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"Oh," James muttered, his tone soft and confused.

I avoided his gaze, not wanting to see the look on his face. He must have so many questions, so many thoughts. I didn't know where to begin explaining it all to him. I didn't know if I wanted to tell him everything going on.

"Should I leave?" He asked quietly. "You have a visitor."

He paused, then added, "Your ex, I mean."

The tone of his voice told me everything I needed to know. He was hurt, and I could feel the jealousy in his words even though he must be trying to hide it. I didn't know what to say.

I swallowed hard and finally met his gaze. He had a blank look on his face, but I knew it was a facade. I knew he had a lot going on in his head.

"Actually, I didn't have plans to see him. I have no idea why he's here," I explained.

James said nothing, and I hated the silence.

"You can stay if you want," I added, feeling the need to fill the void.

James ran through his hands through his hair, looking away from me."I don't want to s