"Beep, beep, beep," I looked up at my reflection, I could see the sadness laced in my movements. "Hello," I heard a voice and I smiled happily. "Hello, this is Mei Xing," I said.
"I was calling to book an appointment at the Lin firm but I changed my mind but you kept calling, I promise there is no issue," the person said hurriedly and ended the call. I stared at my blank cell phone, I just wasted my time, it wasn't even the stranger. He probably doesn't want to marry me.Why would he marry me? What am I, Cinderella? Fall in love, be a princess and live happily ever after?Defeated I went back to my room, this was not what I pictured, I pictured a perfect ending, one with me and the stranger. That was so stupid, I sounded right earlier but now the stupidity of my plan glared at me.I laid in my bed, staring at the ceiling, it was so white and so out of reach. I couldn't even leave a normal life and the one thing I wanted, I can't get it. Life just hated me, I never did anything.I grabbed a book and flipped through the pages thinking, if I wanted my fairy tale, I couldn't stay home and drown, I have to find a husband, another stranger, a willing stranger. To get to the ball, I have to try to get there first, don't I?Maybe comparing my life to a fairytale was stupid but it was my only motivation. The next morning, I got dressed in a pair of blue jeans and a white knitted short sleeved cardigan. I wore a white sneaker and walked out of my room.I didn't plan on what I was going to tell my parents, but standing staring at dad, my head was blank and I couldn't think of any lie. "What do you want?" Dad asked. "I am going out," I said prepared to use my sickness as an excuse. He opened his mouth to speak but I was faster. "I will die soon so I should be…" he interrupted me. "Shouldn't you hear my answer first?" He asked me and I nodded shyly."You may go, you have an hour and you will be with the driver," he said and dismissed me. I smiled and walked to my car. "Where to miss?" He asked me."Where we went last time, I want to see the spot again, it was beautiful," I lied. "You didn't go inside the restaurants or see the pretty flowers, what part was pretty miss," he asked me. "Freedom is," I said and he nodded.We arrived at the spot were the stranger was fired the last time I met him, he should be here. I met him here before I should meet him again. I was going to try the restaurant, but he was fired from there just yesterday, he couldn't be there. "I want to have breakfast," I said to my driver and walked into the restaurant.I walked to an empty chair and sat down quietly to observe my environment. "What can I get you ma'am?" A waiter said. I was scared, when did he get here. "Hello," I greeted and thought of what to eat. "Anything you would suggest from your breakfast menu," I said with a smile. He nodded and left.He returned a few minutes later with a plate of pancake maple syrup. "Can I get coffee too?" I asked and he nodded, he returned shortly with the cup of coffee and I smiled."Before you leave, can I ask a question?" I asked the waiter and he nodded. "Someone was fired from this restaurant yesterday, do you know him?" I asked, I hope he didn't suspect that I was up to something. Sweat broke out on my forehead as I waited patiently for his reply. "I don't really know him but when I arrived yesterday, I was informed that I was replacing someone called Min Jun. That's all I know," he said."Can I get his number?" I asked awkwardly. "I can ask the manager," the waiter suggested but I shook my head, he nodded and left.I grabbed my fork and was about to start eating when I felt a pair of eyes on me. I looked up to see the waiter talking to someone and they were both looking at me. I dropped my fork and searched my bag for cash. I placed some cash on the table and dashed out.I bumped into the someone in the way out and fell in my butt. "Ouch!" I squirmed. "Watch where you are going?" He said and groaned at me. "I am so sorry," I said. He looked at me and was about to walk away but there was no way I was letting him go after meeting my stranger. "Min Jun," I called out. He turned to look at me and…It has been a year since Mei died and I was starting to get used to her not being around. Although today that I remembered that she would have been alive with the bay and I, it hurts. Our daughter is a year old and she looks so much like Mei. Her hair is really long, it already reached mid back. She’s shy and lives the rose bushes. It seems like she’s a reincarnation of her mother. She plays around at her house. She also loves the rose vase where Mei’s things are being held. They gave me the rings and the locket and buried her like that. I have my daughter the locket but the rings were stored in the rose. I would make sure to keep it somewhere safe and away from Mei. It’s too precious to get lost. “Mei,” I called out to her. She ran down the stairs, stood in front of me and smiled. She was still wobbly and I always warned her not run down the stairs. She started walking three months ago and now she thinks running down the stairs is such an easy task. “Mei, I keep telling you to
Maybe I should have told her to save her breath, I shouldn’t have let her tell me everything, but did I let her explain all her feelings? I know how she felt about me, she didn’t need to narrate our love story to me. She didn't need to tell me everything, but I sat down and listened for hours while she said everything. I felt like the worst person on earth as I watched her lay on the bed breathless and lifeless. She used to have so much life, so much joy, she was always so beautiful. I had the best thing ever but like everything else she was taken away from me. I tapped the call button immediately she closed her eyes but there was nothing they could do. I watched the doctors run around me and I just drifted from the space and went back into the time when it was just me and her. The first day I met her when she asked me to marry her. I was surprised by her confidence and it scared me. I loved how persistent she was and kept chasing me until I was signed to a contract that brought me
The next morning, I woke up with the same pain that was now familiar but it hurt more. it felt harder to talk, to come up to words, my head was banging and I wanted it all to end, the pain, me. it was too much to handle. My radiotherapy was set for four and my drugs weren't helping to make me feel better. My head still hurt after taking two dosages of the pills. I stopped not wanting to overdose, although I already did. I was up before Mom, Dad, and Min and I couldn't sleep back although it was four am. I got out of bed and tried to come down from the bed. I lost my balance and before I fell, Min caught me. I smiled at him and fainted. When I woke up it was already afternoon and my radiotherapy session had been moved to the next day. I groaned when I found out. Can I get over the whole process already? It was starting to annoy me."Are you alright?" Min asked and I nodded. "My head hurts a little, it must have caused me to lose my balance," I explained to Min and he nodded. He touch
I woke up and realized I was in the hospital. How did I end up here? The last thing I remembered, was hugging everyone goodbye, and Min and I were ready to go to bed. in smiled at me as I turned to look at him. He looked really stressed and tired. He looked like he hadn't slept in a long time. I touched the eye bags and frowned. He took my hand and kissed it. I looked and saw that I was connected to an IV drip. I never understood why we couldn't just drink all the contents but its name says it all; drip, there's only ever a drop every second, and it's so freaking slow. "What happened?" I asked Min. "you fainted and I rushed you here," he explained. I heard shuffling in the background and noticed my parents were also in the room. Everyone looked stressed like they hadn't slept all through the night. "I called your parents when I got here," Min informed me. "You didn't have to call them, I'll be fine," I tell him and try to clear my throat, the pain made it hard to talk but not as ha
We returned to the condo the next day and decided we would move on Wednesday. Min had to be at the restaurant every day but he could take a break from Wednesday to Friday. The weekends were expected to be packed because the first day was a huge success and the men returned at six P.m. He had called me at least ten times today and each time he spent at least ten minutes talking to me. I kept asking if he didn't need to focus, and he said he had to and he was focusing on me. He was so cute and romantic and knew all the right words to say. He had come earlier to have dinner with me and had left the meal in the hands of his trusted chefs and the waiters that started working today. "Hey," I said when he walked in. “Hey baby, I missed you. Are you sure you don't want to come to the restaurant with me?" he asked me."What do you want me to do at the restaurant? I am not very cooking and I can't be a waiter, my baby wouldn't let me move around with that much ease," I told him. "Mei junior
My parents left our apartment at ten p.m and I should have gone to bed but I wasn't sleepy and neither was Min. i decided it was best to open my gifts and decided to ask Min for help."Can you help me unbox my present?" Min shook his head refusing to help me. "But it's so stressful and I need your help," I whined and he looked at me. "Come on Min," I pleaded."Fine, but I won't unwrap the gifts with you, I'll just watch you and bring anything you need," he negotiated and I agreed to it. Min pulled the bean he had bought for me. We unwrapped all the gifts and they were so cute. They had bought me little baby things, most of the essentials I would be needing. There were napkins, blankets, a baby carrier and some few things.“See we don’t have to buy that many baby things,” I said to Min and he laughed.I picked up the last gifts which were my parents gift. It was paper and it was put in a brown envelope, there was no fancy design, just straight to the point. I opened the envelop and saw