I sit at the bar, not ready to mingle with the crowd, yet. The music is so loud and doesn't give room for me to think of my sad life.
Maybe the club is actually a good start, after all.Clara on the other hand, left me few minutes ago to meet a friend she recognized and hasn't been back to her loner friend since them.So, yeah I'm sitting alone. Currently finishing my third shot of liquor, I turn to the bartender. "Another please." I point into the cup. He gives me a weird look before turning me around round of the liquor. I look away from him only for my eyes to come in contact with a strange guy sitting at the other side of the bar.I furrow my brows and look away as a guy and his drunk girl walk to stand before him to get a drink. I could no longer see him.I stare at the funny dance steps of drunkards and sober people in the dance floor as I take from my liquor.Unconsciously, my eyes move to the strange man again. The guy and girl were no longer there, so I could see him now. He keeps staring at me as he empties his glass of drink into his mouth, before grabbing his bottle of drink on the table and walk towards me.I move in my sit uncomfortably and look away to continue my drink, ignoring the fact that he's coming to meet me.Another relationship is the last thing I want right now. Except that's not his motive."May I?" He says.I look at him swiftly and shrug my shoulders. I hear him chuckle at the impolite attitude I just gave him, but I just sit there and watch the crowd, ignoring his presence. Not totally, though.It should be up to two mins now I guess but I haven't heard a word from him. He does nothing but stare at me and drink from his glass.I roll my eyes and move my head to look at him."Ok, firstly, you continously stare at me from over there..." I point to where he was sitting before. "...then you leave your comfortable spot to sit next to me and do nothing but stare.""Are you upset that I'm staring at you or that I haven't started flirting with you yet?" He asks with a light smile."I'm upset that you are continuously staring at me. Like, what are you? a staring contest champion?""You're beautiful.""Oh, thank you and no, I don't need you to flirt with me.""You're a tough one.""I am.""I would have considered withdrawing..."I scoff. "You should.""You didn't let me finish." He scoffs out a laugh. "I was going to say, I would have considered withdrawing, but I love the attitude you give.""You shouldn't.""Are you always like this? Have you never been flirted with before?""I'm more than you know." Is all I say.How do I explain to a stranger that I'm not usually the tough type but I'm just a woman trying to protect her heartbroken heart from more damages.I'm just here to drink away my worries, dance away problems and have fun but all I've been doing since I got here is just drink, drink and drink and watch people party party and party."I would like to know you more then.""That's not happening.""What's your name?""No. You. What's your name?" I say in a drunken tone. The liquor is slowly taking it's effects and I'm not even close to ending my drinking session anytime from now. ."I'm James.""James." I nod. "Nice meeting you." I sloppily grab my bag and liquor bottle. "That's my bestfriend over there." I don't point at her. Making him furrow his eyes at the crowd, wondering on who the bestfriend I talk of is. "I have to go.""Come over here." Before I could stand, Clara runs to me and pulls me into the crowd for a dance."Bye." I stretch the words as I follow her into the crowd.I swear I saw his soft face change into something else as I left the table.One could say someone like Clara only remembers the courtesy rule once in year, which is definitely not today. With the way she dragged me away, disregarding that man, what's his name again?... Whatever."How dare you leave me?""Saw you had company, uh. Who was that.""A guy I wanted to escape from."She chuckles. "Yeah, the dance floor is better than those terrible men and damn, isn't this dj of much better company than him.""You don't have to tell me, girl." I stretch the last word as I wiggle my hands in the hair. Flying my hair over from side to side. I don't miss pouring my drink into my mouth every little minute.Just what I planned to do. Drink, dance and have fun. The combination is ecstatic."There he is." She points behind me. I turn and struggle to look at the man at the far end of the room, who she points at.I look back at her. "Who's that? He's...handsome?" Handsome and familiar."He is, right?" She squeals with excitement as she stares at him from afar with a smile."He is. Who's he?" I ask again."Sophie's brother." I turn to look at him again. They do have some physical traits. Like full brows and curly full hair. They must be hairy in their family.Sophie is the girl Clara left me to meet. She was one of Clara's close friends while they were children and stayed in Clara's neighborhood until Clara and her family moved to a different area.I can't lie. I do get jealous atimes when Sophie comes over and they talk for hours. She happened to Clara before I did. I moved here when I was 21, met Clara and since then we've been best of friends. It's been three years, so it kinda justifies my jealousy but I can't stop her from making friends. I just really love my best friend and can't bear losing her to her childhood friend."Ooh." I raise my liquor to drink but pause as the realization hit me. "Wait, George?" My eyes widen. She nods shyly. I've never seen Clara this shy before.Well, it's expected, we're talking about George. The guy Clara has had a crush on for years. I would call this love. Yes, love. It can't be a crush. It has to be love. For more than ten years. It has to be a childhood crush, turned into like, then classified as obsession. But come on. This is love."Tell me he looks better than his i*******m pics.""Do I need to?" We both squeal and laugh out loud."He likes me. I think he does.""I don't need to be convinced. You are a hottie.""I know, right." She laughs. "He kept staring at me while I was with Sophie and then later approached me. Goddamm he's so sweet. He's still the same. But his friends ruined our moment. Maybe if they hadn't, we would have kissed or something. Gosh?" She covers her face.I guess this explains why she ruined the stranger's moments with me at the bar."Look at you. I was there mending my broken heart and you were somewhere having the time of your life with your childhood crush. Damn. You're one hell of a bestfriend." I playfully push her shoulders."It was so unexpected. Trust me." She smiles widely. "But I don't regret a single moment. Fuck it. I don't regret leaving you.""Ouch." We laugh at each other. "Permit me to enjoy my time with you now, cause soon. Hmm."She chuckles. "I'm not even sure of how soon."I chuckle too and continue dancing with her.The club is never a bad idea.JANE'S POVMy eyes shut close as the warm water from the shower hit my skin. I take my time in the bathroom to bathe and escape reality. Unfortunately, I can't run and hide for too long. As much as I want to stay in here for as long as I can, I step out of the bathroom to get dressed. My eyes narrow at the piece of paper held down by a box on the table. I didn't remove the box and just read the note right there on the table. 'Get dressed. We are leaving in 30 minutes.'My brows furrow and my lips squeeze into a frown. I take the note and tear it before moving over to my clothes to get dressed into shorts and a tank top. So demanding. So commanding. No detail but an authoritative note demanding my obedience. Bullshit.Two days since I confronted him. Two days since I visited Clara and he's yet to say a word to me. He's nothing but a heartless being who doesn't care how I feel even after I swallowed my pride and approached him about it.I would be mad to dress up and follow him wher
JANE'S POVThe car door open for me to get in just as I get to it. I sit quietly at the back seat as the driver starts the car. Beside me was the guard I frequently see with Alex. After a long time of paying attention to just Alex and not the man beside him, I now take proper look at him.His small eyes and chubby cheeks which looked like they needed some fat burn, along with his arms. His bald head which shone under the sun and his brown skin which radiated in the light. He was too good looking and fleshy to be a guard and even with his chubby physique he still looked like he could take a well body built enemy of Alex, down."You're a lot of headache to my boss." "He deserves it." I don't deny the fact that I did stress Alex alot but then, I stopped, right? I accepted my fate, I accepted my attraction towards him and look where it got me. Deflowered and Disregarded. "You could always run if you're tired."I pause to give him a side eye before turning my head to fully look at him.
ALEXANDER'S POV I hit my hand on my desk in frustration, anger...You name it. I was filled with so many emotions. The ones I knew of and the ones I didn't. "To my office, now." I roar into the phone speaker and slam it on the desk. "How could you be so fucking careles!" I spark the moment Seth walks into the office."Boss I...""It's all over the news. The old man's son. How did it happen?!" I tried containing my anger but it was impossible. "You told me you had buried him." My voice was low but full of anger. "I did. Sorry boss, I really don't know how this happened.""Sory isn't going to solve anything. You told me you had buried him where he could never be found, so how did his body end up being found at the shore of Prospect lake?""I wasn't lieing whe...""Did he float under the sand!" I hit my hand of the desk again, not caring about the pain or any occurrence of injury. "I buried him immediately. I and Simon had done a successful job.""Successful?" My brows crease at the u
JANE'S POVI quickly shower and lay on my bed for a while, staring at the ceiling. I somehow didn't feel the need to leave the room today. For the first time since I got here, I'll be comfortable being locked up in my room. I can't help but feel embarrassed and awkward whenever I think of that night. His actions that night after what we had done was enough reason for me to regret. I knew I would regret it anyway, but I didn't know it would come so soon.Maybe I was new to it. Sex and everything but what I wasn't new to was reading actions. I wasn't dumb I knew when actions were wrong and vibes were off, because a certain someone like Collins had given me enough of it.Maybe his actions could also be because I came when he told me not to yet?Damn. He's complicated and I feel embarrassed everytime I think of it. A knock on my door makes me snap my head to the door, thinking it was Alex. The door opened to Eva and I huffed in disappointment. Stupid of me to think Alex would knock to
JANE'S POVI really don't know what I was thinking when I stood up to him in such a flirtatious manner but I don't regret any of it.His hands were rough and rugged just like his voice, as he cupped my thighs, moving his hands up and down them as we kissed.I take my hands off his neck and drop them on the singlet hand of my gown. In one swift move, I take them off my shoulders, making my gown drop to the floor. "Fuck." He cursed as he stares at my bare breast. The one he had never seen but barely almost touched. My heart raced as my eyes watched him. Without thinking twice, I take his hands and place them on my hips, signaling him to continue from where he had stopped. He squeezed on it before running his hands up my sides to my breast. "Beautiful." He cupped it before lowering his lips to meet with my nipple. I moan at the contact of his hot lips. He sucked on it, squeezing hard on my other breast. His tongue danced on my nipple before sucking on it again.My hands meet with his
ALEXANDER'S POVI pull the end of Eva's apron calling for her attention. "Eva. Eva." She cleaned her hands and squat to my level, brushing my cheek as she smiled warmly at me. "What do you want from Eva this time around, Alex?" "I had done it, Eva. I was the one who stole dad's gun." "Oh, poor thing. Why did you lie then?""I was scared. Now Ethan is in so much trouble because of me.""Tell daddy then. You're his favourite, you know. He wouldn't get mad at you.""No he would. He scolded me the other time cause I had taken the speed game to play with Ethan without his permission.""Well, this is more serious than that." She brushed my shoulders. I felt bad but didn't cry. My guilt was all that brought me to confess to Eva but I would never to my dad. "Hmm. What's the solution to this?" She asked, acting like she is thinking, whereas she knew the answer. She wanted me to tell my dad the truth to save Ethan but I didn't want that."I want to see Ethan." I tell her."Well, that's too r