CHAPTER 1: UNATTAINABLE.
If there was a word capable of describing Leonardo White, the word would be: unattainable. Inaccessible. Although there were also a lot more words with which to describe him: arrogant, cold, despot, cruel, wasteful... and the list went on and on, but, from Emma's experience, she did not consider him to be a bad man, on the contrary: she found him to be a nice man.Every time the woman told someone that she had been saved from being fired by Leonardo White, the first reaction, was disbelief. ‘Leonardo White, the coldest man in Canada, saving someone other than himself?’ they would say, as if it was inconceivable that he would do a good deed. ‘It must be a matter of luck,’ she had been told more than once.Emma wondered what Leonardo White's reputation was due to, but no one seemed to have the courage to answer it directly, the only she knew about the subject, was that he was the son of the owner of the company where she worked, he was twenty-seven years old, single and would be there visiting the company for about three months, or something like that, she had not listened too well to the conversation she had eavesdropped on from two other secretaries."I still don't believe it" The voice of one of her companions brought her out of her musings. "Leonardo White saved your skin"."It's been a week already, Sofia," Emma snorted, rolling her eyes at the pile of papers she had to go through, she was beginning to hate her job, "I think that's enough time to get over it"."Of course it isn't! Don't you understand?! Leonardo White is a stupid bastard! He doesn't help here, he, on the contrary, makes it worse for you! Haven't you wondered why since he arrived the secretaries have had twice as much work? He does it intentionally"."Are you serious?""Of course I'm serious! Do you think everything they say about him is unfounded?!""Well, he treated me pretty well," Emma murmured, shrugging her shoulders, "Maybe he's the kind of person you have to know how to deal with"."Emma, from what I heard, you threw hot coffee on him, all over his expensive suit, what's with the ‘knowing how to treat people’? One good treatment and he's already washed your head?""It's not that he washed my head with a ‘good treatment’ it's just that he did absolutely nothing wrong to me... I can't hate him the way you guys hate him"."Don't tell me you like Leonardo"."What the hell are you talking about, Sofia? I barely know him! I've seen him like... like twice!""It's just that since I see that you defend him so much, I assumed that...""You are not supposed to be working, ladies?" Sofia's speech was suspended when she heard that male voice suddenly sound, it was not necessary to turn around to realize that it was Leonardo who was there.Sofia didn't turn around, but she grimacingly instructed Emma to hold up some papers and pretend to work. She didn't know if she would scold Emma, but it was all too likely to happen."Yes, sir... that's what we are working on," she answered, finally turning around and facing him. It was as if beauty and evil were inseparable allies trying to seduce her, because if not, how to explain that Leonardo White was so attractive and at the same time, so evil? Sofia knew stories of other secretaries, stories that out of sheer caution she would not tell Emma unless it was horrendously necessary. ‘I hope not,’ she said to herself."Working with what?" He approached the plump woman, his face smudged with coldness, for an instant, Emma told herself that what others told her about him was true, but those thoughts were reduced to nothing when he gave her a warm smile, along with a hand movement that she reciprocated so awkwardly that she felt ashamed of herself."Yes, sir, we are working, almost finished"."You know..." With his hand, Leonardo also made a gesture to know the woman's name."Sofia," she said, very reluctantly."Sofia," he tested the woman's name, glancing out of the corner of his eye at Emma, who seemed to be very focused on some papers, although he knew that due to the zero distance that separated them, she was listening to the conversation he would have with her friend. "Look, Sofia, there are many things that I dislike... but I choose to be calm about it, but there are some things that are simply unacceptable, like the one you just did".Sofia stirred, trembling. Emma swallowed saliva from her position, she did not raise her eyes, she felt afraid to do so."I don't know what you're talking about, s-sir...""No? Don't you know?" A smile sealed itself on that perfect face, showing Sofia that his teeth were just as perfect as his face. ‘Leonardo White is a stupid bastard! He doesn't help here, he, on the contrary, makes you worse! Haven't you wondered why since he arrived the secretaries have had twice as much work? He does it intentionally’, do these words sound a little familiar to you, Sofia?"The woman froze, as did Emma from her position."I-I... sir, allow me to exp-pl...""I don't want an explanation from you," he interrupted her sharply, looking at her from head to toe, "With what courage do you call me stupid when you look like this?" Emma clenched her fists, she wanted to intervene, but she knew she shouldn't, not if she wanted to keep her job, the fact that he had helped her once, was not the indicator that she had a special position over the others. "What you said, is completely unacceptable, you are insolent, you don't know me, and I have never wanted to meet someone who... looks like you look, how do you know I am all those things? You just heard a rumor and took it upon yourself to disperse it for no reason? And, I'm fully aware that if I hadn't had the joy of hearing what you said, you would go with your false face to pretend to like me"."S-sir... I, I really didn't… I didn't mean that, it's just...""You are fired, Sofia".Emma's gaze became so clotted as if those words had been directed at her, she could barely react, when Leonardo approached her."And you, Emma, please stand up".The woman gave a trembling look to her companion, who was still not processing correctly the fact that she had been fired from the company where she had worked for more than ten years. Her voice had left her, all she could hear inside was the screaming of her own mind, uncontrolled, hysterical, she could not see herself getting a new job."Emma, from now on, it is my pleasure to inform you that you will be working in my office" Emma didn't process it, neither did Sofia. "Did you hear me?"She nodded slowly, swallowing saliva, her half-opened lips and quick eyes revealing that she couldn't get over her surprise. Her? A simple secretary working in the boss's son's office?"Well, if you heard me, come on"."B-but is it now...?"He looked at her with a raised eyebrow, then an indecipherable smile was etched on his face."If not now, then when? Come on, tomorrow I will transport your things to my office, for now I just want to show you the protocol that runs my way, come on," he insisted.Emma left the papers in their place, her hands trembling as if exposed to the most violent cold in all the land, her eyes again fell on Sofia, she did not know how to feel, her companion was just as tremulous and perplexed as she was.Finally, Emma walked to the door, behind Leonardo White.This was the event that would trigger a chain of events for which Emma was not prepared.She had no idea what it meant to get closer and closer to a man like Leonardo.She had not finished processing it, and perhaps she would not finish processing it for the rest of the days to come. Two weeks had passed since she had gone from being just another secretary to being Leonardo White's exclusive secretary, and she still felt the same bewilderment as the time he had announced himself.At the time, she had wanted to refuse him and tell him that she did not want to work in his office, but that would be hanging a noose around her neck; seeing how cruelly he had fired Sofia, she had found herself almost unable to refuse the order he had given her. Because he had not asked her, Leonardo White had not asked her to be his exclusive secretary, he had ordered her, and he seemed to have gone to her just to say that, but to her friend's misfortune, he had listened to her words.Everyone was talking about it, everyone was saying that Emma had become a closer secretary to Leonardo White, not even Emma herself knew what that implied, the only difference from her previ
The days were getting harder and harder, heavier and heavier, there was not a moment in which she did not regret having to be Leonardo White's secretary.She could say: "to accept to be his secretary", but that's where it was: she hadn't accepted to be his secretary, he had just gone to order her to be his secretary, and as a result she had three times the work she had when she was a simple secretary, just another pawn in a huge company.Three weeks had passed since she had been his secretary, and calmness had been her most dangerous enemy: she did not have a second of peace, huge and trapping dark circles were drawn under her haggard face, at his request, she had to arrive hours earlier, she did not even understand the reason for that order: She arrived at the company and there were only him and her and very few employees, so few that a hand was necessary to count them, during the period in which both were almost alone in the company, the only thing that Emma received, were uncomfort
It was the most precious car her faded and worn eyes had ever seen, it wasn't even within her capabilities to imagine how expensive it had been, maybe it was a number she couldn't even pronounce or write.Leonardo had asked her to get out in front of him, Emma did so, although when she reached her boss's car, she slowed down, giving a glance to the blond, who smiled at her, it was a barely perceptible gesture, so much so that she attributed it to a hallucination due to the deep tiredness she felt."That skirt is a little short for you, Emma, don't you think so?" The woman's hands trembled when she heard him say that, her serious face, agitated by a blush, turned tremulously towards the man, the blue of Leonardo's eyes seemed to want to undress the soul of the secretary, who didn't say a single word. "I asked you a question".The woman hesitated what to answer, she remembered the times when she had thought that skirt was a little tighter than the others, but she had paid little attenti
Her gaze was lost, set on a non-existent place in the street, neither of them had said too much, she could feel how from time to time Leonardo looked at her, but said nothing, although he seemed to do so, he seemed to want to talk, but gave up every time he was going to execute, she for her part, did not speak because of the deep throat pain that the nausea had caused her, she could not feel more ashamed, not only had she fallen like a sack of tubers on the shoulders of her boss, but she had almost vomited on him, she wanted to eliminate her own existence.He didn't seem too upset, not upset at all really, or upset about what had happened, although Emma couldn't get it out of her head that he was just pretending and was actually disgusted by having to deal with her."Do you live alone, Emma?" he asked, breaking the extended silence that had formed between them.She looked at him, if she wasn't mistaken, he had asked her that before. He was aware that it was the second time he had done
The place where she lived, was a rather humble one, there was not much to show off, and, as she had very bad luck for the places where to live, and that's why she had to move a lot constantly, she never worried about the proportionate decoration of her living place, anyway, almost nobody ever went there, in fact, Leonardo was one of the few people who set foot in that place. Emma didn't have many friends, and the few she did have, were not invited to her house."Sorry for the mess," she said to her boss, who was looking at everything in complete silence. It was only when she stood in front of Leonardo at that moment that she realized how small she was compared to him. And she was not a small woman, in fact, she stood out in stature with the rest of her friends."There's no mess here," he observed, laughing, "Are you feeling better, Emma?""Yes, sir," she replied, not quite knowing how to behave, never believing that not inviting anyone to her apartment, even her own mother, would ever
For an instant, Emma became oblivious to everything around her. Her eyes became two round, hollow circles as she tried to process the words she had just heard.A tremor shuddered through her body, her lips gradually opened, so much so that the beginning of her teeth became visible. As much as she tried to digest what she had heard, it was simply impossible. Her? A simple secretary dating Leonardo White? What kind of bitter joke was that?"Are y-you s-serious, sir?" Her voice barely came out, her eyes full of deep perplexity didn't leave her boss for a moment. Him? Such an attractive man, asking her for a date? A nervous laugh escaped Emma's dry lips, it must have all been a joke, Leonardo liked to play pranks on her, she was sure that this was another one of the many he had played on her in such a short time."What are you laughing at, Emma?"The woman's smile faded to nothing when she looked at Leonardo's serious face, there was not even the trace of a smile, not even a small one, no
She had agreed that dinner would be in two days that had passed with the speed of a bullet passing through a person's chest to take their life. There was no moment in which Emma did not regret having agreed to go out with Leonardo White, she was afraid, something told her that her life would not be the same since that night.She looked out the window, a sigh escaped her lips. Darkness covered any vestige of light, there was not a single star illuminating the sky, it was as if they had all died suddenly.She hadn't told anyone that he had invited her to a dinner party, maybe because she still didn't quite believe it, there was a part of her that chose to believe that it was all a joke that would soon have an end, that soon he would call her and tell her that it had just been a bad joke.For forty-eight hours, she had thought of only two things: Leonardo and her date with him. She was a somewhat shy girl, when nerves got the better of her, words could hardly come out of her lips, she wa
For some reason, the nerves invaded her even more, she took the dress out of the box completely, delighting at the beauty and delicacy that each piece of fabric possessed. It was a dark gray dress with sequins covering her chest and thighs, with a translucent touch on the back and chest area as well, you only had to see it to realize that you didn't have to wear a bra when you put it on. It was not too long, in fact, she doubted it would reach her knees.There were more things in the box, Emma told herself, not coming out of her surprise, looking at the dress once more and wondering to herself how much money he would have spent there.Inside the box, there was also a golden chain. Glittering like the sun itself, something that led Emma to wonder how much it had cost or if it was real gold.The sound of a message coming in on her phone caught the surprised woman's attention. ‘Why did he buy this for me? How much did it cost? Why did he make the effort?’ she asked herself, distressed, r