Chapter 1

My words hung in the air, and the room fell into a long silence.

My husband Jeremy Tate's face darkened. "Shirley, why are you making a big deal out of this again?"

He stepped toward me, reaching to brush the damp strands of hair from my forehead, but I turned my head to the side.

His hand froze in midair, impatience flashing across his face. "I know you miss Eliza, but she's been gone for so long. We have to move on."

He lowered his voice and pointed at Chloe Stevens, who was standing nearby, fidgeting anxiously.

"You know Chloe's situation. It's just a sweater. Just let her have it. You're making us look bad here."

Chloe quickly handed the sweater back to me. Her eyes were red-rimmed, and she looked at me apologetically.

"Shirley, I'm sorry. I didn't know this sweater meant so much to you. Jeremy was only trying to help. Please don't blame him. We don't need it."

Jeremy snatched the sweater back from me and shoved it into her arms again before saying stiffly, "Keep it! Shirley's always like this. She'll get over it in a bit."

He then turned to me with a frown. "Go wash up. You smell awful. And the food's getting cold. Bring them to the table now. Chloe and Lily haven't eaten yet."

I didn't move. Instead, my gaze was fixed on the sweater.

To him, it was just a trivial matter. Just a piece of clothing to do a small favor for a neighbor. He couldn't understand and didn't care to understand what this sweater meant to me.

I felt defeated but still forced myself to speak. "I want a divorce."

Jeremy's patience finally snapped. "Shirley Jamison, are you done yet? You're going to break up this family over an old sweater no one wears? You think this is what Eliza would want if she were still here?"

"It's not just an old sweater." I held back my tears and stared into his eyes, trying to make him understand. "It's Eliza's. I knitted it for her."

"I know it's Eliza's!" Jeremy raised his voice. "But she's gone! What's the point of keeping her things? You spend all day holding onto these old things, keeping yourself trapped in the past. What's the point?

"I gave the sweater to Lily because I thought it would at least be useful and because I want you to move on. I'm doing this for your sake!"

The lump in my throat made it hard to speak, and the sting spread down into my chest. "Jeremy, you've never once asked for my permission."

He turned and glared at me. "Ask you? Would you have agreed? You'd try to preserve everything Eliza ever touched, turn it into a museum, and live your life like a crypt! I can't just stand by and watch you live like that!"

His words cut through me like a knife.

Yes, I had kept everything my daughter, Eliza Tate, left behind.

Her drawings, her little hairpins, the shoes she wore—I packed them all away in storage boxes and put them in the attic.

But I couldn't let go of this sweater.

On countless sleepless nights, I held onto it, feeling her presence still lingering in the fibers. It was the only way I could make it through.

It was my pain and comfort.

Jeremy didn't understand, and he never tried to. To him, I was just sick and needed to be fixed.