LOGINElysia’s POV
He studied me for a moment, his gaze dragging over my face like he was memorizing it. Then he leaned in, his lips brushing against my ear. “I can make you feel good,” he murmured, voice rough, “I can help you forget everything else.” My heart stuttered. His thumb traced the corner of my mouth, and something warm unfurled low in my stomach — something that wasn’t fear, or shame, or heartbreak. Then he kissed me. And I let him. I didn’t know why. I didn’t know him. I didn’t even know what he looked like under that hood. But when his mouth crashed into mine, rough and demanding, I felt something I hadn’t felt in years. I felt wanted. He didn’t ask permission. He didn’t ease into it. His hands gripped my waist, pulling me up and pressing me back against the tree, and I gasped into his mouth, my fingers clutching at his cloak because my legs were shaking too much to hold me up. “Don’t think,” he growled against my lips. “Don’t talk. Just feel.” And God help me, I did. His hands moved—one sliding up my back, the other gripping my thigh and hitching it over his hip—and I should have stopped him. I should have pushed him away, but I didn’t. Because for the first time in my life, I wasn’t invisible. His mouth moved to my neck, his teeth scraping over my skin, and I bit down on my lip to keep from making a sound. My dress was still damp from the wine, clinging to my body, and when his hand slid under the hem, I nearly came apart right there. “You want this?” he asked, his voice a low rasp in my ear. I nodded, too breathless to speak. “Say it.” “I…I want this.” He made a sound low in his throat, something between a growl and a groan, and then his fingers were tugging at the laces of my dress, pulling it down just enough to expose my breasts to the cool night air. “Fuck,” he muttered, his eyes dragging over me like I was something rare. Something worth looking at. I wanted to cry again, but for a different reason this time. He didn't waste time. His mouth was on me, hot and desperate, his tongue and teeth working my nipple until a sharp cry tore from my throat. I slapped a hand over my own mouth, silencing it. He watched me do it, his cold eyes glinting, before he moved to my other breast, giving it the same devastating attention until my knees buckled. “Turn around,” he ordered, his voice rough. I obeyed without thinking, pressing my palms flat against the rough bark of the tree. My heart was pounding so hard I thought it might explode. He pushed my dress up around my waist. I heard the rustle of his clothes, the soft thud of his belt hitting the forest floor. Then his body was against mine again, all hard heat and coiled muscle. His hands gripped my hips, and I felt the blunt, thick head of his cock press against my entrance. He was big, and my body clenched in nervous anticipation. "Last chance," he said, his breath hot against my ear. "You sure about this?" “Yes,” I breathed. “Yes” He didn’t hesitate. He pushed inside in one slow, devastating stroke. I cried out, the sound muffled against my own arm. It burned, a sharp stretch that stole my breath. He went still, buried deep, letting my body adjust to the overwhelming fullness. Then he began to move. He fucked me with a slow, deep rhythm that was more intense than any frantic pace. Each deliberate thrust dragged against every sensitive place inside me, stoking a heat that began to melt the icy numbness in my chest. He angled my hips, lifting me slightly, and pushed forward again, even deeper. A broken moan escaped me. One of his hands slid around my hip, his calloused fingers finding my clit, taking me to places I've never been. I want more. I need more. I jerked against him, a sob catching in my throat. The dual sensation was too much-the deep, filling stretch and the bright, circling pressure of his touch. I was coming undone against a tree, with a stranger, and it was the most alive I'd felt in years. He increased his pace, thrusting harder…fucking me like he was angry. Like he was trying to exorcise something. And I let him, because I was angry too. Angry at the pack.. Angry at the moon goddess for giving me a life where I didn’t matter. So I took it. Every thrust. Every bruising grip of his fingers. Every filthy word he growled into my ear. And when I came, it wasn’t soft or sweet. It was violent. A silent, shattering wave that made my vision whiten. My inner muscles clenched around him, pulsing, and a ragged, muffled scream was torn into the skin of my arm. I felt something strange then—a burning sensation in my chest, like something deep inside me was waking up. It spread through my veins, hot and electric, and for a split second, I thought I felt him too. Like we were connected. But then it was gone. He groaned, a low, guttural sound of release. His thrusts lost their rhythm, turning sharp and frantic as his own pleasure took him. His body went rigid against mine, his forehead pressing between my shoulder blades as he spilled himself inside me with a final, deep shudder. For a long moment, there was only the sound of our ragged breathing mixing with the rustle of leaves. The heat between us was a stark contrast to the night air. Then, without a word, he pulled away. The sudden emptiness was a shock. Cool air kissed my skin where his body had been. I couldn't move, my limbs heavy and trembling, my forehead still pressed to the tree. I turned slowly, my legs still shaking, my dress barely covering me. He was already adjusting his pants, his face hard and unreadable. “Thank you,” I whispered, because I didn’t know what else to say. He looked at me then, and for a moment, I thought I saw something flicker in his eyes. Regret, maybe. Or guilt. But then his expression shuttered, and he shook his head. “Don’t get the wrong idea,” he said, his voice flat. “This didn’t mean anything.” My stomach dropped. “I…I know,” I stammered. “I just…” “Forget it ever happened.” “I wasn’t going to tell anyone…” “I don’t know what I was thinking,” he interrupted, his tone sharp. “We just made the biggest mistake of our lives.” He paused, his jaw tightening. “The biggest mistake of my life.” I flinched like he’d hit me. He stepped back, pulling his cloak tighter around himself. “Get dressed and leave.” “Wait…” But he was already gone, disappearing into the shadows like he’d never been there at all. I stood there for a long time, my body still trembling, my chest aching worse than before. Grief and pain does terrible things to your judgment. That’s what my mother used to say. I pulled my dress back into place, my fingers clumsy and numb, and I started walking. I didn’t know where I was going. I didn’t care. Because the truth was simple. No one wanted me. Not my pack. Not even the moon goddess, who couldn’t be bothered to give me a mate. And now, not even a stranger who’d fucked me against a tree and left me like I was nothing. My wolf whimpered in the back of my mind, a soft, broken sound. We’re alone, I thought. We’ve always been alone. But as I stumbled through the darkness, one hand pressed against my chest where that strange burning sensation had been, I couldn’t shake the feeling that something had changed. Something I didn’t understand. Something that would come back to haunt me.I woke up to someone shaking my foot.“Get up.”I groaned, every muscle in my body screaming in protest. My ribs were on fire, my face felt swollen, and when I tried to open my left eye, it wouldn’t budge.“I said get up, Elysia. You’re not dying on my watch.”I forced my good eye open. Mira stood over me, her face pale, her hands shaking as she held out a wet cloth.“What…” My voice came out raspy, broken.“Don’t talk. Just…just let me clean you up.” She knelt beside me, dabbing at my face, and I hissed when the cloth touched my split lip. “God, Ely. What did he do to you?”I didn’t answer. I couldn’t. Because if I started talking about last night, I’d break. And I couldn’t afford to break again.“You need to get back to work,” Mira whispered, her voice tight. “Cook is asking for you, and if you don’t show up…”“I’ll be there,” I croaked.She looked at me like I’d lost my mind. “Ely, you can barely stand…”“I’ll be there.”She opened her mouth to argue, but something in my expression
I should have gone straight back to work.I should have kept my head down, finished my shift, and gone to bed.But one of the other servants—a younger girl named Tessa—stopped me as I was carrying a tray of empty glasses.“Did you see that?” she whispered, her eyes wide. “The Alpha King actually stopped for you.”I shifted uncomfortably. “He didn’t stop for me. He just…”“He told Garrett to leave. He never does that.” She grinned. “Maybe you’re not as cursed as everyone says.”I wanted to argue, but Killian’s voice cut through the crowd.“Elysia.”My stomach dropped. He was standing near the edge of the hall, his arms crossed, his expression hard. When our eyes met, he jerked his head toward the side corridor.Tessa’s grin faded. “Good luck,” she muttered.I set the tray down and followed him, my heart pounding.He didn’t say anything until we were alone, and when he did, his voice was low and sharp. “What the hell was that?”I blinked. “What?”“You know what.” He stepped closer, his
TWO YEARS LATERElysia’s POVIt had been two years since my mother died. Two years since that night in the forest. Two years since a stranger fucked me against a tree and told me I was the biggest mistake of his life.I thought about him sometimes. Late at night when I couldn’t sleep. I’d replay it in my head—the way his hands felt on my skin, the way he’d made me feel wanted for five whole minutes before ripping it away.I didn’t even know his name.But it didn’t matter anymore. Because three months ago, everything changed.I found my mate.Killian Lockwood. The Alpha’s son. Strong, handsome, ambitious. The kind of wolf every girl in the pack dreamed about.And somehow, impossibly, he was mine.I’d been carrying water from the river when it happened—the bond snapping into place like a rope pulling tight around my chest. I dropped the buckets, water spilling everywhere, and looked up to find him standing there, his amber eyes locked on mine.For a second, just a second, I thought I sa
Elysia’s POVHe studied me for a moment, his gaze dragging over my face like he was memorizing it. Then he leaned in, his lips brushing against my ear.“I can make you feel good,” he murmured, voice rough, “I can help you forget everything else.”My heart stuttered.His thumb traced the corner of my mouth, and something warm unfurled low in my stomach — something that wasn’t fear, or shame, or heartbreak. Then he kissed me.And I let him.I didn’t know why. I didn’t know him. I didn’t even know what he looked like under that hood. But when his mouth crashed into mine, rough and demanding, I felt something I hadn’t felt in years.I felt wanted.He didn’t ask permission. He didn’t ease into it. His hands gripped my waist, pulling me up and pressing me back against the tree, and I gasped into his mouth, my fingers clutching at his cloak because my legs were shaking too much to hold me up.“Don’t think,” he growled against my lips. “Don’t talk. Just feel.”And God help me, I did.His hand
Elysia’s POVI didn’t cry at my mother’s funeral.Not because I didn’t want to. I’d cried so much in the three days before that my eyes felt like they’d been scraped raw. But standing there, watching them lower her body into the ground wrapped in white cloth like she was something fragile and precious—when she’d spent her whole life being stepped on—I had nothing left.The pack gathered around the burial site like they cared. Like they hadn’t whispered behind her back for years. Low-ranking omega. No mate. Raising a scentless daughter. They didn’t say it to her face, but I heard it. I always heard it.Mira stood beside me, her hand squeezing mine so hard I thought my bones might crack. She was the only one who came because she wanted to, not because tradition demanded it.“I’m so sorry, Ely,” she whispered, her voice thick.I nodded. I didn’t trust myself to speak.Alpha Greaves said some words I didn’t listen to. Something about service and sacrifice and how my mother had been a loya







