Chapter 15
“Thank you so much.” I said again and again while still on the floor crying my eyes out.
“Love.” Luke called me and even though I can see the tears in his eyes he manage to give me a smile. “Everything will be okay now.” He said and hugged me tight.
It took as a while before we stop crying and hugging each other to the side of the NICU before managing to pull ourselves together.
We look at the big window in the NICU to see our baby again before leaving the floor. I wanted to stay so bad as I want to be there, I just feel lonely leaving her again but we need to eat, change and I have to take my medicines, what happen earlier made me eager to heal more so I would be there and be strong for our baby. I know Luke has been putting up so much pressure in him and I feel sorry for him,
Chapter 16Part 1I hate this… I love the color black but I hate wearing it when someone of the family died… it brings back the memory of what happen at my grand parent’s funeral that up until this day I still remember how Luke was there to comfort me but it was also a sad moment after that… because that was the day I doubted of who I really wasI was sitting on the living room when mom and dad arrive, Pearl is in the kitchen getting water and I can’t help but notice that mom looked pissed and she stop when she get closer to me and she throw her handbag at the table that made me jump because of the sound it created. “I-is something wrong?” It’s dumb for me to ask that but I have to. I don’t feel like watching
Chapter 16Part 2 TW: Suicide Luke’s POV“Welcome back, Sir.”I just nodded to the employees when they greeted me. I can’t say it’s good to be back because I really wanted to stay at home and take care of my wife instead of working… but the responsibilities got me and I’ll just think of this as a way to let her have her own space.She needs to be alone as she always requested and even though it hurt to see her in that state, I need to let her mourn… I’m also mourning but what made me heartbroken is seeing my wife being like that.“Sir, you have a visitor.” I just sat in my chair when secretary said to the intercom. “It&rsqu
Chapter 17Part 1Ana’s POV“I love you.” I lost it when Luke said that. I just felt like he’s saying goodbye. I shook my head and cry my eyes out as he chuckle while bandaging his palm that got slash by the knife earlier.“I’m so sorry.” I said again and again while I watch him.“Don’t worry to much. It was just a small cut, it didn’t go deep, but Love.” he looks at me seriously. “don’t do something like that again, or else I’m going to lose it. We already lost our daughter, I can’t lose you two. We only have each other remember? And you’re going to leave me too? We promise to be together in sickness and in health and all the problems and the stru
Chapter 17Part 2Ana’s POVI put my phone and key in the table as I enter the Morgan Manor. I exhale the smell of the flowers and the filling sound of the wind. It’s good to be back here after being away for long.There’s no one here but me as the caretaker is at their home and would only come here in the morning to turn of the light and the night to turn it back on and clean and the cycle continues.I cover my eyes using my arm as I put my whole body at ease. I lock the doors and I feel asleep not even long after I lay down on my bed. It’s still the same as it was, nothing change, and it just feels like when I was living here together with my grandparents.**I’m was having my breakf
Chapter 18Ana’s POVOuch, my head hurts. That’s the first thing I felt when I woke up from my deep sleep. I hold my head and massage my temple while still lying in bed but my eyes grew wider as I saw a man’s back sleeping beside me.I immediately look at my body to see if there were traces of last night but my clothes change into a comfy pajama and all I can see is his bare back.What the fuck? Did I slept with someone without even realizing it? And where the hell is Kate and Evan there were suppose to be the one who will save me in times like this.“You awake now.”My mouth open as I realize who it was. “Ezra! When did you got here?”He chuckle and patted my head. &ld
Chapter 19“Are you going to be okay?” Ezra asked while we followed Luke and Pearl inside the conference room.I gave him a deadly stare and pinch his arms. “Of course, why would be I?” I smirk but really my heart is going crazy and I don’t know what I’m feeling right now.I’m happy to see him again after a while but it breaks my heart that he seems cold to me and that Pearl got close to him, I can see the genuine happiness in hear and that scared me even though I should be happy for her, as all her life all she wanted was either freedom or marrying the man she truly love.“If you say so.” He smirk before pulling a chair for me before sitting down when Luke sat down together with Pearl.When we were all seated, I was so shock that Luke called my name. I haven’t heard him said that after so long… “We have a special visitor with us today, Ms. Morgan, and I know you already know her.”I smile at them and bow my head a little. Ezra and my side chuckle and put his arm on my chair’s arm r
Chapter20 Part 1“I’m happy for you, Ana.”“Thank you.”“I thought you stopped painting and modelling because for the past months you’ve been in active in the industry.” I bit my lips as Luke said that.“I wanted to be missed. People will be more interested and most likely to buy my painting that way, as they are waiting for me to come back, and also I was busy with my business. I have a lot to take care of but I suddenly got inspired in painting so here I am. And painting for me isn’t really work that I should be doing… I want to want to paint not the other way around.”They all nodded to what I said and I smile feeling proud of myself but that smile later on disappear when I saw the media become interested to a particular p
Chapter20 Part 2Ana’s POVI’m nervous and nauseous. My head is spinning and I can’t see my way anymore. I keep bumping into people and I notice some of them are holding my body and when they do I just stare at them angrily and if only I were sober I would’ve punch them in the face but I’m not in the right state to do that right now so I walk away trying to find my way to the bathroom.“Fuck.” I whisper as successfully enter the bathroom. I vomit a couple of time and I wash my face for me to wake up. “I shouldn’t have gotten drunk.” If it wasn’t because of Luke I would have not drink this much but since I need the courage, I’m now suffering from my actions.I fix myself