Playing with fire
Now I was in a tight spot.I had to go all the way, even if it hurt, and I wanted to escape, but I would never tell him I was a virgin. That would anger him, or who knows... I truly didn't know anything about Nikolay, and I didn't want to.For me, he was a bad person, and only when I was away from him would I feel better.Nikolay laid me back on the bed with him on top, slowly caressing every exposed part of my body with his hands and tongue. I couldn't help but react to it; truth be told, I liked what he was doing as a woman, but...I couldn't move or prevent myself from moaning when he slipped his hand under my panties, caressing that desire-filled place that was starting to moisten within me. In my past relationships, we almost always reached this point, but then something happened that made us stop.I wanted him to stop; I wished the same thing would happen as always, but I was sure it wouldn't. Nikolay continued to skillfully caress me there, and eventually, he dared to insert two of his fingers inside me.I screamed with pleasure at this new and unfamiliar touch for me.Nikolay smiled at me and then lowered his head to my legs. I didn't know what he was going to do until I felt him remove my panties and bring his tongue close to that very sensitive part of my body. I gasped as I felt his tongue move in all its glory.I was starting to enjoy what Nikolay was doing, enjoying it a lot.However, suddenly and without warning, he stopped. I looked at him without understanding, and he looked at me with a grim expression:“Are you a virgin?”I decided not to answer that, as it was a silly question, and if he asked, it was because he had discovered the truth.Nikolay growled, got dressed, and left without saying anything more.I couldn't believe it.Supposedly, I was in Russia because I had to work for Nikolay, not just work, but do everything he wanted, and his desire for me had been made quite clear.If I was here against my wishes and doing wrong things, it was because of Mike, my brother, and his liberation was all that mattered to me. And now, after almost experiencing pleasure with that jerk, he leaves me because I'm a virgin, humiliating me.This wouldn't stand, because my biggest flaw was pride and arrogance.I searched for my clothes on the floor and quickly dressed. I tied my hair into a bun since leaving it loose looked horrible, and I went in search of Nikolay.I found him talking to a man with tanned skin, blue eyes, and dark hair. His accent made me suspect he was Latino.I ran to them, realizing I was barefoot and had attracted Nikolay's men to follow me closely, but I didn't care. I stood in front of them with my arms crossed, making them both stop talking.The stranger looked me up and down, nodding in approval, then looked at his friend. Nikolay stared at that man and at me.His face twisted in a disgusted grimace, and he grabbed my arm forcefully, speaking to me brutally, almost shouting:"I don't know what you're doing here, but I'd prefer you wait for me in the room," he said harshly."I don't have to obey you," I said defiantly."Margaret...""Aren't you going to introduce us, Nikolay?" we both heard suddenly.The man looked at us with a mocking smile, and Nikolay crossed his arms, provoking genuine laughter from the man, who extended his hand to introduce himself:"I'm Fernando Garza, a pleasure to meet you, beautiful," his seductive voice curiously didn't provoke anything in me."Margaret...""Aren't you leaving already, Fernando?" Nikolay retorted irritably."Yes, but I think I'll stay to enjoy your whore...""Excuse me, Mr. Garza, but I'm nobody's whore," I interjected sharply, completely annoyed."No?"The man looked at me, astonished and interested."Fernando, the meeting is over, and I'd appreciate it..."The Latino man approached me a little closer, grabbing my face with his hands. He was analyzing me, and I didn't like it at all. I pulled away from him and looked at him defiantly, to which he just smiled:"I see Nikolay is going to collect Mike's debt with you, his precious sister," he spoke with mockery."Mike is my business, and I told you it was under control," Nikolay said with a somber voice."Nikolay... I just ask you to pass her on to me when you get tired of her," the Latino man shrugged. "We'll see each other next week."Fernando left, and Nikolay remained motionless in place.Only when his friend disappeared did he look at me. He was very angry, but so was I, and I wasn't going to give up in this war."What do you think you're doing?" he approached me, furious."You're a bastard," I spat venomously.I didn't bother saying anything else and walked away with more desire to insult him and beat him to exhaustion.The fact that he grabbed my arm angered me even more, so with my free hand, I delivered the most powerful slap in history. I had never hit a man so hard, and I was surprised by the strength I was able to muster.Nikolay was taken aback by the blow, and after a gentle touch on his face to make sure he was okay, he hit me forcefully on mine. It was so brutal that I fell to the ground with a swollen cheek, but he looked at me with smugness and rage:"No one challenges me, Margaret. You've been warned," he said in a low and dangerous tone.I heard Nikolay's footsteps moving away, but I felt incapable of getting up from the spot. Tears were welling up in my eyes, and I wanted to cry like a child, but I wouldn't give him the satisfaction of seeing me suffer.I got up carefully and walked slowly to the room, but then I remembered it was his room, and I didn't want to be near him.I just wanted to run away from there.The wrong nameSomething liquid dripped down my cheek, and I realized that tears were already evident. So I decided to go to the basement where my brother was and stay with him. However, once I reached the basement door, I became aware that if Mike saw me like this, he would want to kill Nikolay, and in his condition, it would only happen the other way around.So I stayed in the hallway, crying like a baby, caring only about releasing my emotions.I must have fallen asleep because when I woke up, I was again on a comfortable bed, his bed. I jumped off it like a spring.I was alone in the room, but I didn't want to stay there. However, as I suspected, the door was locked.I kicked against the door like a madwoman until it opened, and I fell on my butt on the floor.Nikolay was once again in front of me, with a cold and penetrating gaze.I got up to go to the bed and huddle with my chin on my knees, while he turned around to lock the door again, but he stayed inside the room.His face c
Moral conflictsWhen I woke up the next morning, I acted on autopilot.I dressed in that dark silk dress Nikolay had prepared for me, matching dark and suggestive lingerie, and high-heeled shoes as usual.I was surprised to still be alone in the room, or so I thought, because when I entered the bathroom, I saw Nikolay with a towel around his waist, drying his hair with another towel. Water dripped down his strong back, and a shiver ran through me.I quickly moved away before he noticed me and sat at the vanity. I had to calm down and divert my thoughts to other things. Yes, that's it.I started to do my makeup and hair, and then Nikolay came out of the bathroom, fortunately already dressed. I sighed in relief to see him in a suit, and it amused me to watch him struggle with the tie."It seems like you're feeling better," he seemed somewhat nervous, "I insist, I apologize for yesterday's hit...""Forget it, Nikolay," I replied quickly and coldly."It won't happen again," he promised.I
A monster "You haven't done anything," he said seriously.“I am your damn bait! I couldn't be at ease. How could he?”“And now you work for me. You should be grateful.” He cornered me against the wall, looking at me sternly.“I'm not grateful to you, because if I'm doing this, it's not for you or for me, it's for Mike…” I snapped dryly, knowing my words didn't please him.“It's the least you owe me. Let's go.”I followed Nikolay's orders and left the building with him, heading towards his vehicle. I assumed we were going to his house. On the way, I thought about everything I had seen and experienced that day.I couldn't understand how a person could enjoy being immersed in such a dangerous world. Until I met Nikolay, I thought people were good, and society made them bad, but killing for pleasure seemed to me the most despicable and cowardly thing.Nikolay killed people; he was a dangerous man, and my brother and I were now under his control. Of course, if my brother were a decent an
A new mission "Please don't. I don't want a scumbag like Nikolay to take away your innocence all at once," he pleaded."Mike, relax," I tried to comfort him, but he pulled away somewhat agitated."He's a damn pig, and I don't want...""Mike, the other day we couldn't talk much, and I have many questions," I told him very seriously."Go ahead...""How did you get into this world, how did you meet Nikolay?"He snorted, looking frustrated."The third time I came to Russia, I already had some friends," he shook his head. "One of them advised me to work for Nikolay, said I would make a lot of money, and I didn't hesitate."I felt a chill run down my spine.“And what happened next?”“I had to make a payment to Nikolay, but they stole the money from me. I explained it to him, but he showed no compassion,” he finished explaining, quite upset.“He's a monster,” I said firmly.“Has he done anything to you?,” he looked at me extremely worried.I shook my head, but Mike glanced me up and down, se
A woman with characterSure, he could have anyone he wanted, but... oh, I'm getting tangled up in my thoughts...I didn't want to dwell on it, there was nothing to think about, so I chose the outfit for that night and, after Nikolay's approval, went to shower and change.For this occasion, I chose a dress in golden tones with dark embellishments that ran from one side of the body to the other. I selected matching accessories and decided to style my hair in a braided updo.Once ready, I faced Nikolay's appreciative gaze. He smiled eagerly and offered me his arm, to which I didn't know how to react."Come on, Margaret... I don't bite," he teased."It's true, you do worse things," I retorted."Bury the hatchet just for tonight, okay?" he asked, seeming sincere."I have no other choice. Let's go," I sighed.Finally, I accepted the arm he offered, and we left the house, realizing how beautiful and large it was. I wondered where we would go for dinner and with whom.The chauffeur took us in
Mistrust, jealousy and a proposalAnother thing I didn't understand was why I felt so out of place when that woman flirted with Nikolay, and her shameless attitude boiled my blood. I shouldn't be upset; Nikolay had been with many women, and she was probably one of them, but...None of this made sense.When dinner was over, and I sat back in the car's seats, I felt much better.I took a deep breath and inhaled the scent of the leather that always relaxed me, but I became nervous again when I felt Nikolay's gaze on me."I apologize for making you go through this," Nikolay said condescendingly."Don't worry," I sighed."I'll give you advice. You should learn to control your impulses," he said serious this time."It's not that simple," I rolled my eyes."I don't want you getting into trouble that I can't get you out of," he said with a grimace, trying to reason with me."I don't need your help, Nikolay," I sighed again, as I wasn't going to give in on that."What worries you?" the Russian
TrapI placed my hands on his shoulders to stand on tiptoe and kissed him. I did it delicately, surprising myself with how convincing I wanted to be with Nikolay, making him fall into my trap.He took me by the waist to deepen the kiss, and I felt like I was on cloud nine.I hadn't forgotten how skilled Nikolay was in these things. I just hoped I wouldn't regret this trap someday because if he found out, I would be dead without a chance to protest.I shivered at that thought, but Nikolay attributed it to the caresses that were making me tremble. Almost without realizing it, we were already on our way to his room, almost naked.By the edge of the bed, we fell with a gentle movement, while Nikolay started kissing and biting my neck, making me sigh helplessly.I figured it was my moment to show him how serious I was about making him believe that I wanted to go through with this. I stroked his strong back as if my life depended on it, then reached his bare buttocks, feeling them to my tou
See Mike "I'm doing it for you," I frowned."It's not worth it, Margaret." He shook his head disapprovingly. "What you need to do is escape, and if they kill me, it doesn't matter. You'll get over it."I clenched my teeth with anger."Are you serious? I've already lost two very important people in my life, and I'm not going to lose you too." I exclaimed loudly. "In fact, we'll escape together, and I have a plan for that.""What? A plan?""Yes, and in fact, I started it tonight." I took a deep breath.My brother looked at me almost alarmed. It even seemed like he had frowned, despite being in the dark; I could sense it."I hope that plan of yours isn't to sleep with Nikolay to soften his heart because he lacks that organ," he said gruffly."Do you have a better idea?" I raised an eyebrow."Nikolay will get tired of you and leave you stranded..." he began, but I interrupted, annoyed."Do you think I don't know that? I don't care! If I sleep with him, I'm not doing it willingly, believe