. Also a heads up about the side characters and the special chapters about Pim and Jin. I have a different novel for them. For now, I'll focus on Craig and Yuki's story so I will have to stop spoiling their story but don't worry, I will touch them from time to time. Also about Pim's brother, Dimitri- we'll see about him. He may be the one for the love triangle or maybe not😉.

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